I'll sing it One last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing That's right In all I've done
And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it anywhere Away from here
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you Can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say Our long goodbye I nearly do
Light up
Slower slower We don't have time for that All I want is To find an easier way To get out Of our little heads
Have heart my dear We're bound to be afraid Even if It's just for a few days Making up for all this mess
I'm flying to Taiwan in a few hours time. I aint sleeping tonight bcos.. I need to get my stuffs packed and also some financial stuffs to be done. hah. Mark and Gary is at my house now and we are going for supper! yeahh. I'm waiting and hoping my cellphone to rang, but it didnt. probably asleep but never mind! (:
I'm so gonna miss you,everyone.
2:14:00 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Katy Perry is
Sex.
Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed
You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into...
You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touched it I was burned Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Looking into your eyes Oh won't you walk through And bust in the door And take me away Oh no more mistakes Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
I WANT TO; tell you how much I miss you everytime. hear your voice, say my name. see your smiles. love youmore. be with you. stay in your eyes. tell you so much more. have a taste of perfection. *wink wink.
cut my hair. cut hair, cut hair, CUT MY HAIR!
what's more to say? in my heart. every second, every min, every day,I'm thinking of you.
`sleep through the pain.
3:43:00 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
you said U love me at a moment, but U said we'll be friend the next moment. hah! stop ur nonsense okay.
"never mind. I'll forget U as my gf. we still friends right?"
since when am I in ur life, and since when have I not forgotten U. too many chances, too little love. disgusted by U, totally.
12:15:00 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony of summer air
See the lights, See the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd You say hello Little did I know
That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go, and I said:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go and I said:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real, Don't be afraid We'll make it out of this mess It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you was fading When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head, I don't know what to think He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said:
Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you
`trust me.
12:21:00 AM
Monday, February 16, 2009
I am just. Tramatised.
cant be bothered, cos I'm sick and tired of it already. I tried to explain, and I'm sick of it.
okay anyway, this is not some pic of my bf or what hor. it's Marcus Tan, as U can see. hah! we randomly took pic together when he came over to my house for steamboat. was thinking it had been long since we 2 take pic together, haha! so I asked for a pic. actually more than one, but I'm lazy to put it all up ya.
went drinking that day, few weeks back and I think I should upload the pictures now. not going to upload all. if not I'll have to blog until 2moro. hah!
okay, Adeline, Sihong, Beverly, Mark, Gary and I were there and we meet up Asha and Sophia. we had shots! :D
and this is the dance floor (:
Tomi should just come and join us! but due to his work la, he's busy and lazy. I understand that he needs sleep and rest tooo.
Happy Valentine's Day to all lovers, all my friends.
I spent my day at Mark's house, slacking, chilling, chatting. training in the morning, and didnt sleep at all. HAHA! how cooool huh. that's why all dropped dead today. lol. I totally wanna sleep my day through.
my mom is weird nowadays, and I dunno why ):
U guys need to watch this! marvellousssss. yoohooo~
a month more, I'll be 19. so old plssss. and my life is still in such a mess. oh well.
anyway, I'm sorrrrry. for not saying it all. I'm sorry, for not telling you till now. I'm sorrrry.
ya. I pretend that I dun care )':
I've been told, what done is done.
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.
`you &me against the world.
11:59:00 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
no, you ain't supposed to ask..
"tell me, what are you thinking?"
not loving you is harder than you know.
1:54:00 AM
Friday, February 06, 2009
FULL STOP
alright. I need to stop, everything. stop thinking, stop whining, stop complaining, stop emo-ing, stop bullshitting, stop.. whatever you mention.
11:46:00 PM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
okay, yes I'm feeling super shitty. maybe I just know, more than I ought to know. I feel so, depressed. it's unfair. since when things are fair for me? never. but well, I didnt managed to fall asleep, I didnt want to fall asleep anyway. I dunno. I need to drink, and get drunk. I hate being sober right now. I wanna U, to kill me.
but well, Adeline managed to make me smile, a little at least. we talked about how unfair life is, how shitty things are. how selfish people can be. we did stupid things, and she showed me her dog, bullying her. hah! whatever it is, Adeline is super irritatOng, yes she knows what I mean here.
Ade, the bat mannnnnn. heh.
okay, we randomly have a pillow look alike. heh!
I admit and I wont lie, I know that deep inside, I'm still upset over everything. I'm not angry you know, I'm not pissed by whatever you're doing, but I angry becos of some other reasons. but I dun wanna be a bastard saying things out okay. go, go on with whatever you're doing. I've said this over and over again, I will never blame you for whatever decision you made. but ya. forget it okay. I can help to pull you out from the maze, but you need to try walking out yourself too. I hate myself falling sooo deep into it. I hate.. not you. okay. goodbye, my dearest.
3:13:00 AM
Let me hold you For the last timeIt’s the last chance to feel again But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you It’s so untrue I can’t even convince myself When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up I tried to hold but it hurts too much I tried to forgive but it’s not enough To make it all okay
You can’t play on broken strings You can’t feel anything That your heart don’t want to feel I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts A lie is worse I can’t like it anymore And I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing We are turning into dust Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire When there’s nothing left to save It’s like chasing the very last train When it’s too late
Weak I have been crying and crying for weeks How'd i survive when i can barely speak Barely eat, On my knees
But thats the moment u came to me I don't know what your love has done to me Think i'm invisible I see though the me i used to be
You changed my whole life Don't know what your doing to me with your love I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me Super human, heart beating me nothing can stop me here with you Super human Strong Since i've been flying and righting the wrongs Feels almost like i've had it all along And i can see tomorrow
Where is problem is gone because I flew everywhere but love inside of me Its unbelievable to see how love can set me free
You changed my whole life Don't know what your doing to me with your love I'm feeling all super human, you did it to me Super human, heart beating me nothing can stop me here with you Super human
Its not a bird, not a plane Its my heart and its going, gone away My only weakness is you Only reason is you Every minute with you I can feel like i can do anything Going going, i'm gone away in love
You changed my whole life Don't know what your doing to me with your love I'm feeling all super human, you did it to me Super human, heart beating me nothing can stop me here with you Super human
so, instead of typing all lot of words, music helps, a lot. goodnight. but I have yet to sleep.
1:31:00 AM
Monday, February 02, 2009
what more can I say? sigh. had been really busy past few days. one week of hols past. I have yet to meet a few good peeps out. training and more trainingsssssss.
CNY was random this year. it just come and go. I dun feel the atmosphere anyway. was it even there? I visited a few houses and DANG.. oh ya, Bev and Mark managed to randomly visit my house during CNY. I watched Bride's War and Wedding Game. well, I rather U people watch Wedding Game over Bride's War. dannggg. I basically fell asleep while watching Bride's War. simply bcos I was super tiredddddd.
and this! they can be soo loving till ignoring me. HEY! I'm in the picture toooo. haha.
and this is like.. as though they haven been sleeping for yearsssss.
Tomi and Kelroy's house on Wednesday. supposed to have training on Thurs yes, but I didnt go. was dead. hah. Tomi wont want me to remind him about the whole incident. he will faint. for more information, pls visit http://childishdelights.blogspot.com/
much said, went drinking again on Thurs night. randomly asked Adeline along. bcos we promised to stay till 1st train, then went home together.
I am very sure I'm not drunk but I always do stupid things when I drink. haha.
I'm sober, like duh! hahaha. had shots etc. but it wasnt that happening that day. but at least I bumped into * again! yoohooo~ hahaha.
dance floor.
and all these are so much for my craziness. haha. they know how madness I can be laaa. lol. like totally. but I pretty much had fun, with peeps. after that, Bev went home. then we accompany Ade and friend throughout the night. pretty much another night of confession, I guess. so much of this and that and this and that. sigh. lifeeeee..
and yaaaa~ I wanna sayy. I'm feeling sooLADY GAGAGAGAGAGA today! haha.
SHE COPIED ME LAAA. lol. ask my clique why and they will tell U. haha.
but I like her style, her music. current addict is.. JUST DANCE~ hahaha. gonna be okay, yes it will be.
I dunno what I'm thinking.. too many thoughts. ur qns are always tough to ans. maybe I should just be contented in everything for now. I got distracted, I feel lost, I feel shitty, yes I'm some emo shit. I dunno where to go. I hate to pretend. I wanna roar real loud. no, I don't know. dun ask me for answer. what have I decide? ): what a Sunday night.
cant be bothered, cos I'm sick and tired of it already. I tried to explain, and I'm sick of it.
Tomi should just come and join us! but due to his work la, he's busy and lazy. I understand that he needs sleep and rest tooo.
okay, we randomly have a pillow look alike. heh!
and this! they can be soo loving till ignoring me. HEY! I'm in the picture toooo. haha.
and this is like.. as though they haven been sleeping for yearsssss.
I am very sure I'm not drunk but I always do stupid things when I drink. haha.
and all these are so much for my craziness. haha. they know how madness I can be laaa. lol. like totally. but I pretty much had fun, with peeps. after that, Bev went home. then we accompany Ade and friend throughout the night. pretty much another night of confession, I guess. so much of this and that and this and that. sigh. lifeeeee..
SHE COPIED ME LAAA. lol. ask my clique why and they will tell U. haha.