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★That LittleSoldier

XIAOJUN / Edith.

Sleepyhead.
DAjun.
15o3199o. Pisces.
blue. white.so perfect together.

piglet. woodstock.
*Republic Poly;
Sports&Exercise Sciences.
*RPCanoe.
*exSwissCottage Sec;
exSwiss Winds; 3rd/bassTROMBONIST.
*exYuhua/Bukit View Pri;
exVolleyball.
*photography. sports. arts. music.
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*Starbucks!
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Sunday, March 30, 2008

in case this day ends, which is soon,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T. WEITING!


"I read ur blog 2day, then I scroll down, wa, so emo leh. and, WA LAU! NEVER WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEH!!" so I better have a entry just 2 wish her! she should read this, duh~ =DD
..............................................................................................................................

Adding on becos..
WEITING COMPLAINED THAT MY ENTRY IS SUPER SHORT! =\\
I wish U'll like the gift I got U, happy always, happy sweeeeeet 17th[though U're not sweet at all], hope U enjoyed NYNY, Starbucks, that slice of Chocolate Amer.. and and and, U'RE OLD![just a bit younger than me. so join me more! wahaha.] bleah. oh! stop whinning about my handwriting! I warned U b4 hand, hello?!!!!

- thongwt! Ranging. says:
i read ur card
- thongwt! Ranging. says:
ur handwriting IS HORRIBLE

=(((((( yes, a super mafan girl.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

11:50:00 PM

I was super down few days back. everything was so sudden, I couldnt cope with the stress, the sadness, the worry..
at that point of time, I really really hope some1 will be there for me.. sigh.
thank God everything turned out 2 be not so bad. super unfortunate, I know. but well, it's destiny, not in our hands. I pray hard though..

was supposed 2 join the clique 2 Changi chalet on Tuesday, but cos unpredictable things happened, I couldnt join them on the very 1st day of chalet. I went hospital etc etc. was a tiring day. as my 3rd bro's going overseas on that day itself, I have 2 help him redeem his Heeren gift he won, with his passport 2 prove. I went all the way 2 Heeren after going Bugis with Mom, 2nd bro and 3rd bro. 3rd bro went 2 buy some army stuffs and so, need my help. super troublesome ya. it was about 9 plus when I reached home and my 3rd bro's flight was at 12am sharp. my mom then asked me 2 rest b4 going 2 chalet 2moro. so I didnt pack at all, but drop dead on bed by 12am.

I woke up, around 9am plus, not bcos of alarm, not bcos of noises, not bcos of stupid calls, it's bcos of aching at stomach area. it's diarrhoea again. =\ ++++ vomiting. I had no idea why. I vomitted about 5 times and was running in and out the toilet, with not enough sleep. was super painful then. my mom went 2 work, my 2nd bro never cares. so.. I just gotta tolerate everything. this time round was worse than the previous 1. was shocked, what's wrong with March. that was the 2nd time I vomitted like this twice. when U dunno if U should shit or puke 1st. lying on the floor like the dead. around 11 plus, I texted Matt 2 inform him that I cant go 2 the chalet and also, called my mom. she asked me 2 rest 1st and wait 4 her 2 b back. I was super super drained, and soon 4 asleep after a few hours of runs. I woke up and it's around 5pm. I was pale then, with super empty stomach. I felt so soft, so weak, so giddy, felt like floating in the air. mom advised me 2 a doctor, but I refused, as usual. yuck, who loves needles, medicine and the smell of clinics? "but this is the 2nd time this month! U sure U dun wanna see a doctor?" ya, I was determined enough. mom then cooked me porridge, scallop & sliced fish porrige. I felt so much better..

the very next day, I was feeling a lot better, but still feeling a bit dozy, giddy. I met Jasmine up 2 town cos I wanna exchange my lappy bag. it's way 2 tight 4 my lappy. and so, I was like.. wow. the smell of fresh air. ooo. and Marcus met us up too. cos he was feeling rather down about that. we shopped around after my lappy bag was changed. I got my Animal Biscuits from Marks and Spencer! *loves. =) oh! and they just cant stop bickering! dunno what's wrong with the both of them. =\ after that, we had some drinks at Coffee Club cos I needed 2 warm my stomach. had pot of tea again. and we chit chatted. Jasmine and Marcus was very surprised by my tea. I dunno why. maybe bcos children never love hot drinks, esp tea, they love ice blended drinks! sigh, I'm old, U see..
mom wanted me 2 be home early cos I have yet 2 recover, which is true. I was home and didnt sleep early! cos was watching tv programmes and listening 2 some music.
I woke up, feeling fresh the very next day, and I'm glad. =)

anyway, any1 interested in this?
I've found a black sling bag, I wanna sell this off so I can get that 1 as my sch bag. pls pls pls contact me if U are interested? asap pls!!!!

wooo. so fast. my orientation is just next week, my Sports Unite camp is also next week. so I gotta prepare myself 2 wake up early in the morning again! =((






how bad everything can be, I hope some1 understands, I hope some1 listens..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:26:00 AM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

a series of unfortunate events.
everything that shouldnt have happened, happened.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

2:59:00 AM

Monday, March 24, 2008

"XIAOJUN! U DIDNT UPDATE UR BLOG!" complained Marcus 2day when I visited him, at work. was out with Diana cousin 2day 2 Dhoby Ghaut's KTV. some ulu ulu KTV la. but it's super cheap. 30++, 2 person, 3 hours. and their songs r kinda new. like.. One Republic's Apologize, Beyonce's Irreplaceable, Amy Winehouse's Rehab etc. like.. WOW! but there's no Leona Lewis' Bleeding Love! =\

I was surprised by cousin, she passed me my birthday gift! =DD I was like.."wa. FuncDeko? I like that shop leh! nice nice stuffs, vintage." then she suddenly..,"na. happy birthday!" lol. I was just.. super stunned.

sorry ah. it's night and my 2.0 mega pixel camera cellphone's not working very well. look, another vintage camera bag. *faint. it's my 2nd 1!

so went over 2 The Cathay 2 look 4 Marcus and bought him LJS. we camwhore a while b4 I leave 2 meet Matt, Kaipeng, Jem, Rick and MengYik. random! yup. and we had dinner. I'm starving like madness at that point of time. and so I had a very yucky half spring fried chicken meal. it's kind of oily, and the rice.. super CANNOT MAKE IT! awwww. witnesses : Matt & Rick. geeees.

SATURDAY; 22nd March.

had ahgong's association dinner. like SIAN! cos it's like all the time. and this time round, must be super formal. so I wore..


my grad tea's clothing! "U wear that grad tea 1 la! U wont have a chance 2 wear anyway." mom nagged. like.. true la. lol. I dumped that dress and stocking aside already! and my stupid red heels. and caused me blisters now. arghh.
that dinner was at Swissotel. I was like.. shocked! cos it's super high class. even Zhao Bao had a whole article about that dinner. 90th anniversary what! nothing much. =\ guess what, they invited GOH, MR LEE KUAN YEW!!! pls be surprised, cos I am. so big deal la!
oo. then I thought Weiting's working there, cos it's around Raffles City ma. but it's not, it's at City Link! lol. but we decided 2 meet up. cos I'm super bored at dinner! I only had the 1st dish, and it stopped 4 a long period of time, cos Mr Lee was having his speech. and some other weird weird slides. suupppeerrr bbboooorrreeedddd! then I et Weiting 2 shop around! hahaha. it's like.. weird la. wearing stupid HHIIIGGGHHHH heels 2 shop. =\ and and and, I FINALLY GOT MY BIRTHDAY CARD! =DD

I'm like super high! hahaha. but it's a bit crumpled cos Weiting dumped it in her bag! lol. it's soooo soooo cute right! =)) especially..

woodstock looking blur! heeee. love woodstock!!!!! =DDD
okay, shant be so excited. lol. so we shopped around, crap around, bullshit around. then she went Cafecartel 4 her dinner. of cos I didnt have any food. lol. I still have mine upstairs! but pei her la. can chat some more. =) and guess who I saw? LAVANESH! hahaha. he's working there, with his very ugly long curly hair. yucks. I teased him,"LAVA! so how many bottles of gel U used 2day?" hahahhaha. guess he nearly give me a tight slap. =X nice nice Lavanesh, we gonna be schmates! =D

I went back 2 Swissotel 4 my dinner after sending Weiting off. sharks! it's the last dish, dessert! so dumb la. my mom's nagging already. and my 2nd bro was a bit drunk after a few glasses of red wine. luckily I didnt take any. just dun feel like it. so I was still alert when I had my dessert. and I remembered what Weiting warned me that night,"DUN MEET ME WHEN U DRINK! IT STINKS!" hahahhahahaha. see, I'm not drunk that day, I can still remember what she said! =X

home and I gotta ate some bread, with veggies and tuna. cos having gastric pain. )(*&^%$ super mafan luh.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Jolene SNG. =)

FRIDAY; 21st March.
met Marcus in the early afternoon. super sian! cos everytime I gotta force myself 2 wake up cos I have 2 meet people up. lol. he wanna cut his hair. so I brought him 2 the salon where Weiting and I used 2 go. cos it's cheaper than where he always go, like duh! lol. he wanted 2 dye his hair 2 blue black! I'm super glad, can! cos I cant stand his blonde long hair, fringe. soooooo annoying! it's was pouring like mad then, I was frantic, cos I still gotta get 2 IMM 2 get Jolene's birthday gift!

after his haircut. he was super elated that he got back his blacky hair. copy me ah! I dyed deep purple. lol. no la, kidding. so we're on our way 2 IMM.

and we took this pic just 2 test if the aunty behind us is peeping at us not. HAHA! and she's not, proven. =\

we got her gift and card, then leave from IMM 2 Bukit Batok. mt up with Jem and Matt.
we felt super old when we reached Jol's house. it's like.. her classmates everywhere. hello?! Jewel and Sheena? haiyoooo. so paiseh!

look! every1 is having fun playing games! we felt rather odd, so started playing the same old game.. scissor, paper, stone, the 1 who lose gotta eat something from the table. beware, it's coolllddd food! nuggets are salty, chicken wings with alumnium foil stucked, fries turned rather hard, fishballs were like frozen. cos everything was under air-con! hahahaha. so we were like.. trying 2 help out 2 finish the food too la. "good good. glad U guys r helping out with the food." said Jolene's mom. LOL!

"take picture lehhhhhh!" yelled Jol. haha. cos we kept avoiding! she's very cheeky la! will take the cam and hide, THEN, secretly took a pic of U! how horrible she is. so I was like.. trying 2 take a pic of her secretly, but.. SHE EXPOSED ME! super angry! lol. and gave me stupid faces..

"okay la. open the present we gave U leh! see if U like it." which I know she will sure love it. hehehhee.

haha. I dunno if she loves it, but I hope she really do la.
"take picture la!" whined Jol. "okay okay la. faster." then we gave a very bushuang face. lol

"we like taking wedding pic! hello?!" laughed Jem. lol. look at me and Jem, then Jol and Matt. wa lau. what's going on! and every1 is very paiseh. =\

"some more some more!" demanded Jol. this birthday girl super mafan right! lol.

"eh. cannot fit in2 the cam leh." said 1 of Jol's friend. LOL! then Matt sneaked away. smart huh! then we were all laughing and laughing.. about dunno what. so it turned out 2 b like this. I planned 2 hide bhind Jol! but.. very unsuccessful la. but look how cute Jem was!!!!! hahahahhaha. super funny face!
"okay la. dun take le!" said Jem. but I wanted 2 try put my front cam. so ya.. lol. super random picture of Jem.

we went home around 9 plus. as the rest of Jol's friends went home around 7++. she looked rather bored staying at home! so we pei her chat a while. we were having so much fun saying stupid things! lol. then she walked us 2 the bus stop. BYE JOLENE! =)

for more info., vist http://www.veryverylong.blogspot.com/

I went home, cos I was super drained. actually supposed 2 meet Weiting but she went over 2 Junhao's house 4 move marathon. so never mind ah. Marcus wanted 2 meet tp 4 supper or something but he's at town! so well, I came home and rest. cos I'm really really half dead.

Thursday; 20th March.

woke up around 2plus and met up at IMM, Coffee Club. had tea and chatted like mad. like.. keep teasing and shooting as usual la. lol! gotta catch up with one another. then walk around 4 Weiting's specs. and she got 2 pairs of specs! madness.

after that, Weiting and I headed 2 Panjang 4 Starbucks. nearly puke man! cos I'm rather fuuulll. chit-chat and left around 11pm. happening huh! which I supposed 2 rest on that! lol.

Wednesday; 19th March.

some1 got rather emotional. so went Hollandv's Coffee Bean, cos every1 loves Coffee Bean. =\ chit-chat and stone. sigh. life is sooo complicated, I see. love, friends, this and that. no wonder there's sooo many emotional people around. well well..

HEY! hope U're feeling bbbeeetttteeerrrr! really. let go. since U're suffocating now. learn 2 let go, and b glad that U once love. dun cling on it anymore! let nature take its course. hopefully U still remember whatever I told ya. oh well, pls do. cheers, friend! =)

then went lot1 Mc 2 meet Jem and YC with Matt. we had Mc, oh well, no choice. cos we brought our lappy along, we need wireless. lol. YC's such a newbie! worse than me. "huuhhh. huhhh? connect where? then then??!!!" YC was suuppppeerrr blur then.

Tuesday; 18th March.

went back Swiss with Marcus, as I promised. sheesh, what a bad promise. =\ I set my alarm as 1130PM and supposed 2 be AM! Marcus called and I thought it's my alarm ringing. LOL! and was late la, duh. Swiss is still the same la. I miss the teachers and the canteen aunties and uncles. super friendly. =)

the very 1st teacher we saw was MsNorli. haha. she was like surprised that we went back. cos no event ah. stupid Marcus. lol. then we saw MsOng! hahaha. she super cute. I think she's the 1 who ask.."eh! MsSeah not here le, come back 4 what?" like.. CANNOT MEH! wa lau. MsSeah not in Swiss but we're still Swiss student what! lol. super cute la. then we had short chat with MsOng. she's always nice la! =) though she had never been a teacher of mine. and I dunno how she know my name, how I know her. LOL! oh ya, she knows my name cos.. "oh! MsSeah always complain about ur 4getfulness in staffs' room ma!" ya, she told me that few yrs back. =\ I CAN STILL REMEMBER CLEARLY! cos that's how I got famous, oh well. =\

spotted MsMa around the bench, outside the hall with Joan and Yisin. the atmosphere seems rather weird. then I asked some1 2 buy some food 4 MsMa, cos I supposed 2, but also wanna pei MsMa ma. so.. ya, delivery, thanks! =) MsMa wasnt feeling gd then, well, understand la! sigh.

then went RP cos Marcus wanna get a lappy from RP 4 his bro. so I pei him all the way there. got his RP, and help him with it. then back 2 his house 2 put all those stuffs, headed 2 Hollandv's Coffee Bean, see! every1 loves Coffee Bean. sigh. no Starbucks. =(( we used our lappy there.

then Victor joined us..

home around 12 plus and I was super super super "low batt" then. evern my tiny lappy seems heavier than anything..

back home.

"can webcam already?"

"I dunno. let me camwhore a bit 1st."

"wa lau! no wonder ur webcam's not working!"

"haiya! okay. try now."
so I tired 2 webcam with Marcus. and it works! I'm super glad! and we started making funny faces..

"ur skin colour is 2 dark! cannot see anything la! dumb dumb!" I complained. LOL.

"okay la. I gotta sleep." so Marcus left. I was like.. annoyed! cos b4 my cam's working, every1 wanna try wecam with me, then when it works, I realised not much people are online! even Matt's asleep already! sooooo irritating la!

Monday; 17th March.
went RP 2 get my lappy! yippeee! super excited. went with Marcus' mom and Marcus. then met Weiting out at Causeway. she's wearing MU's shirt! nice nice. cos I love MU, always. =DD then we went Starbucks. YEAH! it's so near 2 RP! meaning.. Ic an go everyday after sch! hee. and Marcus said something that makes me jealous.."Weiting is so cute!" like.. yeah right. HE NEVER SAYS I'M CUTE B4!!!! I wonder what's going on between Weiting n Marcus. hmph! hahahaha.

Saturday; 15th March.

nothing much. met up with Weiting and we had no idea where 2 go. so she suggested going MS. we ate Secret Receipt. yummy! she had her Fish&Chips again, and I had Lasagne. then we both had a slice of cake. yum yum. I love their cakes! then we went Starbucks, just 2 try our their White Chocolate Mocha, new drink, launched on the 13th March. thought it would be nice! but it's.. nothing much la. disappointment! =\ but still, I love White Chocolate!

then Weiting gotta go 4 work, and I met up with Matt, Rick, YC and Jem. they were at the Food Fair. they were all ready 2 give me a bash when I reached! ya right, birthday bash. luckily they didnt. madness. then we were all stuck, no where 2 go. decided 2 catch a movie. but nothing in mind. so I suggested The Orphanage, but not lauch yet. so they wanted 2 watch Horton! like.. aww! NONO! then actually they decided 2 watch Rule #1 but..

[the movie ticket is a birthday gift from YC, Matt, Jem and Rick!]then we reached Jurong, cos I suggested. regret la! stupid Cathay, got not much shows. then we gotta go Jurong East, super pathetic. NEVER NEVER GO JE! horrible cinema. I saw August Rush's poster! then I was very excited and jumping around, "WATCH AUGUST RUSH!" they were all stunned. "huh. okay la. ur birthday." but many were like ssiiiaannn. cos boys never like such movie, esp YC. lol. I regretted forcing them 2 eatch August Rush! cos YC was really bored by it. he even fell asleep in the cinema! just right bside me! lol. but after all, they enjoyed it and told me it's a gd movie. heee. heng! if not I'll be rather guilty. went toilet and.. "XIAOJUN!" I turned and then.. a band member. I 4gotten who, Mika I guess. lol. super shocked la. didnt expect. and guess what, she was watching August Rush toooo! just right behind me. and and and.. hmm. shant elaborate. lol. Rick and Jem will know what. lol.

met Marcus 4 supper. but that hawker centre near his house is half closed! there goes his stingray. lol. so we cab-bed over 2 JE's Mc[like wasting my time la!] 4 supper, and asked Jasmine along too. lol. we were alll very high and crappy that day. esp Jasmine. guess she missed my jokes la! she basically laugh at whatever I said! lol.

and I was home around 2 plus. I am seriously drained.

anyway..

SK necklace from 3rd bro! super sweet right! he put it on my table and went out. I was moved. =)

P.S. I Love You novel from Vic and Marc. lovely! they know I will love this. I haven start reading it cos I'm still stuck at The Memory Keeper's Daughter. lol. Marc's gonna kill me! opps. =\

and a little note from them at the front of the book. U ARE NOT SUPPOSED 2 KNOW THE CONTENT! lol.

sweetness! lovely globe from Weiting and friend. hahahahhaha. big big misunderstanding. this and that. okay okay. I love it, ya. =)

I'm so gonna end this entry, it took me like.. 3 hours 2 complete it! my back's aching like madness already. and now, I'm gotta help Matt with his blogskin.

big thanks 2 Bernice anyway! =) and Weiting. =) okay, shant be bias. THANK YOU EVERYONE!

who can I turn to..?

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

5:18:00 AM

Friday, March 21, 2008

why couldnt things be simpler? why cant U support me all along the way? why cant I do whatever I'm interested in? why dun U understand? why must every1 makes me upset again n again? why cant I..
I wish.. forget it, my wish never come true.
I wish 4 happiness, support, dreams.. and they are atill aint the reality.
there's more sadness than anger.
when I see parents going out with kids on family day, when I hear parents asking if kids are hungry, when I realise I'm alone..
why. why. I'm jealous, I envy, I admire, I'm down, I'm agitated etc.
I realise I loathe being here.. a place that I dun belong.
my tears dried up. yet, there's still no solution.
fucking shit. I'm in a place, a dark corner.
being 18 is tough, being here is tougher.

"old gan, zzz early too! :) xoxo I love you hahaha. shiet I sound so lesbo. you tcare! MISS YOU SO MUCH GAN!" I think I should share this text from Bernice. cos I wanna thank her, though I'm still upset over it. sigh. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

5:31:00 AM

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

I know, I know. I supposed 2 have a gd night sleep by this time. but I dun have a gd sleep again these few weeks. sharks. was ill then. [heard of shang tu xia xie? yes, I got it. and I feel like shit. when U cant sleep, cant sit, cant stand, 4 just another sec] last Wed-Fri. like WHAT?! when it's so near 2 my birthday. anyway, this gonna be a short 1. a long 1 will come soon. when I transfer everything from my bro's laptop to mine. oh, I didnt mention anything about my new lappy ya? heh. I'm using it right now luh. yaya, go ahead and say it's so extremely small and irritating. and ya~ it's not stylish enough or whatsoever. lol. I'm so gonna bring it everywhere!
Marcus was sooo excited about the built-in webcam, oh ya, he got his too. the big big 2.75kg wide screen 1. while mine is the lightweight 1. just like a baby 2 him. yup, yet I'm excited about all my music that I lost. lol. cant wait 2 play some tunes in the tiny thingy. =DD
birthday was fine. nothing much. update soon. I'm drained. but I still cant leave my lappy alone now. heeeeeee. let's name it.. superXIAOjun? oh no. what again..


to be continue..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

2:42:00 AM

Saturday, March 08, 2008

I finally finally watched P.S. I Love You! which I'm so so so glad that I didnt missed it. yes, it's draggy, cant deny, but it's really swwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet luh! I love it. this show makes me sad and laugh like mad all at the same time! was amazed. =)) 2 thumbs up!

after watching P.S. I Love You on Tuesday, I watched The Leap Years the very next day. both at The Cathay. randomly luh! this show disappoint me! I expect more from The Leap Years, just like P.S. I Love You. but everything is so predictable 4 The Leap Years. and and and, I'm very determined 2 watch Mamma Mia! also, Definitely, Maybe. any1? I got a gut feeling that I'm gonna watch Mamma Mia alone! nobody loves musical. sigh! =((

Sunday was my last day at woodwould. oh well, long story and I hate 2 say it here. what's the point? tell me what's the point of saying. "EDITH! U resigned! Grace tell me nothing about it luh! why why why! I think Grace really look upon U. when U told her staying at ww is stress, she asked me about it! haiyo. why quit!" Huixin exclaimed. alright, have 2 admit that I leave bcos.. of myself. it's myself 2 blame 4 all these. never thought I'll leave so quickly. Grace's fine, Huixin's fine. it's my fault, people.

so I received many msg-es, 2 meet up the following week. oh well, I had been so busy that I hardly catch up with friends. so I agreed. I was ya, sad, bcos of work. but thank god that I've got many many nice caring friends. =) I'm fine after a few days of deep thoughts. oh well. what a life. I caught up with Bernice the very next day. as I promised, 2 go all the way 2 her attachment place, TTS hospital 4 lunch. so ya, I went. she was like.. so guilty cos it's all the way 2 Novena! yes yes, the journey was horrible. cos I'm having a bad flu, then every1 started looking at how pathetic I am, while I'm trying so hard 2 read my book. =\ I bought a box of donuts and 2 4 Bernice. but guess what, I realised that she loves donuts from Donut Master, not Donut Factory! so I went around loking 4 Donut Master since I'm early. the staffs were rude! and maybe bcos I'm holding on a box of donuts from Donut Factory and not from them. HAHA! I was peeved by their service, really. =\ and since I've got 2 extra donuts now, I went looking 4 New Balance as Yuanchao is working there, and so, I treat Yuanchao 2 donuts. he's happy, yeah he was. lol. I saw his smile! lol. after that, I had lunch at TTS hospital with Bernice, which I felt so dumb after that. went all the way 2 a HOSPITAL 4 lunch! lol. but since it's Bernice, I dun mind luh. and guess what, there Starbucks in TTS Hospital! amazing right! so Ber was guilty, she agreed 2 have a drink with me at Starbucks. we realised that we are still so mad. we couldnt stop laughing at every single things we saw and we gossip like nobody's business, like how we used 2 when we were in pri6! lol.

Ber started using her mobile phone and took a few pictures, which I didnt realised till the 3rd/4th pic. she show no sign 2 look in2 the cam. just pose and took it, with half of my face, how ridiculous!

"U should know that I wanna take a pic with U when my hand's up with the phone!" Ber insisted. like.. whatever! she always insist things! super annoying. lol. insisted that I'm scandalous, insisted that there's a butch who likes me, insisted that he likes me, every little thing, insist by BERNICE GWEE. lol.
P.S. Bernice realised that my eyes are pathetically small. I realised Bernice's eyes are horribly big.

we had so much fun! she even came over 2 my house cos I wanna leave the box of donuts at home family. "wa! BBBEEERRRNNNIIICCCEEE ahhhh!" my mom was surprised 2 see her too. she went in2 my room and explored. scandalous is what she loves using on me. =\\
then again, I bought a box of donuts. cos I went JE 2 meet up the boys. I knew it, they were so hungy and craving 4 it. KBOX! yeah, we went. and we 3 were like.. cravin' 4 a sing? lol. I'm so gonna train my voice 2 greater heights man! just wait and see. =D

oh! and my cousin went woodwould on Saturday, the day b4 my last day. she bought so so so many things! included the middle pen 4 me. yes it's a pen! so cute right! cos she knows I like it. I know Diana cousin is always gd 2 me luh. =)) on my last day of work, I decided 2 buy Vic and Mark something since they never failed 2 buy me a drink when dropping by woodwould. saw the pens and since sch's starting soon, I bought them that and wrote a little note on the paper bag. haha. my last goodbye 2 woodwould luh. =\

Monday with Ber, Movie on Tues then hang out with ex classmates, same old people. Wed movie with Ber, then met up classmates again. Thurs we were all chilling at Panjang's Starbucks, 2day, IT fair in the morning with Rick and Matt. appointment at HollandV with Browhaus. ouch! I feel the pain! then randomly, Starbucks with Mark. met up the guys once again at Novena, waited 4 Yuanchao 2 finish all his work. bought a bag 4 sch. then 2 CCK 4 dinner. home, and I'm beat out!

I am glad. that I've got a few nice nice friends around. yeah. and somebody texted something sweet 2 me 2day.. "I have 2 care, bcos U r my gd friend!" I was moved. it funny how things work. ups and downs. sometimes I'm just so so tired. I'm glad once again, 2 add a true friend in2 my friend list. thank you, U know who U are. well well, everybody's nice, thanks people. I am feeling down 4 some reasons at home but always try 2 smile. I'll try 2 smile. I am grateful, friends. =))

I decided 2 make Peace. so let's ALL be friends and not bother about whatever backstabbing. it's the past. let's 4get it and move on. no confrontation, no lies, just purely friends. just friends and nothing complex. I just wanna lead a simple life. oh well, let's not be emotional and move on..

I hope and pray..
Bernice's sound and fine. get well soon.
Jeremy will have a gd rest so as 2 get well soon.
also..
for my own happiness.


beautiful voice. beautiful song. beautiful Leona Lewis. it's favourite. =)
I cant link the actual video 2 my blog, I dunno why. but I swear the mv is so so so wonderful. she's great luh! lovely..

7 days more. and I'm getting oooooollllldddddd.
I feel so not appreciated..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

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