and know the stars are holding you holding you holding you, tonight.
11:12:00 PM
I guess today will be a better day(: how I wish U will teleport over here, right nowwwww! awww. how sweeet. with lovely people texting me, cheering me up. I was reluctant to wake up, baaa. but I managed too. and those msg-es that made me smile, unknowingly. haha. how cuteeee(:
anyway, took a few shot with Kelroy yesterdayy. heehe.
how cute huh! she and her, mild dimple. LOL! we were like, super random. on the other hand, I was a little shy bcos every1's walking around. HAHA!
and these are my favourite shots. with my edits(:Dearest Kelroy, dun fall, when U know there's so many people will be behing holding on to U. dun frown, when U know that there are people who wish to see ur smile, and ur mild dimple. heh. believe me, I will be here always! *run Kelroy run, dun ever look back(: and if U fall, along the way, I will be there, to ease ur pain(: U know, U're so clumpsy, U always fall, along the way. heh! cheer up my friend. it's not easy, never easy, but, bear in mind, dun give up(: forever will be.. U &meeeeee :D
more hugs more hugs, today today! (:
10:29:00 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I DUN WANTTTT. I DUN LIKEEEE. ))))))))))):
11:28:00 AM
Friday, May 22, 2009
I do, really really do.. miss Swiss Winds )): I am I am, still the trombonist. the one with pride, with passion, with love.
bcos you once told me you're the rainbow, the hero, the one..
was it something I said, or something I never did, or was I always in the way. could someone tell me what to say, to just make U stay..
to say, let go, is easy. but to do it, who can? still, I wish you're here with me. but, who am I to you?
baby I love you, I love you anyway..
3:56:00 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
When you have to look away When you don't have much to say That's when I love you I love you Just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak or see you walk with two left feet That's when I love you I love you...endlessly
And when your mad cause you lost a game Forget im waiting in the rain Baby I love you I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes Because the movie, it made you cry That's when I love you I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes Or when you laugh at your own jokes That's when I love you I love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date That look that u give when you show up late Baby I love you I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight You can count on me for life Cause that's when I love you When nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn the more I love The more my heart can't get enough That's when I love you When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you When nothing baby Nothing you do can change my mind The more I learn the more i love The more my heart can't get enough Thats when I love you When I love you No matter what
No matter what...
I just wish there was so much more than that, about me and you..
stuck. indecisive. emotional. what is love..
12:04:00 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
She said let's change our luck This night is all we've got Drive fast until we crash This dead end life Sweet dreams that won't come true I'd leave it all for you Brick walls are closing in Let's make a run tonight
Blinded by the lights Hold you through forever Won't let you go
Cause if you jump I will jump too We will fall together From the building's ledge Never looking back at what we've done We'll say it was love Cause I would die for you On skyway avenue
She said don't change your mind Let's leave this town behind We'll race right off the cliff They will remember this It all got so mundane With you I'm back again Just take me by the hand We're close to the edge
Blinded by the lights Hold you through forever Won't let you go
Cause if you jump I will jump too We will fall together From the building's ledge Never looking back at what we've done We'll say it was love Cause I would die for you On skyway avenue
Where are your guts to fly Soaring through, through the night And if you take that last step I'll follow you Leave the edge and fly We're finally alive
Cause if you jump I will jump too We will fall together From the building's ledge Never looking back at what we've done We'll say it was love Cause I would die for you On skyway avenue So what's left to prove We have made it through
10:44:00 PM
UT is coming and I'm dying. Adventure Education = Theory = Dead. okayyy. I really wish to do well luh. let's am for a C for the 1st UT I guess. hah.
oh oh. I need to aplogise to Kelroyyy. I know I'm sick. I know I'm having breathing difficulty that makes U thinks that U push me too much. nono, never too much. stroke by stroke. we can make it (:
anyway, I'm here to announced that..
I AM ATTACHED!
to my dearest 3 gfs, as followed.
KELROY WEE
she wooed me. cos she thinks she can be a very good gf. okay accepted.
ADELINE YUEN
she got jealous cos Kelroy snatched me away. so she decided to woo me. and I accepted and warn her about me 2 timing. HAH!
TIFFANY YEO
she knows I'm 2 timing but she wants to be the 3rd gf of mine. oh well. she 2 time me anyway. HAH! accepted! lol.
okay luh. my gfs pretty right. dun jealous hor! WHEEEEE.
we started on the 15th May. so we will all celebrate our 1st month soon! heh.
WAHAHA! I think we are quite crazyyy. okay la. they are there to cheer me up that day. when I was super down. like.. as if I'm alone in the dark. but well. I guess there's so much more to say. I just wish.. to be with you. but. I guess this is enough. I ought to be contented. what's next I dunno. but I'm cherishing every moment! be it with you, or with friends. with no regrets. *big big huggies.
my world crumbles when you are not near.
hello my dearst little one, will you stay by my side tonight? will you watch the stars with me tonight? will you hug me to sleep tonight?
12:09:00 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Imaginative, Sensitive, Compassionate, Kind, Selfless, Unworldly, Intuitive and Sympathetic Escapist And Idealistic, Secretive And Vague, Weak-Willed And Easily Led
Pisceans are spiritual beings ruled by their feelings. Their journey through life will involve much soul searching and retreat into that hazy world which exists between the real and the unreal. While they are very happy traveling the paths of their inner world, the Piscean compassion and need to help others will ensure they return to the real world regularly.
Pisceans tend to go where life takes them. If they do not like their current direction, they simply retreat into themselves until their direction changes. One of the great dangers for the Pisceans is they sometimes become so involved in their dreams and fantasies they find it difficult to separate fact from fantasy. Another danger is that their docile nature makes it easy for others to take advantage of them.
Pisceans must not allow themselves to become detached from those around them, because they will become depressed, pessimistic and languid. The gentle Pisceans are usually far too shy to tout their talents, which in the arts may be formidable. Their compassion and empathy seems to be without bounds, which makes them a great ally for anyone.
The Pisces In Love: Pisces really need to be needed. They suffer from fear of rejection and low self-esteem. Pisceans are tender and caring, but frequently become the victims of domineering and uncaring partners. They submerge themselves in the experiences of their mates. If their partner is strong and caring, the lucky Piscean will soar to new heights. Conversely, if they find themselves in an unfulfilling relationship, they will prolong the agony--feeling they must deserve the misery—-and assume the role of martyr.
Pisceans do best when involved with a solid personality who will enjoy their romantic fantasies. There is no more loyal and caring lover than a Piscean, but their need for emotional and sensual reassurance sometimes leads to flirtations. Pisceans are the most loving and giving of the signs, their ability to select an inappropriate partner is legendary. In the right relationship, their sexuality will blossom and become something of an art form, especially as they get a little older, more experienced and more confident.
Famous Pisceans Include: George Washington, Albert Einstein, George Frederick Handel, Elizabeth Taylor, Cindy Crawford, Kurt Cobain, David Gilmour, Gloria Vanderbilt, Gutenberg, Sibil Leek, Ralph Nader, Edgar Cayce, Sidney Poitier, and Elizabeth Barrett Browning
Ideal Jobs Include: Pisceans are well-suited to careers as veterinarians, biologists, artists, doctors, musicians, psychologists and mediums. Lucky Numbers: 12, 21, 39, 48, 57 Planet: Neptune Star Stone: Moonstone Element: Water
3:18:00 PM
yes, I'm feeling like THIS currently. I keep stoning in front of my lappy and I'm serious if I tell U that I need sleep. faint lehhh! though I'm in my fav. lesson [Anatomy & Physiology] but it would be better if my faci. allows me to sleep a little while ): break is super short and I'm not hunrgy. grrr. I'm hardcore munching at..
super addictive I tell U. lol. and the colors are super attractive. like. from the moment I stepped into class till now, I finished the whole box alreadyyyy. argh! I'm hardcore hunting for more sweets in my bag. oh well. lesson today is. GORE. disseting a frog? OH MY MAMA! maybe I should just show U guys my Problem Statement and make U guys vomit the whole day. I'm so glad that I dun have to attend lab lesson today, imaginging me cutting a live frog! *faint. and pretty much hope Kelroy can take it 2moro. hahahaha!
class is pretty quiet now. everyone left for break, my team is still full of people, reading up their notes. here I am updating my blog and.. reading my resources. and I'm serious..
I searched this myself. and I'm reading it through. *cough cough.
how nice. Joachim just asked what do I need cos he's getting fooooood. that stupid emo botak with many piercings. lol.
DANG! I cant write any longer even though I so much dun wanna abandon my blog. GRR. look, I haven been updating much. hah! all U see are songs and more songs. but well, those songs.. tell a lot, mean a lot. go figure out urself! *wink wink.
alright. very random but I'm pretty stuck to this song recently. and the previous song I previously published. superrr. sweet, superrr emotional plssss. and my teammates will know.. bcos I hardcore singing at every moment. LOL. dun care dun care dun careeeeee. awww. listening now, and this is the only song in my playlist now. wheee.
my wrist is in painnn. HOW?! ): ):
oh ya. I was pretty much affected yesterday. not bcos I'm being ass, or not putting in effort. even if we did put in effort, anyone sees? we need a little more encouragement. maybe it's our fault, maybe we dun prove, we dun show enough. but well. have U guys show a little concern, a little support to us? sigh. why no one understands. if ur plan is to affect me, good job, U did a good job.. ):I'm being affected, totally.
I'm hope U're feeling okay now. KINDER JOY YOOOO! the joy that I wanna share with U, the surprises that U have to go through everyday. instead of worry, upset over the "toy", let's just be glad, cos U have a "toy".
oh anyway, I managed to make U smile once I stepped in. WHEEEE!