oh man. I guess I gotta apologise for not going training. drop dead, totally. :\
Kelroy's achievement is like.. COOOLL~ managed to paddle rounds and rounds. proud of her (:
yesterday was a totally crazy night I must say. ask Kelroy, ask Joshua, ask Markcus, ask Tomi, ask Beverly. hah. okay, ask Xiaojun, eh no, Edith. :D okay, didnt expect myself to drink so much. all shots and stuffs. though the taste is super terrible, I drank it all. I played along. dare me? thumb card? but the dare part was terrible. what kiss Kelroy! like once again?! nehneh. super paiseh okay. YES I AM. then I burst into laughter hahaha. my saliver, Kelroy's face. :X and whatever holding hands stuffs. !@#$(*&^%$#$@ Mark knows it's a difficulty for me. ROAR.
I kinda got high. but wasnt drunk la. I pretty much remember what I said. but it's just.. came out of my mouth. and NicholasLim called! see, I remembered. well well, let it be. it will be over soon, trust me. confused or not, let the heart decide.
I vomitted twice, at Tomi's house. and I need need need to apologise. but vomit is my.. routine whenever I drank :X hahahaha. Mark knows it all. lalalalala. but seriously, SORRY TOMI FOR ALL THE MESS! and Mark too.for accompnaying me through out the night. home and sleep. yes I need more sleep to forget everything, to pretend, a false pretense.
我给的爱 要不回来 你说过的话 我不曾忘记 你却离开
1:36:00 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Turn around, Turn around and fix your eye in my direction So there is a connection. Now I can't speak, I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention I'm staring at perfection.
Take a look at me so you can see How beautiful you are.
You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger, But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight. I'm broke and abandoned; you are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight.
I'm confident, But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you. I knew you could see right through me I saw my life flash right before my very eyes And any chance what we turn into I was hoping that you could see Take a look at me so you can see...
You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger, But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight. I'm I'm broke and abandoned; you are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight.
You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight.
Take a look at me so you can see How beautiful you are... {x4}
Your beauty seems so far away I'd have to write a thousand songs To make you comprehend how beautiful you are. I know that I can't make you stay But I would give my final breath To make you understand how beautiful you are. Understand how beautiful you are.
You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight. I'm I'm broke and abandoned; you are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight.
You call me a stranger... You say I'm a danger... You call me a stranger...
I dunno why I suddenly got a little emotional. this and that and this and that, once again. ROAR, once again. try this song. and should dedicate to Mark too (:
To Marcus Tan:
be brave. stand strong once again. nothing is impossible. things aint so difficult. bcos we're with you.
school vacations! so I dun have to attend school yo! okay, shall update more soon. not in the mood la. goodbye people.
`now I'm running and screaming.
12:49:00 AM
Monday, January 26, 2009
HAPPY LUNAR NEWYEAR, and pls be happy, no more emo shitokay? cos I blog at 12am leh! power not! heeeee.
okay, basically, I'm home and with a little alcohol in me. it was pretty much a nice dinner with family and relatives (: but I got bored after that bcos cousins are all younger than me. I guess that's a little generation gap after all. but we did talked la. hmm. Roxy is cute little dog! I wished my bro had bring over to my house instead of giving to my aunt ):
last day of school was fun too. dress code was back to school. so some of us dressed up in school uni. cool? haha. every1 was staring and.. I look totally like a very guai Sec Sch student. heh. OF COS LA! :D will upload pic soon.
I'm just here to wish everyone reading this all the best in this brand new lunar year. enjoy the hols and work hard when everything starts anew. bcos nothing worth doing is ever easy(: all the best.
I guess I'm meeting Mark soon after greeting my dad a happy new year. my mom and elder bro is at my aunt's house having their mahjong session. my 3rd bro is having duty so cant come back for new year ): my 2nd bro is so into his computer games again. hah. have fun people. will update more soooooooon. and pls pls pls meet up soon people :D
ohya. anyway. this is for Kelroy Wee: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and jiayou okay. believe in urself, believe in me. I will be there, no matter what, even when U fall. I will be there to catch U! :D like what I've told her, my cellphone is 24/7, pls text me anytime U want, but it gets a little cranky, where I cant receive msg. so do call. but my cellphone do get low batt often too. hmm. no worries okay, check out if I'm online, bcos I might be appearing offline, do try ur luck to chat with me. oh if I'm not replying, then.. call my house! hahahaha. okay, just slap me. lol. Kelroy oh Kelroy, U know I'll be there when U call my name. [dun be dumb and start calling my name now okay. shit U.] :D
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help Because you live, ~ My world has twice as many stars in the sky
I AM CONFUSED! ROAR ROAR and more ROAR! ):
12:00:00 AM
Friday, January 23, 2009
I realised that I'm always doing this.. HAH! liek when staring into the laptop, bored, day dreaming, stoning. hahaha. I will "lift" my head with my palm, with elbow on my lap. haha. lazy I know. hah.
maybe it's just me.. I guess I shouldn't ans too many questions for now. bcos I dun even know the ans myself. bcos I don't wanna get involve in some deep shit, once again. ??!!!!???!! ):
12:46:00 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
I supposed to update regarding something, but I forgot :\ okay, dun bash me up.
okay, I'm feeling rather down. I wonder why is it like.. so happening last sem., where we took pic with faci. during the last lesson. the class played around, fool around, with faci., yet for this sem., there's no such fun ): sad la, like super! no class photo yet ):why why why.
I skipped lesson on Mon. bcos it's Science. no matter what I do, how hard I work on the problem the faci. gives me C or B. recently, a lot of Cs and I hate it. like.. hello?! even I did the WHOLE PRESENTATION?! fine la. so I'm feeling so frustrated by him, I skipped the last lesson. today, I went, but Kel and Yuan's lesson ended early, at 12. and Mark was sick of lesson, so pulled me out again, so ya, skipped. damn bad right. I was whining my way through. "WA LAU! DAMN BAD LAAA. LAST LESSON LEH!" and they cant stand my complaints soon, I guess. hah.
we went town. 4 of us. and had lots of fun. we crap so much, we laugh non stop. we gossip and do things that U will never dare to, people stared at us. hah. whatever la hor! lol. Yuan left with cousin to shopped at Bugis and soon Josh joined us to meet Kel toooo. yes, super emo here. cos COUPLE AND MORE COUPLE. okay laaa. *sings I'm a single lady~ hahaha. some canoeists went over to town toooo! bumped into them. hmm~ there's always a lot of things that make me wonder. why why why. I wanna know the reasonssss, many many reasonssss. I just feel like.. hmm. never mind. whatever it is. just let it be. what to do, U tell me?
met Bev home since she was with the canoeists in town too. random, but I wanna say, Bev and her hardcore CNY red shoes. hah! okay, so home with Mark and Bev. Josh and Kel left a little early. my leg is aching now laaa. :\ and I guess I need sleep.
okay, I'm skipping 2moro's lesson again, cos faci.'s not gonna be around. HOW SAD. I'm so gonna miss her, she's niceeeee. sigh. I'll go for Thurs and Fri. HARDCORE OKAY. :D
oh ya, I bought 2 irritating yet colorful tops, 1 tight bottom, a pair of golden earrings today. this CNY, I'm gonna be irritating and colorful, just U wait and see. heh. finally. I haven get ANYTHING for CNY la. I think I'm so dead. but luckily got something today. I still need a lot more la. like suspenders, skirt maybe, Vans shoes, more pants with more colors like RED and some accessories. MONEY MONEY MONEY, IT'S SO FUNNY~ whatever. hahaha. broke, yes I am.
okay, I need to sleep soon, like soon? maybe going swimming in the morning and then early for water training. (: sleeepy arleady laaaaaaaaaa.
`sometimes I wonder, do U know how it hurts?
I dun wish to talk about it cos I'm so sick of U. U can treat it as the past and we are living in the present, ignoring all those shit U gave me once and still in my mind. me, trying so hard to clear all shit but U just choose to avoid. U thought it was fine, U thought I would stay by ur side. no more, not anymore. so plsdun try to kid me and say U still wanna be with me. all ur shit, I had enough. I went through more than U, dun try to fool me, dun try too hardto ask me back. sorry, go kid someone else with all ur sweet talks. ur words wont work on me anymore. U dun have to explain a single crap to me, about U, and ur life. I am not interested, at all. U' aint the one, never gonna be the one, again. I pretty much dislike U.
2:57:00 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
yes, I'm troublesome. yes, I'm ignorant. yes, I'm problematic. yes, I'm bad tempered. yes, I'm dumb. yes. I'm silly. yes, I'm small. yes, I'm quiet. yes, I don't mention. yes, I'm up to no good. yes, I'm such a bitch. so why be my friend?
1:47:00 PM
eh. my cellphone got a little cranky now and then. ): I want new cellphone pls?! ): ): I'm hardcore sad, like seriously. I cant receive msg at times. but people received my msg. so if U ever text me and I didnt reply, pls call meeeeeeee ):
`brace yourself for love. sweet love, secret love; be my secret valentine.
2:30:00 AM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I'm updating!!! happy? :D
I am having so much fun with clique nowadays. and I'm enjoying my breaks. of cos with my work complete. (:
oh well, check this out.
this this this! I love Kelroy, only bcos she bought me lanyard and Woodstock. :X hahahah. ya, gotta thanks her, a lot. much loves okay. :D and she got her Snoopy with her. ah, I hope Joshua dun be jealous. :O
uh huh. we bought the kayak jitbitz together and we are lovin' it. (: Kel was super happy with her YELLOW Crocs that she cant stop saying,"hey look! my yellow Crocs is soooooooo cutteeeee!" she stopped every step she walked and say this. how crazy. yes she is.
LOOK! I told U Kel's happy about her YELLOW Crocs. and Mark joined us by wearing his oversized Crocs, cool hor!
okay, another event. heeeeee.
WEBCAM!!!
LOOK!!! hahaha. okay, just see Bev okay. I think her face super funny. lolol. I wanna lol all the wayyyyyy can can can.
okay, they super NICE hor. make me sad. bcos they got cap!! and I'm lazy to get mine.
another one?
and our small pillow! okay not our, is myyyy. theirs is like.. bolster? ): I DUN HAVE LAAAA.
yoohoo~ I just said I love RPCanoe like.. really.
their smile.
their cuteness.
thier muscles. most importantly, I love how much fun we have together. and and and. photographer can never be in the picture. HOW SAD!
was sick. and still sick. didnt go on Sat's trainig. but have to go for brisk walk with parents, and Mark. haha. I dragged him along. since he haven been waking up for loonggg. hahaha!
it was such a boring walk cannn.
look at my "just woke up" face.
super cannot make it.
and this my irritating face. hahahaha. it was like.. super boring walk. and woke up at 6am. spent around a few hour to walk. then we had Mcdonalds breakfast!!!!! (:
okay so after that day, surprisely I didnt sleep. hahaha! I changed and go out with Mark. and asked Bev along. hahaha. crazzzy la. I'm so ask her to camwhore with us on the next outinggg! ):
we slack, we crap, we eat, we camwhore.
we shop! and play. hohoho.
at the end of the day, I only get a headband. :\ and Mark tried it on tooo! :D
and my edit. how cooool. :X
some other photography by meeee. (: I like lehhhh. ):
Mark's photography, my edits. :D
and and and. I took photo with Tomi!!! (:
haha. random right. this is like.. my scandal!! (: okay, the 2nd pic is random. :\ I want prepareddddd! hahahahaha. Tomi is nice la. (:
okay I need to end this. I need to rush to gym for self training already. lalalala. HARDCOREEEE! jiayou yo! (:
I'm so into Disturbia nowadays. *sings dum dum di da dum dum di da dum. :D
4:13:00 PM
Thursday, January 08, 2009
U know what?
I just neeeeeeeeeeeeed to update today, bcos I feel that I have to, I really have to. know what? I'm just so in love with the team I'm in, really. Today's training was N O I S Y. we girls were extremely noisy with the seniors. haha. crazy la. chat, hit, sit, fight, CRAZY is the word. hahaha. how we fight together, how we die together. I JUST WANNA SAY, I REALLY REALLY LOVE BEING IN THE TEAM. I had a little thought on my way back home. like.. even though sometimes I'm super lazy to go training, I'm sick, I'm dead, I'm lack of sleep, I complain to anyone I can see online. hah! sorry to those people. I yelled in class, how tired I am, gotta be like 12 hours in school a day? hah. but still, I go for training. I train for myself, for the team. I wanna be strong, I wanna help the team to go. (:
RP CANOE, SAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH. pls dun kick me out. ):
haha. this is us, my beloved lovely closest team mate in my batch, Kelroy Wee YuTing. hey, not saying the rest are trash, I still love them okay. bcos Kel and I went through shit together and pull each other along. I once promise her, I wont quit, I will never. so she asked me to be there to pull her to all training. now, we just encourage one another to pull through each day. we aint suffering, we are loving the pain. (: we went T2 on Pol-ite, went into finals, hugged, cried, and she kissed me, ass. hahaha. we were up in K2 together, we trained K1 together, we capsized beside each other, we saved each other. what's more to say? hahaha.
of cos, to the rest of the team mates, I love them as much tooooooo. esp the seniors. ): I'm so gonna miss them when they graduate, REALLY!!! ahhh. cries. si nehneh. haha.
OH YAAAA. I really wish that Alzee come back to canoeeee. like pls? miss him sooo much. we used to be in a clique. I remembered how Tomi, Kel, Alzee and I walked together after training, go makan, waited for each other and gossip. sigh. I miss Alzee talking crap to me, taking care of me. sigh~ AALLLZZEEEE OH AALLLZZZEEEEEE.
okay, Beverly is super slow. she supposed to onlineeeeee.
also, Marcus, join us, join canoe. (: I promise to go gym with you on my non training days. cheers.
10:52:00 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2009
hey ho! I'm baccccckkkkk to update. heh. okay, no individual pic, so no need to see my self pic again and again la hor? lol.
pretty much hope everyone had enjoyed their 31st of Dec 2oo8, like I do. (: I had a small party with Mark's family at his place. it was pretty fun seeing his how crazy his relatives are. very nice people I must say. (:
after which, we went parttyyyy, this is a must okay. hahaha. and drank. yohooo. :D then Ah Dong met us up. we had fun together! really. yes, it's that crowded. and we are like perspiring all over. MADNESS! hahaha. but had fun, so much fun! :D n yes, we met a new friend, Cedric. haha. he is sooo nice to treat us drink la! but.. when we were taking pic, this idiot girl was behind!!! how scary!!!! hahaha. but we all LOL real loud. hahahaha. and she's no where to be seen. bleah.
was home in the morning, after having breakfast? haha. then fell asleep soon after. but it wasnt a good sleep. woke up around 1 plus. and so I called Tong, Mark and Yuan. bcos we're supposed to meet up. oh yeah. finally. haven been having a good chat with them them them! :D how lovely, I know la hor. haha. we went NYDC, it's gonna soon be closed down anyway. ):
the ladiessssss. *sings All the single ladies! oh no, Yuan is not. hahaha. then we headed for.. PARTYYY! Tong didnt managed to join us as she forgot to bring her IC. oh yeah. but it's gonna be another fun night, I know. :D
eh! the night is still young. hahahah! we have yet to drink, but pictures are needed. lol.
we were given some stuffs since it's a party! :D this is how we have fun. hahahahha! and more to comee. how lovely, guess who I saw? SHAROONNN CHUUAA! miss her so much. she shouted my name, I got shocked. hahaha. so we ended up sitting together with Sharon and some others. hah. familiar faces of cos. and some new faces. how nice. :D this is definitely a nice pic taken. familiar faces, cant U see? haha. Asha from Swiss Cottage Sec, now in RP. and her sister, ex Swiss student too, Tania. hahahhaha! cool right! :D
and definitely more fun coming up. OPPPEENN NUMMBBEER! who's the unlucky one. )(*&^%^&* and we had "I never never". wa super fun laaaaaa. drank like anything. hahaha. spot my hand! :X
Yuan left soon, as she had to rush home to pass her mom some clothes. how sad! but she promise to come again, cos she want more fun! of cos, it's gonna be fun. :D WE ARE. definitely sober. hahahaha. I LAU SAI AGAIN LEHHH! halfway. hahaha. but continue having fun after that :X I guess I nearly fell asleep in the toilet. hahaha.
another nice pic yeah? lol. hahaha. meet Minghee and Xiaoyuan! :D we danced through the night!
RANDOM! haha. this vainpot, supposed to take a pic with me, but he keep tiding his hair! lol. so I took his big face and Yuan took the next pic. haha. EVIDENCE HOR. gotcha! :D
after which, we cab home. dah lah. I used the lappy for a while and slept around 6 plus in the morning. CHUI~ I guess this is the only day I slept like a log. woke up around 5 plus. yoohooo. :D
Mark asked me to party again, but I got training. anyway, he came over to my place till to his boredeem. (*&^%$#%^&* so I dun think I'll be sleeping already la! training yo! (:
oh, before Kel went to bed, we webcam with her. haha.
HAHAHA! super annoying right! nehneh.
okay, so lastly, Mark is in my place doing nothing but hunting for treasure, he found my diary with my ex bf etc. (*&^%^&**&^%$ NEHNEH!
yes, happily blogging. and oh ya, we pasted some stickers on our lappy! hahha. super random, once again.
MINE! :D:D
mine is really really full of stickers. hahahaha.
and his..
AND THIS! I told him it's quite irritating, must well paste all. SO HE DID. ASS. (*&^%$#$%^&* super annoying right! hahahaha.
and all these!!! hahaha. finally ah. okay, we are all quite chui. lol. and him, super happy with his lappy. hahahaha I'm gonna end here la. so not going to sleep. thanks to Markcus Tan!
their cuteness.
most importantly, I love how much fun we have together. and and and. photographer can never be in the picture. 
super cannot make it.
and this my irritating face. hahahaha. it was like.. super boring walk. and woke up at 6am. spent around a few hour to walk. then we had Mcdonalds breakfast!!!!! (:
we slack, we crap, we eat, we camwhore.
at the end of the day, I only get a headband. :\
and my edit. how cooool. :X
I like lehhhh. ):
Mark's photography, my edits. :D
I just neeeeeeeeeeeeed to update today, bcos I feel that I have to, I really have to. know what? I'm just so in love with the team I'm in, really. Today's training was N O I S Y. we girls were extremely noisy with the seniors. haha. crazy la. chat, hit, sit, fight, CRAZY is the word. hahaha. how we fight together, how we die together.
haha. this is us, my beloved lovely closest team mate in my batch,
yes, it's that crowded. and we are like perspiring all over. 
how lovely, I know la hor. haha.
eh! the night is still young. hahahah! we have yet to drink, but pictures are needed. lol.
this is how we have fun. hahahahha! and more to comee.
this is definitely a nice pic taken. familiar faces, cant U see? haha. Asha from Swiss Cottage Sec, now in RP. and her sister, ex Swiss student too, Tania. hahahhaha! cool right! :D
another nice pic yeah? lol. hahaha. meet Minghee and Xiaoyuan! :D we danced through the night!
HAHAHA! super annoying right! nehneh.
MINE! :D:D
AND THIS! I told him it's quite irritating, must well paste all. SO HE DID. ASS. (*&^%$#$%^&* super annoying right! hahahaha.
and all these!!! hahaha. finally ah. okay, we are all quite chui. lol. and him, super happy with his lappy. hahahaha I'm gonna end here la. so not going to sleep.