Friday, January 15, 2010
):everything is down now, I dunno why. and yes, I have been down for a few days and I dunno how. I'm so drained mentally. I want to sleep but I cant leave everything behind just like this. I just cant. I wish for 30hours a day, 6 hours school, 3 hours training, and the rest? let's drop dead and sleep. bah.
I want to sleep now but there's many things stopping me. my MSN is down for whatever reason I dunno. I'm depending on ooVoo and some shit and people think I'm skipping lesson today becos I'm not online ):
unhappy today. it was hurting but I dunno if someone understands. it will feel stupid I know. "sad for what?!" is something that I believe everyone will says so if I gonna say what happened. I dunno but it hurts. when everything is already so wrong. when the urge to run away is there. when the thought of leaving all is there. and this happened. what the?!
hello. goodbye.sometimes I just feel like I'm not needed here.. damn this.
12:39:00 AM