Pre-reading.TV programme. Text messages. MSN. Book.
&that's what I'm doing now(:
body haven been functioning well and I'm starting to get a little frantic.
my appetite is.. BAD. and I wish I can eat much, cos I need to much more. I need so much more intake. I cant be having more output than input. I'm sick of my body, can die, know ):
I tried eating more rice, but I cant. haven been eating proper. 1 meal a day is simply not enough, I know but I dunno what to do. my gastric needs to get better.my tummy needs to be obedient.my mental needs to be stronger. cos I still got so much more, I need to go on..
I need books, many many. I want knowledge, much much. I love study study study, HEHE.
what's always on my mind;
don't look back just go. take a breath and be strong..
`I see a good girl goes bad. you!
harnor, you ain't a geek.
11:12:00 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
When I was younger I used to be wild As wild as an elephant's child No one could hold me down No one could keep me around Now it's your turn, take a shot Baby, show me everything that you got Maybe you can keep me alive Maybe you can get in my mind But it's only a matter of time
Before I run far away I need to take a holiday Maybe it's a fall from grace I gotta find a new place A holiday I'll set off on a new chase I gotta see a new face I need to take a holiday
My father, he was always wise As wise as an elephant's eyes He couldn't hold me down He couldn't keep me around So are you gonna take your shot? It's the only one that you got Maybe I'll go out on a limb Maybe I'll jump in for a swim When the lights go dim
You know I'll run far away I need to take a holiday Maybe it's a fall from grace I gotta find a new place A holiday I'll set off on a new chase I gotta see a new face I need to take a holiday (Need to take a holiday)
A new start I've broken too many hearts And I don't have any clue where to go I don't know But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday
When I was younger I used to be wild As wild as an elephant's child And I don't think I'll ever change I think I'm gonna stay the same
I'll run away I need to take a holiday (Need to take a holiday) Maybe it's a fall from grace I gotta find a new place A holiday I'll set off on a new chase (Set off on a new chase) I gotta see a new face I need to take a holiday
Start I've broken too many hearts And I don't have any clue where to go I don't know But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday
All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind The answers that we'll never find They don't mean a thing tonight
I hope life's good for me, which I dun quite think that's the case. things haven been so well. this and that. and sometimes I feel jaded. I wana leave, I wanna runaway. I wanna ask for help, I hope someone's there, everyone's there. I hope nothing changes but people around us always change, the earth is still revolving. I loathe how things work. this & that. but I'm still here. yeah, dun look back just go, take a breath and be strong, I cant spend my whole life holding on.. totally. somehow, I know what to do, but my will is not strong enough, to overcome my fear, and so, I wish I fall and sleeep my way through. RUN, to never see U again..
things aint right, I know, U know. but why isnt anyone doing anything. if I am willing to ask, are U willing to say? why are there something going on, which everyone knows yet nobody's stopping it from going, from happening.. I loathe U, for being selfish..
so much of wanting this and that, but where's the effort. so much of yelling, so much of screaming, where's the fight.
words stuck. I'm stunned. IwishUunderstandddd. enough said, I dun wanna be down for long..
`come fill my little world..
12:37:00 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
心里有话想说
心里的痛你懂
有太多太多的情感
覆水难收心里有话想说
心里的痛你懂
我不愿埋怨的泪水
已经没有尽头
3:06:00 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Say goodnight晚安 谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚 Close your eyes,be quiet 我明白你有自己的不安 很多来不及我不曾看见 我只遇见你的现在 不管你接受或离开 I hope to stay for a while 除此之外 要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看 于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快 除此之外 非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开 And if you need somebody 我确定我会在 不会走开 So Goodbye晚安 舍不得看你觉得不自在 It’s alright,I’m fine 看起来 这故事会写不完 很多差一点你没有发现 你只认识我的现在 不管你留下或走开 I’m gonna stay for a while 除此之外 我要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看 于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快 除此之外非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开 And if you need somebody 我确定我会在 除此之外 我还在等待 你的心将为我敞开 But if you need somebody 你知道我会 不会走开
12:39:00 AM
Friday, October 09, 2009
I swear this is so nice. I totally got melted. esp the ending, which is so perfect, so aww. if someone does this to me, I'll sure melt away. heh.
and, if U quarrel with bf / gf, fret not, show them this, and love them even more deeply after that ((:
12:45:00 AM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
everytime you do that thing you do! :D
I'm dying today ): diarrhoea. flu. coldness. lethargic. weak. BAH. Physiology today was.. just a start. I guess there's more to come. 1 problem, doing for 3 weeks, how hardcore can it be! it's just an introduction today and I believe we have a taste of it, we all got killed. totally. hah. but it's so much do-able now bcos of much explaination from classmates and faci.
classmates.. till now, still alright. I'm so odd. like. weird in class. I feel odd. nothing's same. and like. it's so depressing at times. totally! ):
lessons till now are.. tough yes, complex but interesting. many to do, many to research. it seems like we all babies yearning to learn more each time. Psychology 2moro. just wait and see, I'll just go Sports crazyyyyy. HAHA.
GAH. let's be serious. okay. stab me to death. SO DRAINED! )):
