Friday, December 26, 2008
I don't like it.Merry Christmas still, though I'm late. but it's the thoughts that count, isnt it so? (:
I lau sai terribly on Wed morning, so didnt go for training again. thought I would miss Strength Test but heard that it's cancelled.
had some last min plan with Mark for Christmas' Eve. some bbq at his house. using those portable one. hah. pretty cool to be last min. cos we rushed, here and there. had pretty much fun though. maybe bcos everytime people talk so much more at night, when drank. hah. we ate, we drank, we chatted, we had fun. we didnt sleep. spent the night through out, television, music, laptop, Mcdonalds. hah. happening? Princess loves sticking to people to sleep. heh. so cute of her. home around 745, and slept around 8am. my gastric is killing me, once again. hate it, yes I do. but I soon fell asleep, maybe bcos I'm pretty much dead. anyway, thanks Litong to send cookies over to my house :)
meeting Mark and Kexian later to Hollandv, and yes I shall sleep soon.
Kelroy is coming back soon. yeah, miss her man. chatted with her online for a while today. she'll be back later, night! (: see her in training then.
I dun understand why. I dunno why. everytime things go wrong, it's always my fault. it's always me to blame. am I not good enough? am I too rebellious still? I feel no care, no concern, no love. or rather U blame me for being too independent? not bothering U about most of the things in my life? that does not mean I'm not troubled. I choose to keep U out of my trouble. does it mean that when I put a smile on my face, I'm happy? why didnt U think about it? why didnt U show ur temper to someone else? think about it, who's the one helping U? well, I dunno if I should continue living in my own music world. though I need to shout it out loud, I hate the unreasonable you.
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
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