Friday, November 28, 2008
I didnt go for lesson today.
had straight 4 days of training, finally it's Fri, which I can
rrrreessssttt. I had sufficient sleep today! so I am waiting for 2moro, the day that we were all training for,
Pol-ite.so many to updates, but before that, how's my new blogskin? hahaha.
okay. webcam with Yuan that day. random ya.
and for this screenshot..
she was actually stuck! hahaha. comp was pretty lag. and I got boreeeddd!
on the same day,
we,
bitches of W34C took a few pic together. not the whole family yet, just a few of us. hahaha. it was also random la. we were halfway gossiping on MSN! =X
the day before, RPcanoeist had training as usual. :)
we juniors had fun taking pic after training! :D we were in the red jersey, our 1st time wearing it. of cos, we were all
so proud of being part of RPcanoeist. :D 
it's not everyone of us yet as U can see. Qifang is definitely not a junior. hahaha.
4/6 junior girls.and this Nicholas, loves disturbing when we wanna take a nice shot. hahaha.
so we tired pushing him away =X
and I dunno who took this. it's always when we were all unprepared. hahaha. but Dom, Kel, Tomi and me were having a big big smile! hahahaha.
this is super classic.
1st, I dunno who took this pic.
2nd, I dunno when it's being taken.
3rd, I dunno why m I that spastic.
4th, it's not bcos I'm having sex.
5th, notice Litong! she looked pretty funny. hahaha.
then this Alzee suggested a
emo pic.
always say I have a emo look, emo hair. whatever laaaa. hahahaha!
but emo kids are having fun that night! :D
and finally, a pic of 3 of us together.
not forgetting..
a pic with my T2 partner,
Kelroy Wee Yuting! :D yes, we will do our best 2moro, we will paddle as if we never paddle before. we are both desperate for a gold, we are both dying to hold the medals. I believe every1 in the team is.
RPcanoeist is going to chiong to hold it, hold the medals in our hands. :) anyway!
hahahhaha! this is dumb. I dunno who's pet is this. but it looks funny. and when I wanna leave, I saw this expression of the pet. like so omgosh? hahahahhahahaha! what's up with the sian diao face! :O
AND YES!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM!
hope she will enjoy the celebration later:D
5:44:00 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
HEY HO!training got really ppppaaackkkeedd and intensive. simply because Polite is just in less than a week time. woo. getting anxious, really. when having visualisation, the competitors are near us. we must CHIONG! we must! RPCANOEIST and of cos Kelroy and me! :)
here's our hardwork! we juniors finally EARNED the jersey. haha. FINALLY! it's never easy to endure, to stay in the team. time management, all ur sacrifices. sad huh. but I believe it's all worthwhile! ur achievement, urself. :) and I guess I really need to apologise to all my friends.
I WANT TO TAKE MANY MANY PICTURES DURING POLITE! and I hope everyone will cheer for us, for RPcanoeist. have the faith in us, we'll be in our very best. :)
anyway! I was dropping soooo dead! it was pretty intensive for yesterday's training. like paddle so much more than ever. ran in the forest and got surrounded by the monkeys. [I saw monkeys having sex. =\\] YES LA. so everything was so hiong. we competed among our team mates. we tried our best, we burst, we sprint, we maintain, we twist, we pull. :)
didnt managed to have a nap. having a wedding dinner. okay, that's my aunt, she's not like OLD. just that her status is higher than mine. like.. to make it sound complex, it's my father's father's sister's daughther! hahaha. power not! okay it's my aunt's daughter la. lol. I guess the bridegroom seems like a Mr Good Man!
was having pretty much fun with my cam. heh. the bride! is my relative. pretty right. so everyone was right, every lady will be pretty when they got married. bcos of Love, bcos of Happiness, bcos if the gown. lovely.
a few random pictures. the ambience is pretty nice. like.. the roses, the lights etc. I drank a little red wine, and it made my food taste better :D
pls believe ur eyes..
I'm in dress. hahahaha! bought from Charlene, that pro promoter. haha. but I added a ribbon. :D
in case U still cant believe it, I already repeat myself so how many million times, I do wear dresses. HAHA!
so bored! so I suggested going out to walk around, take a pic.
all my bros came out! and also my mom. my dad was busy chatting with uncle. so ya. :D
HE! is
Leonel Gan, my eldest bro. he loves this pic. cos he said I got the right angle.
VAIN BRO. and who's behind? that's my 3rd bro, busy playing PSP.
EVIDENCE! I think he's spoiling the pic laaa. hahahaha! this irritating bro!
and my mom! she was waiting for all my bros to get ready and take a pic together.
so here it is. I showed mom the angle, and ran back to be in the pic. haha. U know what I like about this pic? the reflection, if U notice. haha. but I forgotten about the rose! I should have include the rose. :( what a mistake!
and another one. my 3rd bro is always fooling around la. see, every1's standing, he sits! this ass. hahaha.
I planned to take the rose with me, but my mom, "mei ah! dun be odd one out leh!" then I replied,"I'm odd one out since 1990!" hahaha. am I not? I'm the only female! hahaha.
okay, the dinner was pretty cool. like how much people changed. U know all my playmates have all grown up, same goes to me. I've changed too! I'm tanned, I'm a bit of built. :)
webcam with Litong, she requested for it. super mafan. haaha!
here she is, showing off the Hello Kitty sweets that I got for her.
boohoo! more trainings coming up, till Polite.
6 more days, are U prepared?
12:20:00 AM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I don't know what cause the change in U, and yes,
disappointment is the only word. got pissed at times, but it's more of sad and disappointed in whatever U are thinking and doing now.
how much I've change? ended up U're just pointing finger at urself. we're still the same.
what about U?
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red. This kettle is seeing red.
12:39:00 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
guess what. I realised I got so many webcam screenshot on my desktop, yet I haven post any. hah. here are some to share;
this is pretty long ago. hah! which I cant remember which faci. is that! I think that's Evelyn Kow, my Cognitive faci.! hahaha. she's having team discussion. =x
U know this is taken so long ago bcos I'm still having bangs. hahaha!
do U know? my ex classmate, the one on the right, Christina is now Kel's classmate and Kel's ex classmate, Huizhen is currently my classmate. haha. cool hor? Litong went over to look for Kel that day. so we were happily webcam-ing.
a slightly recent one. was waiting for Litong's webcam to load. super slow la! lol. and Charlene was so excited to see Litong. haha!
dah-lah!
here comes Litong but I dunno where's Charlene. haha.
think this is taken on Mon. before training after lesson. haha! that's Ian at the back. =x
Litong is again away to dunno where. lol
and she's back!
the MOST recent onesssss.
just yesterday! haha. where Kel was so excited to show me her new hairstyle. wa. this girl is worse than me. she cut her hair like nobody's business. anyway, my mom dun allow me to cut my hair for now, she said this length is just right. hahaha! fine la fine la. I thought can have it shorter behind. argh. it's loooonnnggg now!
and that's about it. woohhooo~ UT 2moro. sleeping soon after a little more chat with people online. :)
OH YA!
13th Nov & 15th Nov; SUPER HAPPY BIRTHDAY! really hope to catch up with U guys sooooon. miss both of U soooooooooo much! :(
10 days left, to POL-ITE.
10:42:00 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
hmm this post is just
R A N D O M. I'm feeling deep in thoughts suddenly. like.. why things changed? why cant things be the same as it always be? why cant life be happy as it supposed to be? why cant we enjoy life? and so on..
I browsed through some of the links I have on the right. we are all now leading different life. we choose what we want to, what we plan to, what we are passion in, yet are all these enough?
when both person are so dedicated in a relationship, how can it be broken just like that? how can they come and go without U notice?
have I changed? or have people changed? change for a better life, better thoughts, or.. whatever.
m I ignorant? m I naive? m I gullible? m I in the wrong?
4th more months, I'll be 19. how's life by then?last question.
m I happy?
think about it, are U happy with ur life?
12:00:00 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
I WANNA VENT MY ANGER AND PLS BEAR ME FOR A WHILE.I'm super pissed off by this dumbass relief facilitator. yes, it's bad to comment him this way. but pls, he's seriously a horrible facilitator.
U know what? he actually give me a C. no, I dun mind getting a C if U have vaild reasons to tell me that yes, I deserve a C. and plss? this is no. I give more attention to him compare to my inital facilitator!
[alright, I promise to treat my initial faci. better.] I contributed in every single thing, except for worksheet. but I contributed in class discussion. I asked qns during ppt, I ans to his qns.
AND PLS. this is the worse part.
"Hi Sheau Jun, you seem very tired as I observed you "resting" during the break. I hope you can recharge yourself before class so that you can come to class energised and ready to leap into action."HELLO?! did he just mentioned that it's
BREAK?! HE DID RIGHT! even Sec Sch students are given a choice to rest or to makan during recess right? and what else. we had finished out ppt. then what? look at one another ah? cannot sleep? like for 5mins? I woke up once he walked pass me. and this is the shitty comment he gave me. hah. stop being sarcastic, it disgust me. U think I got nothing better to do, never sleep at night ah. try the life I am in, tell me U aint tired about it.
I DARE U. tell me I didnt concentrate during ppt? and the qns asked are what? U dare to say the qns I ask is irrelevant?
DO U DARE TO?"You were also consistently on MSN much to my disappointment. I sincerely hope you can stay focus in class.presented case study."oh well,
I disappoint U? no, U disappoint me, freak. CONSISTENTLY?! where I only reply a few words and my friends complain about my slow reply? tell me that's CONSISTENTLY? I believe U know how to use wikipedia, faci.
U SINCERELY HOPE I STAY FOCUS? I SINCERELY HOPE U GRADE PEOPLE PROPERLY, AND WATCH WHAT U SAY. and
THANKS for say I presented case study, bcos I m sure I presented it well and ans to all ur dumbass qns. and this is how short the comment U gave me, this short.
can I conclude that it's bcos I sleep during BREAK and CONSISTENTLY msn, U gave me a C? pls check out my grades for other problems. I cant be having problems with U only.
AND STOP PEEPING INTO MY SCREEN, dun U know? it's PRIVACY. I thought U know about it? bcos I learnt it during my Communcation module. and U are a Communication faci.
U DISAPPOINT ME SO MUCH. SO SO MUCH.MS VICKY WONG! where are U!dun leave us with him, we are allllllllll dying by his horrible faci, terrible teaching, incorrgible grading! :(
10:06:00 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
It's another Sunday. I've realised I've abandon my blog for more than a week, and I wonder why time flies, so quickly. hols ended, another school day, another day of training. no hols, yet many things to be done.
I had a great time catching up with Litong aand Yuan last Sat. was home after training and had a nap. was late, cos aI have to prepare and stuffs. well, woke up late too. was dropping dead. RPCanoe moved over to Macritche on that Sat too. we gotta train there to prepare and get ourselves ready for the upcoming race, which is Pol-ite. it's a big event for us, and we will never give up till the end of the race. :) have confidence in everyone who got it, yeah.
yesterday's training was like.. fine. the water condition was calm but.. more power is needed to overcome it. that's why we are all dropping dead. had lunch with Kel and Litong at Bishan's ThaiExpress. everything was ambrosia! :D
I didnt know food there can be sooooOooOOo nice. except for that strange taste coconut soup. U KNOW I NEVER LIKE COCONUT. awwww. but the rest of the food was fine. home, and slept. there goes another day.
oh ya, I was saying that Litong, Yuan and I went out together, yeah. haha. we went town, and shopped, till we dropped. we had a great time together! and we know we will. :)
I wonder when will be the next time we hand out together like this, having so much fun, bullying Litong. HAHA! =x Litong was pretty gorgeous that day. she's finally not wearing tee and shorts, well, back to herself finally, I can say. after joining canoe, she has becoming so lazy to make up, to make herself pretty anymore! and look, she can be pretty. :)
thanks to Yuan and Litong, I finally have time for Starbucks, my all-time fav. I miss it sooooo much. I was so so so so so x 9876543234578 busy till I can hardly sit at Starbucks, have a drink, read or draw, to enjoy everything. sigh.
anyway, have to thanks Litong for this shot. haha. she was so random la!
to tell U the truth, I really miss those times when I walk all the way to Hollandv, to sit down at Starbucks to spend my day. no one else but myself, music to myself, draw to myself. which I can never have it now.
it was late. we left Starbucks and walked to over to dunno where to have some fun together! PHOTOGRAPH! heh. we know we need it. here's one of my fav. and more to come.
I wonder when we gotta have time like this again. I wonder when can I have enough sleep. I wonder when can I hang out with some other friends like Kexian etc. I wonder when can I enjoy my life with no more emo shit. alright, more to say..
school's getting bored. except when it comes to Cognitive or Communication. I didnt do well for my Sci UT, again. if only they can bomb me more Chem than Phy. shit it.
Sun is always a day to laze around. hah. a day to rest is needed, becos I dun want another high fever to struck me.
I've came across very meaningful songs, and I would like to share. :)
I did a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you, But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go, You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasted away
'Cause today, you walked out of my life'
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever, These scars will stay forever
And these words have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
'Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life. what's more to say? alright, another song. how about something sweeeeet? :)
1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you;
I love bein' around you.
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you)
I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-
(I love you)
I love you.
Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,
Best I that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you)
I love you.
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.no one to blame.
5:34:00 PM
