Monday, March 23, 2009
so now, U can text me anytime, and I wont wonder if I receive msg or not. now U can keep calling me with my batt last for a few days. now U can see me replying U like nobody's business. now U can see me playing music, having beautiful ringtone. HEH.okay, this is an addition birthday gift from my eldest bro.
surprise surprise! :D he was asking me which cellphone I like. then I said this,
Sony Ericsson T700 red one looks nice. then he walked off to Sony and bought ittttt! :D how sweeet. and my mom, my eldest bro and I had Cafe Cartel after that. nice meal indeed. wonderful day, that day.
it washed my thoughts away. I'm contented, really.
update more, soon.
MR500. training. ROARRRR!!
12:55:00 AM
Friday, March 20, 2009
how could this happen to me?
:(
11:10:00 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.okay, I did some stupid quiz and I got this result. hah.
oh anyway, I gotta gotta gotta update. 15th March passed, beautifully, I guess? yeah, pretty much happening. and, I love my friends, seriously.
I'm glad they're there.
we had steamboat session at Mark's place. happening? hah. we bought food etc. then had 2 pots due to some who cannot take chilli. it's squeezy but cosy :D and thanks Mark for lending his place. well, it supposed to be a gathering, but it became also like, my birthday celebration tooo. heh.
oh?! hahaa. happily eatinggg. :D
my head. Kelroy's hand. HAH!
and thanks to Sihong, we got prawn to eat easily. she peel all shell for ussss! how nice (:
then, they surprised me.
with this lovely cake.
and this is the processsssss..
Marcus Tan.
Neo Si Hong.
Adeline Yuen.
Gary Ng.
and they insisted on putting the Lady Gaga. hahaha!
and yes, I was shocked. when was the last time I had a birthday cake? okay, years ago, I dun even know whennn. I'm glad, I got it, on my 19th :D
yes, it's bcos of them, which made me 14th March a memorial one. okay, we are canoeist, so it's okay that the picture is a little dark huh? lol.
and what I got this birthday were..
training gloves from Kelroy. training cap from Kelroy.
Mp3 player from Kelroy, Si Hong, Joshua and Adeline (:
Ralph Lauren polo tee from Leonel Gan, my eldest bro.
Adidas watch from Cash Gan, my 3rd bro.
Nike sports bra from Gary and Marcus (:
very sweet necklace from Tomi, dearest treasurer :D
and mom, who spend so much on my birthday treat that day :D
and thanks, to all who wished me. I pretty much hope my 19th will be a happening ones, to make me stronger, physically, mentally. things will never be easy, but I can, do it. loves :D
okay, random picture.
went club that day with clique. crazy night I guess. I got a little tipsy. hah! chui~ was totally, dead at the end of the day. but had a great rest the next day.
okay, I got a lot of pictures to update, seriouslyyyyy. but lazy leh.
went blading with team mates today. pretty cool eh?! burning my fats away. burn burn burn.
I'm so gonna rest soon. I'm dead. I'm drained! 2moro's training. gotta be crazy I guess.
and, check this out.
lovely entries :D
I'm scared. yes, I'm afraid. cant be bothered much already. sick of it. tired, mentally. physically. shit U. idiot.
10:19:00 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
let's enjoy my last few days, being 18.
going on 19. I foresee more problems that I gotta overcome.
if it wasnt all my friends who reminded me, I didnt know 15th March will be here so fast. okay, let' try to love myself for now. for being who I m, to make up Xiaojun.
already received a few gifts, and I'm waiting for more to come
*hint hint.hah! not exactly, I'm just contented in what I have nowww. my friends, my terrible but happening life, and this and that, and this and that.
I love my room, the music that's always playing whenever I'm down. those books inside my room, waiting for me to finish them. I love my friends, though they always give me shit things to solve it. but I'm willing to. and that is why makes me feel important. I love you, for being you. I love to drink and get a little high, cos I'm old and I dun enjoy carbonated drinks and Fast Food anymore. HAH!
I love night life, to sit under the skies, staring at the stars, lying down and talk about shit in life.yeah, be it
ups, or
downs I'm facing now, I'll
be brave, I will always remember to make every second counts. just like, every stroke counts, so paddle
hard (:
): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): )':
5:22:00 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
what m I thinking, what I want, how I wish.
it all doesnt mattter anymore.
cos I'm at a point, at a point of time that I cant be bother much about the ending.
be it happy / sad.
I just wanna cherish every moment, with you.
silly, maybe I am.
but I'm willing to,
give until, there's nothing left.
what done, is done. so does the answer still matters? no it doesnt. it's the process.
bcos,
I. Love. You.
1:47:00 AM
Friday, March 06, 2009
when words fail, music speaks (:
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
I love this record baby
but I can't see straight anymore.
If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight
Because you live~
Baby, I stay in love with you.
I'll sing it
One last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing
That's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
I need a little good love to get me by
Bounce bounce baby bounce back to me~
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again
I'm back in Singapore! and I'll update more sooooooon (: I ought to sleep and rest more, trainings trainings trainings!!!
2:25:00 AM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
HELLO TAIWAN ;XI MEN DING :Dand I just finished webcam with Kelroy. that idiot. it's fun laaaa. at least we gotta see each other though we're distant away. oh man. I'm feeling SUUPPPEERRRR cold, freezing ): it rained just now, and it was total madness esp when the wind blows. I guess I almost fly away. HAH.
I was totally dropped dead during the journey here. I slept, and slept, and slept. hah. and after that, I ate, and ate and ate. also, I drank bubble teaaa! hardcore wanna find bubble tea here. my mom was irritated by me. haha! I tried a few good food already. more 2moro plssss :D
people. pls online during the night to entertain meeee. HEH! (:
I got
very long tongue. HEH! :D
I swear this veggie drink is super (*&^%$#$%^. totally.. *puke. but I finished it. heh. the celery taste is super strong! AWWWW.
trademark yo! :D
another trademark of mine! :D
POUTSS!
oh?! hahaha.
I was about to offline. and maybe catch some sleep. THEN, my dearest Tomi onlineee! haha. so we webcam a while tooo. him and his very nice smile U seee. :D
and I aint very good at smiling la hor. lol. so have an artificial one instead. haha. COOL HOR.
HAIYEHH. nobody copy my "OH?!" one laaa. lol!
AND! this is random. lol. TREASURER YOOOO! :D
everyone's asleep. I've my mom, dad and eldest bro with me. and I guess I should sleep soon tooo. though I guess I need to shit. and I'm freezing, to death SOON. like seriously. ROAR.
I miss yoooouuu ):
12:06:00 AM
