alright, I'm pretty lazy to update my blog nowadays. U know, when U got so crazy, taking pictures anywhere, everyday, everywhere, so many things to do, U wont want to care so much about ur blog. [alright, one word, L A Z Y. hee.]
yeah, photography is part of life, and definitely, m e m o r i e s. :)
well, the motive of having this picture up at this hour becos I just uploaded some and edited some. just wanna say that..
YES, I LOVE THEM(: Litong,Kexian,Xiaojun,Yuanyuan.
I've got sooooooooooooooooo much to say. sigh. soooooooooooooo many thoughts. also, missing Sec Sch life already. when I stepped into Swiss today, it's different. the feeling is diff., it seems a little empty. a few of teachers who used to teach me left. but still managed to catch up with a few teachers and ex classmates. oh well.. U know.. I miss Chinese, I miss English, I miss Chemistry, I miss Physics, I miss Math, I miss Design & Technology, I miss Principle of Accounts, I miss Social Studies, I miss Geography. I miss.. alright, I miss school days. :((((((((
PEOPLE! give me some time pls. dun get bored by my blog. haha. I will update MANY MANY MANY pictures sooooooon, like real soon? hahaha. many things to do ahhhh. :(
hey ho! my closest stranger, I do miss you.
2:53:00 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
okay, I'm about to sleep but Christina happened to chat with me online. so ya. chat a while then..
I've got work coming up soon. Tues physical training is cancelled, thought I can hang out with a few of my bitches to steamboat, but no more. cos work coming up.. and so, no more resting also. haha. but luckily I managed to sleep a little while more everyday.
training was boring without coach and all other familiar faces. it just seemed weird and empty. but U know when they're back, training will be super tough. haha. sometimes, I rather it be tough, I dunno why. direction is still a problem of mine. why do T boats not have a rudder?! grrrr. but did I mention that after so many months on T boat, U will feel great, and I mean GREAT on K boat. like.. "vooom~" hahaha. the wind, the water, the sun. :) oh ya. I have yet to thanks Dom as my K2 partner. weird huh. female + male. haha. but it was a great experience with him.
anyway, I was random. I was browsing through my blog and I saw that Zeng Pei Ci's video again. I miss her singing. I didnt watch Chao Ji Xin Guao Da Dao today. boring la. lol. so I went on searching some other Pei Ci's videos. I seems to be like.. dun mind re-watching those I've watched. haha. anyway, I found a new video.
she's super cute! haha. and funny! esp when she said,"wo shui ran kan qi lai sha sha de.." like.. grr. a singer leh! dun so blur leh. hahahaha.
and oh well, I found a few good local bands. wooo~ loves. :D
I asked to end, but U asked to reconsider. so yup, decided to. at least, I feel that U r more understanding now. but something seem to be missing, I dunno what. U asked me if it is jaded, I said it is just in general. U said U are, cos it's one sided, but U aint going to give up. I dunno it's becos of ur determination, or bcos it's true. dun leave me hanging. cos I'm falling.. anyway, take care of urself.
2:25:00 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
maybe we have different thoughts about it. but I dun blame U, and in fact I blame myself. it is becos of me, my past experience that make me feel no confident in it. I dunno whether to trust ur words not. it seems real, and maybe not. it is just a week back, where we met.
together, then develop or develop then together is still a question mark.
yes, U and ur promises. ur words, ur assurace. again and again.[that includes ur 98%] and it makes me feel like I'm wasting ur time. if so, then go ahead. I want U to move on instead. U ask me unpredictable questions, and true fact is, it's really unpredicatable. I cant predict our future.
I enjoy being alone, I enjoy being in a pair. but still, do U get me? do U understand what I wanna convey? if it's too difficult, move on..
Sentosa today, hip hip hooray! and..HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEOYUAN YUAN!!!!
2:09:00 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
there're many reasons why my blog is still so dead.. yes, hols is here but hols = more work to do. it's unfortuante for me to sprain myankle and I'm home like.. 2 days after that day I'm back from camp? I need some time to shop man! I need some time to hang out with my classmates. oh well, stating the fact, I seems to be missing my classmates already.
sad to say, I've got work coming up. editing is never an end. it just keep flowing! and next, there will be more photoshoot and of cos, promoting. I hope the site will launch soon. and everything will turn out smoothly.
did I mention anything about SHL camp? okay, it was average. not as fun, but can feel that there's effort in it. yes, I got into the Cat group. it's kinda boring at 1st, like everyone was quite quiet, esp me. BECAUSE I AM SLEEPY! haha. I stone many a time, like.. wishing I'm in other groups. oh well, but our performance was kinda good. haha. so it was still fine. I managed to get to know some people here and there. that is very very good! haha. thanks to Kexian la. cos like intro intro then all get to know one another lor. people like.. JS, Weixiang, Dedy etc. haha. we like chatted till we fall asleep. yes la, stupid Dedy was playing with my hair, then Weixiang, Dedy and Kexian was all singing in the middle of the night! JS and I almost kill ourselves for that. U wont believe how horrible it is until U hear it urself. luckily I was super beat out, I fell asleep without me noticing. haha.
basically, I didnt went for any trainings on Sat and Sun. cos of my pathetic leg. I finally see my leg back to normal again! yipeeeeeeeee. thanks for everyone's concern! haha.
anyway, I happened to watch Chao Ji Xin Guang Da Dao just now. argh, my fav. contestant got out! like.. luckily I watched huh? haha. but she was really cute when she dance. oh no, should say when she tried so hard to dance and sing. sigh~
here U go. U guys ought to watch this man! and no doubt, she's good, real good.
yes la, and did I 4get to mention reasons why my blog is so dead? COS I HAVE YET TO UPLOAD PIC FROM MY CAM TO COMP! hahaha. and bcos I was busy and sleepy la. that's why. sorry people! and I will upload real real soon. sorry YUANYUAN! hahaha. she's like asking.. grrr.
sometimes I dun understand, why do I still listen to ur songs, ur singing? but no doubt, it's kinda nice. haha. I pretty much love it. and at times, I wonder if we're still friends..
hello! alright. random.
2:30:00 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2008
I am still thinking, if I should or not go training 2moro. simply bcos..
yes, I'm in this stage now. I have old injury on my left feet, now the right one, which I dun even know how I got this injury. I felt the pain one morning and it started swelling. sad ah sad ah.
I tolerate for a few days and then managed to see a sinseh with dad. can I just say.. it's painful and hinderance! anyway, I've come into conclusion that I wont be going training 2moro.. because
I have yet to recover
I dun wanna worsen it
I cant even contact water
I cant walk too much
so yes, I wont be going. sad la. actually decided to go, pack everything but, ya. some actually enlighten me. I blame myself man. and since the sinseh said that my bandage can only be taken off after 2 days, I shall take it off later of the night and go training on Sun! hehehe.
many things to update..
last day of school
hang out with friends
fever, cough, flu
trainings
SHL camp
and so on..
3:07:00 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2008
it's the last week of the term! I've got so many to update leh! really. but really got no time to. sad ah sad ah! but I'm gonna show U guys a few of my facilitators. okay, I do adore some, and I detest some, to a certain extend.
Angela Koh. This is my initial Enterprise faci. actually! but someone else take over her for the 1st few lessons. she probably took us for about 4 weeks? and she couldnt take it. she said "our class is slow. our skills are not up to standard. we are so much lousier then other classes she took." how hurting la! We got quite sick of her actually. cos we put in so much effort but always get discouraging comments for her. not to the extend of hating, just sad about how she thinks of us! oh yeah, angry cos there was once, she thought I'm chatting on MSN just bcos my MSN window is open on my desktop. super angry! "Xiaojun, dun use MSN ans start doing ur work." yes la, I attitude back. hahahah. I mean, no need give face ah. accuse me some more la! grrrr. and then we changed another faci. again bcos she cant stand the stress. so now it's another freako. it was now to the extend to HATE. really. Jovin Hurry.
Anny Roezza Aziz.
My Cultural faci. she's nice la. but our 1st impression of her wasnt so good. she prompt too much. we felt very stress in her class. like.. she could ask all the qns she could in the world and dun care whether U ans it or not. some very ridiculous ones,"why do U put this pic in ur slides? why do U arrange ur slides this way?" like.. put pic only leh! lol. but slowly, we realised she's actually nice. yes, her questions are challenging but she's a very fun loving person. she will joke and like.. really make Cultural a better lesson to be in. and this is the only module that I've got a few Bs then As straight. and I got my ONLY B for UT for this module as well. lolol. like SAD AH! seeing other doing so well. Cultural is love la! so as the faci. I'm gonna miss her, for sure. and 2moro! is her last lesson with us. sigh~
Chevy Kok.
Science! what else more can I say. With passion in Science, and this smile on his face, the more I fall in love with Science! okay, I like the way he teach throughout la. but dun see he always joke joke smile smile, he very cheeky one leh! smile smile, then give U 'C'. haha. I was really happy when he gave my very 1st 'A' that time. like.. "WA! finally!" lol. he's nice la. though Science lesson is always the least people in class. and people complained like.. qns are difficult. he never give up on us. he always has a very positive attitude. always have faith in us. love qns from us, and always give us very detailed explainations. he's kinda genius la! like U know.. Science professional. lol. it always make my day better in his lesson. he always give us little encouragement like chocolates, pockey, certificate for best blah blah blah. haha. like cute la. missed those days like when teachers give us little gifts and we got overjoyed. sigh~ I'M SO GONNA MISS CHEVY! really!
"Xiaojun, thank you for all the effort put into this module. From observations made through the semester, I see growth in your learning patterns. As the weeks progressed, you grew more confident and started to flourish when it came to reasoning and explaning concepts. I would say that it was a really good semester for you. You've maintained a 'never-say-die' attitude to the challenges faced. This attitude was evident today. Initially, you started out confused and distracted from the problem, however, as we progressed in learning, somehow you managed to catch what was going on and even took time to give a separate presentation on top of the team presentation. Moving forward, I hope that you will carry this initiative and passion into the next semester. All the best and it's been a pleasure having you in this class."
really, see, I mean I'm really gonna miss him.
Sim Kim Sia.
had his lesson today. haha. I admit that I used to dislike him. cos he super "anyhow" kind. he will can say something like,"oh~ U ans my qns I give U an A!" where got such thing one! and it kills me more, cos I dislike Math AND Computing! I mean.. ya, he knows I dislike it anyway. lol. but after a few more lesson, I see that he never give up on those slower students like ME! haha. esp when it comes to programming, wa! I wanna faint can! stop saying I'm good in IT just bcos I edited the blogskin, I had a Friendster bg and my pictures all over. hahha. I'm really really dummy for IT! hahha. so often, I asked my friends for help. and faci., is an understanding person! we had fun with him 2day. lol. we took pictures and like.. chatted with him casually. he's really the most casual faci. I had for this semester. U will feel very relaxing in his class, cos he never expect some idiculus stuffs. like maybe, 4 slides? just explain the programme! haha. then 3pm start PPT, breakouts on time. I mean, really nice la. so sometimes when people took him for granted, it was really sad. cos I can see the anger on his face. like,"up 2 U guys la. if U guys wanan leave like this." okay, I'm not one of those ah! lol.
Evelyn Kow.
she's my Cognitive faci. oh well, every1 knows she's the richest person in the world with a shoulder LV handbag, and ther other shoulder with Coach handbag. wearing Crocs around. lol. she's funny also. yes, she's strict in a way, it's very hard to get an 'A' from her. but she's very true of herself, she even like.. showing us MSN's emoticons? lol. her jokes are never cold. lol. there was 2 weeks, she's absent and we got relief faci. the whole class was really down! lol. she's nice enough to send us mails and ask us not to be monkey around. LOL. MOTHER LA MOTHER! lol.I do find her irritating initially. lol. she's lou sou also! dun see her smile like shy shy. lol. she's very close with the class la. we always joke with her, and get scoldings from her. like.. when she wants U to upload PPT on 230pm, means she really wants it! if not she will get real pissed and agitated. and I can tell U that's very scary! lol.
it's sad la, why we have to seperate. come to think of it, RP is big enough, U can hardly see those faci. who taught U around in the campus. I mean, sometimes U would love to bump into them and have a little chat, I mean why not? sigh. why do we have to seperate?
anyway, I'm gonna upload all those pictures taken in class soon. yoohooo~ National Day coming soon!
yes, I'm in this stage now. I have old injury on my left feet, now the right one, which I dun even know how I got this injury. I felt the pain one morning and it started swelling. sad ah sad ah.
