She wants to touch me, woo ooh She wants to love me, woo ooh She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho won't trust me
3:21:00 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
nothing much. but my heart sank after listening to this song.. oh well.
4:40:00 AM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
E M P T Y
I need a. BITE D:
2:19:00 AM
A emotional, wonderful Saturday. OH WELL..
I think there's some explaination needed here :D oh well, the picture shows. I spent so much today! despite being alone out. after feeling so sicky, for past 2 days, I'm finally "breaking free"! WHEE. no one seems to be free, and guess it pretty nice to be out alone with mp3 player on :D my objective is to get dad's birthday gift, which cost me a bomb. but I guess it's pretty worth (: bought him a Goldion belt set. which consist of 2 bucker and a revesible leather belt. pretty cool huh. and it's nice. guess it's worth. the bucker is so nice I swear, cos I got to choose it! wheeeee. gold, shining gold ones (: love ittttt.
other than that, I'm pretty broke but I promised myself to get something for myself ): though I thought Dad's gift could be around.. 50bucks? but it's more than that. so I couldnt get anything for others which is also supposed, and already planned initially. a change of plan I guess. I bought a yellow v neck 4skin tee, which I wanted that long ago :D saw Fishy working today. she and her manly look, ready to be a MAN tonight. heh. Marks & Spencer is another place which I should have stop myself from going in. GRR. sweets and chocs for friends. heh (: back to the West, went IMM to get loafer, oh man, yes I got my loafer! HEH! on discount some more. I swear I save a lot, only for the loafer I mean. GAH! bought tauhuay and head to Grandparents' place. this was also last min since I'm free and Ahgong was saying he haven been seeing me for quite a while. Grandparents were both home, Ahma got waken up by Ahgong cos of my arrival. enjoyed the tauhuay with them, tv, and a short chat. then headed home. grrrr. tired I swear.
was panicked max! I didnt buy anything for 2moro's outing and I was.. dumbfounded. they really thought I gonna make potato salad which I was just kidding at that time saying I can just mix everything together to be potato salad. HAHA! I went online to search for the recipe, seriously. how crazy! then I found some marvellous one. rushed to Giant with mom, luckily it's a Sat which Giant closed at 1am (: mom insisted on accompanying me as she didnt want me to be out late alone. there's no parsley, no this, no that. so wanna get the gravy so I can make marshed potato. JUST THEN. we realised Giant didnt really sell those small packet of powder for gravy. HOW ANNOYING! so I decided to prepare fruit salad. bought extra fruits and ingredients cos mom wanna me to prepare extra to put home. HAHA. how niceee. since she's paying for the fruits, while I'm paying on my side too, I wont have to spend so much. GGGRRREEAAATTTTT~HOME! and it's like.. 12 plus? was dead beat but I know I need to get the stuffs done before oink-ing ):
chopped everything into cubes. whole loads of fruits, YUMMY! done, and it's in my fridge nowwww. hope it's ambrosia! mamma mia! :D cos mom just finished the whole container of veggies and fruits salad that I prepared not long ago :\ and she's asking if it's possible for me to prepare everything again and so she can have it whenever she like it. GAGAGA. I know it's yummy. cos I tasted itttt. heh. I swear veggies and fruits are wonderful food on earth :D:D:D:D x 100000000000. lol.
I'm dying hard to update my blog today. I dunno why. got so many to updateeee. and so many to write laterrr.EMPTY IS ON REPEAT ))):
oh look! how cute! I bought this at Giant. they were having some Peez sale and apparently it's so attractive! and it attract my attention. AND DAH LAH! boohoo that mom didnt initiate to pay for me ): I gotta pay for this, like.. 4 bucks plus? but it's collective! heh. MMMEEELLOOODDYYYYYY! how sweeeeeeeeet :D *twisttt.
OKAY, this is random.
I found this pic on net and I find it pretty cute and interesting. NOT BECOS I AM BIAS COS THERE'S PAUL TWOHILL ALRIGHT!I'm being very neutral here.oh well, but cant deny Paul is so cute here. HAHA! okay, stop cursing and swearing at me, saying I've got such a bad taste alright. HMPH. I can read ur mind, totally! HIAK HIAK HIAK! Chick VS Dick, how interesting (:
I'm still texting Angeline now, at this hr. she's out with family. enjoying life luh. and I'm like a panda now. dying to sleep, real soon I swear. a little more, pls? :D
after updating, gonna pack, and alright, bringing many things for picnic. grrr. cos got Dad's birthday dinner 2moro night. wheeee. International Buffet, nothing else I would ask forr. cos I'm gonna have sashimiiiiii! heh.
OKAY! I think Little Boo is calling for me badly. oh well. I should leave now! and get to bed. oink.
;but it's empty ):
1:46:00 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
3 CHEERS FOR THE ARRIVAL OF LITTLE BOO! :D:D:D
euphoria! *combo twist and jump around. heh. was aiming for this little creature since Monday, when my mom went to pasam malam with me, and we randomly played this ball shooting game. initially, I was playing, casually, just then, I SAW THIS LITTLE RABBIT LYING THERE! and I aim to get it :D and I got ittt! it's lying on my bed nowwww, heh. I LIKE:D thanks Kelroy, Angeline and Joachim for welcoming Little Boo. was thinking of name for this little one, they came out with Joachim, Jojo, Boo, Little Boo. heh. so I'm sticking to Little Boo. I ever want him to name as Little Mon = Little Monster. HEH! yes it's a HIM :D
I'm still happily hugging it everywhere now and then :D
RANDOM;
I found this 2 songs super amazing. like. after I listen, I go WOW. 1st one is, so Lady Gaga! and catchy. and the 2nd one is super sweet I swearrrr. like. melted. totally. ENJOY (:
hello. I'm sleeping with Little Boo todayyy! heh. everydayyy.
sadness, of cos. lonliness, definitely. empty, something missing? probably.
As I'm standing here And you hold my hand Pull me towards you And we start to dance All around us I see nobody Here in silence It's just you and me
but I need to smile, cos I promised to (: for you, I will :D:D hello *munch munch, I miss you much! many many many hugs, so much more!
12:13:00 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
shouldn't have stay here, the place without Love.
hate where I am now. full of rubbish, nonsense, bullshit, crap, oh well. no love. I don't need anything now, anyone. I wanna leave, run in the rain, faint, and die unknowingly. accused, all you want to, you wish to. 'cos now, I can't and don't really bother anymore. hurt. down. upset. anger. I wanna leave, trust me if I say that. I'm no use to here. I unwanted. I'm extra. I'm infantile. I'm shit. that explain everything you said to me. THANKS,big thanks for corrupting me, totally. because whatever I do, doesn't seems to suit your liking, and now I'm telling you, I can't take it anymore. you can just, watch me bleed. they are the best people on earth, I ain't. they don't stay, they run about, I don't. so I ain't so good compared to them. I keep my problems to myself, and now, I think I should break free and rebel. it's time, go, rebel. fight for your rights. fear, lonliness.why am I like this.. ALL BECAUSE OFYOU. I'm nothing. &I should rot, and die. goodbye world.. I don't quite know how to say, how I feel. nowhere, again.
3:21:00 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
GET WELL SOON! I know my effort today wasnt wasted, totally (:
GAH! I know my blog should get updated but I'm just so lazzzy. where there's so much today, I use a phrase or a video to say it all. life's been.. ups and down, like what you used to tell me, warning me about life; unpredictable life. I hope I'm still coping well. or maybe not. I dun believe in planning ur future, maybe I'm more of, do ur best in the present.
eat. sleep. paddle. I guess life's been pretty much like this. dull, yeah I guess so. but it's worthwhile. so many months of torture, a moment of pride, worth! :D I guess there's nothing much I can ask for, now. I can only do my best in whatever that's given to me. when people are slacking throughout, do U wanna be like them? or put in ur very best, focus, and benefit something out of it? (Y)
bestest! heyyyy. I miss my bestest. hah. there's so many to catch up, but there's not much time for us to meet up. it always screw up last min. where's our movie? where's our party? where's our supper? where's our drinking? where's our steamboat? where's our picnic? where's our Sentosa? and I bet there's so much moreeee. when we talked about how we spent time together in class. laughing at every single thing, entertaining each other, it's amazing. and the winks that U gave, which I never really bother at all, ended up laughing at the dumb U. heh, it's still in me (: bestest, all the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late..
hello hair, why are U shooting out so much, I cant recognise U anymore. HAHHAHAH! okay, I shant cut it, alright? no more short short fringe laaaa. [I actually feel uneasy seeing things so clearly )): I miss my long fringe! GAH!]
Everything. it hurts. but, a big bigbig big hug, and it's over (:
RANDOM.
this is such an emotional song, I swearrrrrr!
goodbye my almost loverrrr )':
hello bolster, I miss you!
7:56:00 PM
you ought to know by now how much, I love you.
1:03:00 AM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
UNFAIR,yes. but so what.
yeah. it's unfair, isnt it so? but what can we do to make things better? no matter how hard we try, to fight through, to be the best, no, people dun see it that way anymore. sad? yes. but there's nothing we can do anymore now. let's just get through this, really ):
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, Don't tell me I will make it on my own. Don't leave me tonight, This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies, If you leave me tonight.
Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping, I listen to your breathing, Amazed how I somehow managed to, Sweep you off of your feet girl, Your perfect little feet girl, I took for granted what you do, But I'll do better. I know, baby I can do better.
If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone.
爱. 我. 别. 走. I remember the days we spent together were not enough And it used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up Never thought not having you here now, would hurt so much
as much as being pissed and upset over everything, I dunno what else more can I say. I shouldn't be involve. but how long more this gonna continue? friends dun do this, trust me. okay. keep it to myself. shut up, Xiaojun.
1:19:00 AM
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
s a big big city and it's always the same Can never be too pretty tell me you your name Is it out of line if I were so bold to say "Would you be mine"?
Because I may be a beggar and you maybe the queen I know I maybe on a downer am still ready to dream Now it's 3 o'clock time it takes for you to talk
So if you're lonely why'd you say your not lonely Oh your a silly girl, I know I hurt it so It's just like you to come And go you know me no you don't even know me Your so sweet to try, oh my, you caught my eye A girl like you's just irresistible
Well it's a big big city and the lights are all out But it's much as I can do you know to figure you out And I must confess, my hearts in broken pieces And my heads a mess And it's 4 in the morning, and I`m walking along Beside the ghost of every drinker here who has ever done wrong And it's you, woo hoo That's got me going crazy for the things you do
So if your crazy I don't care you amaze me Oh your a stupid girl, oh me, oh my, you talk I die, you smile, you laugh, I cry And only, a girl like you could be lonely And it's a crying shame, if you would think the same A boy like me's just irresistible
So if your lonely, why'd you say you're not lonely Oh your a silly girl, I know I hurt it so It's just like you to come and go And know me, no you don't even know me Your so sweet to try oh my, you caught my eye A girl like you's just irresistible
so sweet. so catchy :D
bcos I'm still not good enough )): Blue&White XiaoLiangJin :D! I guess it's the coolest thing on earth to paddle on a boat with your favourite colors combi.! heh! there's so much to discover, so much to improve. so much to catch up. I know I can do so much more.. and I promise to put in my effort to. K2, K4, I'll be right back!
wait for me, will U? ):
tired, yes maybe I am. I'm leaving all behind. as usual. nothing will last, I guess. oh well, what I mean was.. nothing last for ever, maybe, same goes for sadness, anger. it dun last, dun let it last. it's all over. forgive, forget. and we can be happy people once again. all over again. leave me. go on. I'm not worth, believe me when I say so.
I found this pic on net and I find it pretty cute and interesting. NOT BECOS I AM BIAS COS THERE'S PAUL TWOHILL ALRIGHT! I'm being very neutral here. 
