Games, changes and fears When will they go from here When will they stop I belive that fate has brought us here And we should be together babe But were not I play it off, but Im dreaming of you And I'll try to keep my cool, but Im fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, its clear My world crumbles when youare not here Goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, its clear My world crumbles whenyou are not here
I may appear to be free But I'm just a prisoner of your love And I may seem all right and smile when you leave But my smiles are just a front Just a front, hey I play it off, but Im dreaming of you And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, its clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Here is my confession May I be your possession *, I need your touch Your love, kisses and such With all my might I try But this I cant deny Deny
I play it off, but Im dreaming of you (but Im dreaming of you babe) And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah) Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide, its clear My world crumbles when you are not near (when you are not near aahh) Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah) I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey) Though I try to hide it, its clear (say it lord) My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke (Im choking) I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, its clear My world crumbles when you are not near (when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah) Yeah, yeah..
TRUST in me, in you.
10:28:00 AM
nobody deserves to be alone. and so, when you need someone, I'm the one to be there.
dun be ): my dear, everything will be fine, yes, trust me.
12:25:00 AM
Monday, April 27, 2009
I know I ought to be contented with life.. my life will be better, and better (: Love.friends.canoe.study.sleep.music.Starbucks! wheeeeee~
Cookie Monster.Kinder Joy! :D
I know I can do so much more than that (:
12:56:00 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
sorry but I.. ease. my. pain. ):
11:21:00 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
You look so beautiful today When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away So i try to find the words that i could say I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever
You look so beautiful today It's like every time I turn around I see your face The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever
I know it feels like forever I guess that's just the price I gotta pay But when I come back home to feel your touch Makes it better Till that day Theres nothing else that I can do And I just cant take it I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever I can wait forever I can wait forever...
12:42:00 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Never leave the one you love, for the one you like
because the one you likewill leave you for the one they love
the one you like will give you goosebumps; the one you love will make you laugh and send shivers down your spine.
When the one you like cries, you feel sorry for them; but when the one you love cries, you cry with them.
True Love Doesnt Have AHappy Ending Because True Love Never Ends
so, dun say you love when it's like. dun say you like when you know it's love. it's in ur hands, to decided who to love, who you wanna shower love, who you really wanna be with, for eternity.
What if I fall along the way Would you be there...
So you heard, that I'm on my way Wish that I didn't have to say Goodbye. I'll rely on your faith in me.
I got my feet on the ground But my head's in the clouds Can't forget where I come from I hope your there when I'm done I got my feet on the ground But my head's in the clouds Can't forget where I come from I hope your there when I'm...
What If I fall along the way would You be there to ease the pain? Took my one shot, pick it up And throw it away. Won't be long. Won't be long before I break.
It's thetouch, and the taste It's the feel of a brand new place When I go, you'll be there, In a month in a year.
I got my feet on the ground But my head's in the clouds Can't forget where I come from I hope your there when I'm done I got my feet on the ground But my head's in the clouds Can't forget where I come from I hope your there when I'm...
What If I fall along the way would You be there to ease the pain? Took my one shot, pick it up And throw it away. Won't be long. Won't be long before I break.
So you think that I am wasting my time But I'm ready, ready to go. So you know I've got this under control But I'm ready...
What if I fall before along the way would you be there To ease the pain? Cause it's my one shot Can't ___ it up and throw it away, won't be long...
What If I fall along the way would You be there to ease the pain? Took my one shot, pick it up And throw it away. Won't be long. Won't be long before I break.
What If I fall along the way would You be there to ease the pain? Took my one shot, pick it up And throw it away. Won't be long. Won't be long before I break.
So you think that I am wasting my time But I'm ready, ready to go. So you know I've got this under control But I'm ready...
kill me now, stab me deep, dun let me suffer before I die.. I'm not tired, just a little lost in the dark. find no one, find no way to go. watch me bleed, and say the last goodbye to you before I leave. I will smile, because I want you to be happy with your life. I detest dreams nowadays. it makes me think even deeper, I hate being alone, I start wondering why. tell me now, if it gonna end soon. I cant take the pain. I'm dying..
12:19:00 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
hard candy with a surprise center.
don't leave me high, don't leave me dry.
2:11:00 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
I guess it's time for something.. MORE. haha. I haven been updating much. cos I've been lazy, busy with this and that. but those short post, mean a lot more than just that. heh.
anyway, I've got a lotttttt to update. SIAN. oh. I've been exploring my blog few days back. I was looking at some older posts I had. my thoughts, my feelings, my randomness. hah! pretty terrible I guess. I advise U guys not to check it out. it will only disgust urself. oh well well. but I dun mind sharing some pictures with U guys! hahaha. pls. dun be shocked.
yeah, I did pierced my lips before. hah! I miss it now though. I removed it bcos many of my friends said I look ah lian-ish with that on. but I kinda love it nowwww. gagaga! this picture was taken when I'm Sec5, starting of the year, I think.
and if U ever wonder how I look like if I'm a boy, HAHAHA! I think this is the worse haircut I ever had. okay, my intention was not even to be a butch or whatsoever alright. it's just that. the stylish said I suit something more boyish. then here goes my hair ): I was sad, for a few month having this haircut! life was super miserable mannn. faint. I was Sec5 then, around the end of Sec5. seriously, I rather die. HAHA.
and for all those who adore Marcus Tan, THIS IS FOR UR PLEASURE! hahahahaha. though I looked terrible too. I mean. we both looked super kiddish pls. I can still remember that night. where I went HollandV with mom. then Marcus was bored, so we met up at Westmall's Coffee Bean to chill. it was pretty late. and I think this is. eh Sec4, sch hols or somethinggg.
and I'm glad we changed overtime. HAH! if not we can just eat shit and die. hahaha! hmmmm. who changed the most?!
and it's always a must to have a book with me. I draw, I write, I rant everything inside. even till now, I still go with a book, pencil case with me. haha. this is my book when I'm Sec5. and I guess this picture was taken when I was studying and got bored. HEH.
okay. so talking about the present.. we, Republicanoe had completed with MR500! and I'm proud of everyone, every single one of U. even without winning, we put in our best effort. and if U didnt put in ur full effort, keep trying! and if U did, I believe U can be so much better and stronger. dun give up (:
the day where we moved our boats to Bedok! :D oh well. look at my legggggg! totally, CAO TA! hahaha.
and bcos of MR500, Cath, Kelroy and I stayed over at Ade's house. so we could wake up later yet reached on time. we had funw ith Mochi [Ade's dog]. sooo cute! haha. and it's lovely to sleep with those girls, K4 yoooo! heh. oh well. even though stupid Cath snatched the blanket and wrapped herself up like a dumpling. I was freezing. ROARRR!
1st day of MR500, ya, Kelroy and I had our race. our timing was so much better than we used to be in Pol-ite! so I believe we can go further in K2 toooo. since I got such a wonderful partner (:
and we took a lot of random picturessss. I guess competition is the time, for the team to get bonded together. we cheered for each other, we put in out best, we love each other (:
look, I didnt lie. we love each other. HAHA!
I recalled what Kelroy did during the roller blading session we had together. she was staring into the cam and it looked, scary! haha. so I took this picture. I asked Bev to like, smiling happily in front, and the rest imitate Kelroy. LOL. oh well. I guess Sihong is best at this.
and I've got. irritating.cute.bitchy. teammates. LOL.
and what's more to say.. THE FOUR MIGHTY JUNIOR GIRLSSSSS. the whole group of girls joined during the very 1st day of training, slowly, the no. decreased. who left, who's being left behind. and this is what we got. I really cherish every single of them. and I dun wish to see any of us leave anymore! we are so much bonded together now, and I love it. we are bitchy, irritating, cute, bimbo, whatever U say. HEH!
and this idiot. haha, yes idiot. lol.
GARY NG! hahaha. this is the 2nd day of MR500. I got no race. and so like. just cheer for teammates, help out and have funnnn! :D
and..
THE END OF MR500! yes, though some of us are disappointed, but well, some are euphoria toooo! 3 cheers for those who won! a pat at the back for those who haven :D lovely family :D
coming up next ; Team Dinner 06042009
the team went to Thai Express at MS for dinner. oh well, it was crazyyyy! and I had lots of fun with the girls. HAHA.
these are the people who like. went MS after training and shopped around. haha. we love making stupid faces plss. P.S. Angeline & Joanne. LOL!
and this is Sihong. heh. some random pictures needed, yes. :D
I'm definitely not that short pls. ROAR!
and spot Marcus! lol..
before dinner..
YEAH! I managed to squeeze in. haha!
squeeze. squeeze. SQQQUUUEEEEEEEZEEE!
and this is En We. HEHEHEHE!
after dinner..
the ladies in the team!
and of cos..
this is the team! :D
alright. what's up next is.. Clubbing on 02042009
went with Bev, Cath, Angeline, Minghee, Ade, Shane etc. and we saw Bernice, Asha, Sophia and Xinyi thereeee! those regular irritating ones. heh. it was Cath and Angeline virgin experience though. heh. hope they enjoyed themselves. it was pretty much a crazy night?! but I was dropping dead. I was wayyy to tireddd! and I drank quite a lot that day. all those mixture of alchohol. awwww. and I reached home around 2am?! I didnt wash up, at all, I changed into my pyjamas, and fell asleep immediately. lol.
some random pictures.
Sophia and Asha! they are both friendly laaa. this is only the 2nd time I club with them. but really love being with them. the night will always be fun and high with them around. though they always tease me or laugh at my dumb actions, but they are cuteeeee ya. haha. and ya, Sophia loves my body. LOL. *wink wink.
alright. I guess I had blog enough. I'm having a bad diarrohea now and I got no appetite at all. I had biscuits and Vitasoy for lunch now. and I shall go sleep later. 2day is such a bad weather to go outttt! it's pouring. and I actually planned to go HollandV ): such a waste. a wasted Fri. but well well. Good Friday to all still (: dun catch a cooolldddd!
maybe yesterday wasnt a very good day for all. well, but it's all yesterday, it will stay in yesterday. I was home late, and I stayed at home, thinking. well. what's up with my life. am I happy? are those around me being happy? is the one I love happy? bcos everybody's changing every second, and I dun feel the same. maybe I am, maybe I am changing as well. but why. I need sometime alone, sometime me and U alone. I need people who stay, people who promise to stay, stay. I need those backstabbers, to get out of my life now. I need to live, life to the fullest.
I need to paddle, with all my strength everytime. I wanna win, to make the team proud. I wanna have a good start for my Year2.
I wanna see you smiling, all the time..
4:51:00 PM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Can you stay strong? Can you go on? * are you doing okay? A rose that won't bloom. Winter's kept you. Don't waste your whole life trying. To get back what was taken away.
1:41:00 AM
Saturday, April 04, 2009
and yes. I'm still gotta tell everyone that ; Kelroy Wee Yuting is my best T2 / K2 partner. long way to go. how we survive during all training. how we fight during competition. and it's time, to confess, I cherish (:
and in life. we cant predict what's next. cant predict the future. why not cherish everything now? be it bad or good ones. bad ones allow U to be stronger. training U to be a better person. learn from ur mistakes. U will never be perfect. good ones allow U to be contented. contented in whatever U have. bcos for the very next moment, it might be gone!
I might be busy, but I will still be here for U (:
update more sooooooooooon. ROARRRRRRR! *put my arms around U (:
haha, yes idiot. lol.
GARY NG! hahaha. this is the 2nd day of MR500. I got no race. and so like. just cheer for teammates, help out and have funnnn! :D
these are the people who like. went MS after training and shopped around. haha. we love making stupid faces plss. P.S. Angeline & Joanne. LOL!
I'm definitely not that short pls. ROAR!
YEAH! I managed to squeeze in. haha!
squeeze. squeeze. SQQQUUUEEEEEEEZEEE!
and this is En We. HEHEHEHE!
the ladies in the team!
this is the team! :D
Sophia and Asha! they are both friendly laaa. this is only the 2nd time I club with them. but really love being with them. the night will always be fun and high with them around. though they always tease me or laugh at my dumb actions, but they are cuteeeee ya. haha. and ya, Sophia loves my body. LOL. *wink wink.
