hey ho! haha. fine. had been rather lllllllllllllllooooooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggg since I last updated. but I've got so much to say, people!
trainings had been cancelled due to upcoming competition for seniors. so I was like.. feeling rather weird? cos this is the 1st time that I'll be able to sleep till 2 plus in the noon on a Sat. haha. it was a good sleep actually. cos haven been resting well. but well, I'm so gonna miss LSR, I'm so gonna miss paddling. I'm so gonna miss the feel of the wind while U paddle hard. oh well well..
so I woke up, with a mission. is to meet Litong and we.. haha. ya, to make something for someone. we were like laughing since the moment we met each other. HAHA. she and her face. hahahahaha. alright. it was fun hanging around aimlessly. hardly feel so free since the hols ended that day. test, PPT, horrible team mates etc.. is killing me!
anyway, I got my O level cert. that day. I went back to Swiss. yes, I miss Swiss, and I miss Swiss Winds, for sure. I miss holding on my trombone, I miss the pride, I miss the music from the band, I miss when Mrchew lectured us for not playing well, I miss the sash, I miss the respect, I miss parade, I miss drill, I miss all the teachers in charge, I miss the office and the list continue.. I wanted to look for Msma, but she wasnt around. so ya. AND YES, sometimes I wonder, why Msseah leave Swiss? so whenever I passby Swiss, I can only look for Msma, but not BOTH of them. sigh. so sad ah! definitely, I miss those times when both of them lectured the Majors. "as a Band Major, U supposed to.." blah blah blah. sometimes, I do miss the stress. haha. like damn madness. but ya. it's the process, U see.
I will update more soon, cos I'm feeling pretty lazy now. gotta work 2moro! photographer, is life. just wait and see. ;) I believe that it's gonna be fun.
ahhh! here's a song for U guys, I love it!
Elva is finally back on track now. I feel like buying her album after watching this mv one day at home. super gorgeous la! and her beautiful vocal, wonderful song. ahhhhhh. love it. try this. U wont regret.
just to let U know.. at 1st, I thought U're nice. to me, U're so sweet. U're so sincere. every words U said, it's bcos U wanted me to be well and good. U seemed to protect me from getting hurt from anyone, anything. I thought things could be fine. I thought we can go far. I thought this can last. things started changing. everything stopped, and I know it's the end. U got the one U loved now, and yes, I was sad, I used to be. the hurt U gave, it's so much. but now, no more, not anymore. U're just a stranger to be. that come into my life, to make me stronger. I hate to see U around, I prefer U leaving me here alone. cos I'm better off without U. I dun understand how U do it, I dun understand how can U love some1 else so easily. everything that used to be beautiful, is now fading away. I'm glad, U aint mine. cos I know, U shouldnt be mine. even if U are, we wont last. U're way too far from me. U aint what I think. U aint perfect to me anymore. in fact, I am disgusted by everything. yes, I'm starting to loathe U, but I tell myself not to. I aint so narrow minded. maybe U want ur life to be like this. go on, go on and hurt more girls. go on to be a heartbreaker, U're best at that. I'm better off, without U.
