wei wei wei! super lethargic ah! super super super super. lol. but, it's not the end yet. okay, whine, grumble, complain! go go ahead, about me not updating my blog! hahaha.
Time Trial! Saturday.. it was a very good experience at Macritchie but I know I gotta work so much more for canoe. 2km paddling, my timing was terrible. :( Optional Training! Sunday.. 10km of paddling. and I love it. it was tiring, no doubt. it was like.. killing? but we all finished it! it's not about speed, it's about Endurance. ur strength, MIND & PHYSICAL! all the way! Strength Test! Monday.. from school to Marselling Stadium, 2.4km run, then from Stadium to School + gym + pull ups. Physical Training! Tuesday..TODAY LA! 5km run + gym + 40 pull ups with 80 push ups + abs exercise.
BOO! and here I am, just finished my RJ. I AM SLEEPY! I mean like.. really? haha. and water training 2moro! I have got more things coming up. MORE PHOTOSHOOT! training, sch and stuffs. come hols come pls! grrrrr. 3 test in a week is madness la. 3 days of training is madness la! haha.
okay! more things shall be up. I've got many pics to post about. lalalalala. rest well people! :D
11:08:00 PM
Monday, July 28, 2008
3:20:00 AM
Monday, July 21, 2008
it was a hectic week for me. no trainings, but work, school, this and that. oh well. I need sleep LEH. haha. c'mon read on and I'll share some good stuffs with U!
okay, start with this. Nat got a new hair cut! and I was laughing out loud when I stepped into the class. she is.. hahaha. look like some cute little girl la. super not her and she was like sad about it too! okay, I apologise for laughing but.. HAHAHAHAHA. opps, I didnt realised Litong got cut off. haha. everyone was surpised that I wasnt wear sports attire, on days that I usually will. well, cos of NCC[National Canoe Championship], ah! not National Cadet Corps ah! haha.
I went for both days, Sat and Sun. waking up around 6 plus and go all the way to Macritchie, and yes, I was asleep through my journey. grr. Saturday was fine. there were more juniors around then, compared to Sun. It was quite quiet and according to Hanting, it wasnt like this for last few years. so sad ah! less cheers and stuffs man. so it's like.. every race started very suddenly kind.
I am, I am, so proud of all my seniors, really. the determination that they have in them. aww~ touched. this is K4!consist of Sihong, Joanne, Beverly and Fishy. they did real well. they got into finals, U know! I was like.. super glad and was cheering for them.
this is K2!
with Choun Ming and Darryl. look at Choun Ming's face! haha. super irritating look leh! and Darryl's hair. they were calling him ba hu [Pork Floss]. lol. I thought for a min, and DANG! it's bcos of his hair! lolol.
and they are..
the girl captains! haha. I dunno who shot this pic, oh, Candy? lol. how nice! they are encouraging the contestants! hehehe. now U know RP canoeist are full of nice people. lol.
and in case U didnt know..
this is a C boat! cool not? and only guys can paddle in C boat, which I dun even know the reason why. I was shocked to see this boat at 1st. like.. isnt canoeing like.. using paddle with 2 sides rather than one? lol. this boat needs a lot of balancing, really. but still, proud of Yudi la. he only practice for a few months okay! and of cos, not 4getting Melvin. yes yes, the bballer in Swiss few years back. lol.
this is Men K4!
with Women K4, there will definitely be Men K4! consist of Hairul, Bob, Yong Ann and Hanting. they were great too! I mean, isnt it like duh?! lol.
was busy moving boats around and helping the seniors so that they can give in their best shot. then, Litong and I realised that we were moving Nelo here and there!
this is Lavender Ong! I think she's real damn good man. really! Litong and I was like, "WOW!" when we saw her getting in first 3 positions again and again. her aggresiveness, her determination. haiya, U will know what I mean if U see her race. haha. it's real cool. REALLY LA!
then we randomly have a pic with Sihong! oh no, should be WEI hong. lolol. they will know what I mean. she's so cute huh! in this pic only! she is also very irritating, as U can see. lol. I know she wont be angry. :D anyway, that GREEN MONSTER over there is Candy. she got a nice hair cut, but a shocking green. lol. super RP luh. lol.
we then went back to LSR to place our boats in place again. ah ha! so we have some team pic.
this must be it! but not all juniors were there. sad ah! but nice pic taken, with lovely seniors. ;)
the edited version by me, and already my desktop wallpaper. hahahahahaha. "XIAOJUN! that's super instant!" exclaimed Litong. lol.
they are the one..
the ladies and gentlemen. ;)
we then slowly walked to the coffee shop nearby to have our dinner. with Kel and Tong. didnt wait for seniors cos we dun wanna go home any later. wa, I AM REAL BEAT OUT BY THEN LEH.all burnt! haha. proven leh.
and we started doing.. this! cos we realised our face were all in pain when doing this! super painful la.
and they suggested taking a pic of our color contrast. hahahaha.
and some random shots! my flash scare Kel off! hahaa. she thought was some lightening or whatsoever. she was like.. RUNNING AWAY! hahaha. then Litong and I were behind laughing out loud. hahaha. U can actually spot Kel at the 2nd pic, with Litong's back. see her? hahaha. she's super retarded.
basically, was busy spending my day at Macritchie during weekends. but well, I received Sharon's msg on Sat, asking me over to her house for BBQ. it was sudden, but well, actually not, cos her birthday is coming! so she was holding a small party at Teban Garden which is her house area la. super deserted! really. I was like.. looking around when alighted. lol.
but 1stly, I wanan thank Sharon for inviting me over. it was a fun night catching up with my bitches. haha. though I was drained, I still managed to get high for a moment. oh well, cos I went totally flat after that anyway. lol.
Sharon!and her lovely bf. ;)
and it was amazing how we get to know each other. 1st, I know Sharon cos we were classmates during primary school days. we were like.. closest friends ever. we talked on phone, we exchange gifts etc etc. childhood times la! and she always tell others,"everytime I talk to Xiaojun on phone, I feel like shitting!" haha. which I dunno the reason why too! =\
then, Sharon and I got split cos of she being the cleverer one, get into a better class, and got to know Bernice, and they were close. Sharon and I hardly contact then, and aint so close.
then, Bernice got into Dunearn Sec, while Sharon and I got into Swiss Cottage Sec. different schools but near. they are really close, always meet up with one another. while I always do my own stuffs. and Sharon gotta know Regina, who was in the same class. and Regina was in band, same as me. so we know one another too.
the very last THEN, Sharon intro Regina to Bernice. so now, WE ALL KNOW ONE ANOTHER. haha. cool not!okay la. the story is way too long huh. lol. but it's fact. loved! ;)
individuals! haha. well, really miss them at times huh! like Sec Sch life just gone like that. then we all went to diff. schools. Ron and Ber got into NP, Reg got into SAJC while I got into RP. and we are all leading diff. lifestyle. but well, we do catch up with one another at times. and soon, I'm gonan meet Jas and Shir up! heeeeeeeeeee.
but anyway! Ber and Reg are scared of cats! hahahaha.
and this cat, was kinda scary, really. it bites, it dun go away no matter what we do! so Reg and Ber were..
climbing here and there! hahahahaha. so Ron and me were like just laughing out loud. hahaha.
and some stupid shots la!
they were touching my arms, observing me. "wa Xiaojun got so tanned! wa, muscular leh! wa wa wa! why U go join canoe! wa." hahaha. super funny. they gave me questions that I cant ans. and Reg, was from Touch Rugby! hahaha. but she exclaimed that she's not so muscualr cos she's a slacker. lol
and this! wasnt my hair!
it's Reg's! hahaha. damn irritating la! "nono. XJ cant have long hair!" was their reactions after this pic was taken! ah faint. lol.
okay, much more to go, but I'm super beat out. anyway, no problem! to all seniors. that includes Lala and Adeline who come here personally to tag. oh how nice. ;) and I mean it, U guys were great.
oh b4 I 4get, somebody said,"next time help leh!" and we got so pissed. look who's talking?!
also, for those who always follow what people do, can U dun dun dun do so? and stop everything right now? faint. damn sick leh. what for copy? why cant be urself? enough of nonsense alright!
way to go, people!
1:49:00 AM
Friday, July 18, 2008
ya, it's my fault. I'm such a problematic child. I'm such a burden to the family. I'm unreasonable. yes, everything, my fault.
12:57:00 AM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, W.KEXIAN! I was actually kinda tired. I am always la. esp when work and stuffs, that makes me so so so busy. I have to sacrifice my sleep. :(
I wanted to update my entry 2day! but again, I'm dead beat. but I'm glad, I went for self training just now when I'm back home. running, etc etc.
but anyway, the purpose of this entry is to wish Kexian a very happy birthday. yes, I know she is so damn happy. actuallly, she is quite people orientated leh! so cool huh. with so many peopel celebrating for her. hope she likes the gift that Litong and I got for her. we cracked our brain for that man! haha. well, Kexian knows the best, we love her the most. ;)
okay, I guess I have to sleep soon. I will update more real soon. photography session was good last Sun. Kexian was beautiful. and everything turned out to be fine. thanks crew, models and of cos, bosses! haha. Ginger knows I appreciate her the most yeah. lol. yes, job has never been easy for me. there's a level of stress actually. but I'll try my best and not disappoint U guys yup. thanks for the trust. heh.
sorry, cant upload photoshoot pic yet. pls wait, for the best to come! loves~ :D
12:12:00 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
hey ho! haha. fine. had been rather lllllllllllllllooooooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggg since I last updated. but I've got so much to say, people!
trainings had been cancelled due to upcoming competition for seniors. so I was like.. feeling rather weird? cos this is the 1st time that I'll be able to sleep till 2 plus in the noon on a Sat. haha. it was a good sleep actually. cos haven been resting well. but well, I'm so gonna miss LSR, I'm so gonna miss paddling. I'm so gonna miss the feel of the wind while U paddle hard. oh well well..
so I woke up, with a mission. is to meet Litong and we.. haha. ya, to make something for someone. we were like laughing since the moment we met each other. HAHA. she and her face. hahahahaha. alright. it was fun hanging around aimlessly. hardly feel so free since the hols ended that day. test, PPT, horrible team mates etc.. is killing me!
anyway, I got my O level cert. that day. I went back to Swiss. yes, I miss Swiss, and I miss Swiss Winds, for sure. I miss holding on my trombone, I miss the pride, I miss the music from the band, I miss when Mrchew lectured us for not playing well, I miss the sash, I miss the respect, I miss parade, I miss drill, I miss all the teachers in charge, I miss the office and the list continue.. I wanted to look for Msma, but she wasnt around. so ya. AND YES, sometimes I wonder, why Msseah leave Swiss? so whenever I passby Swiss, I can only look for Msma, but not BOTH of them. sigh. so sad ah! definitely, I miss those times when both of them lectured the Majors. "as a Band Major, U supposed to.." blah blah blah. sometimes, I do miss the stress. haha. like damn madness. but ya. it's the process, U see.
I will update more soon, cos I'm feeling pretty lazy now. gotta work 2moro! photographer, is life. just wait and see. ;) I believe that it's gonna be fun.
ahhh! here's a song for U guys, I love it!
Elva is finally back on track now. I feel like buying her album after watching this mv one day at home. super gorgeous la! and her beautiful vocal, wonderful song. ahhhhhh. love it. try this. U wont regret.
just to let U know.. at 1st, I thought U're nice. to me, U're so sweet. U're so sincere. every words U said, it's bcos U wanted me to be well and good. U seemed to protect me from getting hurt from anyone, anything. I thought things could be fine. I thought we can go far. I thought this can last. things started changing. everything stopped, and I know it's the end. U got the one U loved now, and yes, I was sad, I used to be. the hurt U gave, it's so much. but now, no more, not anymore. U're just a stranger to be. that come into my life, to make me stronger. I hate to see U around, I prefer U leaving me here alone. cos I'm better off without U. I dun understand how U do it, I dun understand how can U love some1 else so easily. everything that used to be beautiful, is now fading away. I'm glad, U aint mine. cos I know, U shouldnt be mine. even if U are, we wont last. U're way too far from me. U aint what I think. U aint perfect to me anymore. in fact, I am disgusted by everything. yes, I'm starting to loathe U, but I tell myself not to. I aint so narrow minded. maybe U want ur life to be like this. go on, go on and hurt more girls. go on to be a heartbreaker, U're best at that. I'm better off, without U.
1:25:00 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008
THIS IS UNFAIR! GRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!
"Xiaojun, you did very well in Meeting 1. I saw that you were key in initiating an active discussion for the FMT. However, in Meeting 2, there was very little quality discussion from you. I believe that your performance from Meeting 2 could be a lot better than what was mustered today. The lack of progress in Meeting 2 also shows in the readiness for presentation in Meeting 3. From your RJ, you identified patience as key to good learning. That’s very true especially when you are working in a team, when different team members share different values and expectations toward the day’s learning. Have to patience to listen to others, but at the same time, be firm in driving the team to stay on track to the day’s objectives."
Daily Grade: C
and for ur info., I did the PPT and contribute more than usual. and this is what I got. my 1st C in Science. what the?! yes, and gonna be the last. shit it la. I'm so pissed! so cant help but update blog NOW! shit it.
9:49:00 AM
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
just to let you know, you aint the best for me.
I will update more soon, peeps. training 2moro! c'mon, paddle hard! :)
11:40:00 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
thanks to everyone, but still, I cant help but being down. I'm trying hard to. "not worth it, XJ!" "dun be so sad! c'mon!" "let's let it go together! and be happy." I know I know.. but, I need some time for things to fade. I want to be free and easy too. I feel sadder as day passes. it's just so.. sudden. and I feel so cheated, cos we never say goodbye. but maybe, maybe..
went Haji Lane with Litong on Mon. cos I need to get my bagpack. ah! the one I used to use is.. BROKEN! how pathetic ah! it happened last Sat when I'm on my way to training. so sad ah! so I gotta like spend my allowance buying this and that again. my running shoes, my tights, more tank tops, more shorts. wooooo. and and and, my water bottle! grrr.
I'm so gonna run, with all my might. I'm so gonna go on, just keep continuing, for life..
here come some pics of us. oh well, Haji Lane was quiet on Mon, maybe bcos it's Mon, many shops were close. Litong then got a bad impression of Haji Lane. "so not happening ah!" hahaha. but it's really nice la, trust me. it's quite quiet, except for those who were there for sheesha. aww. I dun like it. =\
I kind of like this pic! haha. I aint being notorious kid here alright. lol. XJ,"HEY! I think I saw some1 having a shower!" LT *ignored. HAHAHA.
self pic! random ah random! lol. just realised that the backgound is beautiful, arts, so ya.
hide and seek! U and me. =))
okay la. credits to Kwok Litong la. lol. without her, I wont have pic of myself. hmm.
and lastly,
I'm back to being EMOtional. haha. cos well well, I just cant smile beautifully, proven eh. and Litong cant be feeling EMOtional beautifully, and it's also proven. LOL.
enjoy people! I'm having UT 2moro, so I'm gotta have an early sleep.
I'm meeting Kexian and Litong to Haji Lane 2moro! more pic will be up then. will blog asap. argh, too lazy, too busy. too sleepy, and so, blog is gonna be so dead. ROAR.
with Women K4, there will definitely be Men K4! consist of Hairul, Bob, Yong Ann and Hanting. they were great too! I mean, isnt it like duh?! lol.
then we randomly have a pic with
this must be it! but not all juniors were there. sad ah! but nice pic taken, with lovely seniors. ;)
the edited version by me, and already my desktop wallpaper. hahahahahaha. "XIAOJUN! that's super instant!" exclaimed Litong. lol.
the ladies and gentlemen. ;)
all burnt! haha. proven leh.
this! cos we realised our face were all in pain when doing this! super painful la.
and they suggested taking a pic of our color contrast. hahahaha.
my flash scare Kel off! hahaa. she thought was some lightening or whatsoever. she was like.. RUNNING AWAY! hahaha. then Litong and I were behind laughing out loud. hahaha. U can actually spot Kel at the 2nd pic, with Litong's back. see her? hahaha. she's super retarded.
okay la. the story is way too long huh. lol. but it's fact. loved! ;)
individuals! haha. well, really miss them at times huh! like Sec Sch life just gone like that. then we all went to diff. schools. Ron and Ber got into NP, Reg got into SAJC while I got into RP. and we are all leading diff. lifestyle. but well, we do catch up with one another at times. and soon, 
climbing here and there! hahahahaha. so Ron and me were like just laughing out loud. hahaha.
they were touching my arms, observing me. "wa Xiaojun got so tanned! wa, muscular leh! wa wa wa! why U go join canoe! wa." hahaha. super funny. they gave me questions that I cant ans. and Reg, was from Touch Rugby! hahaha. but she exclaimed that she's not so muscualr cos she's a slacker. lol
it's Reg's! hahaha. damn irritating la! "nono. XJ cant have long hair!" was their reactions after this pic was taken! ah faint. lol.
I kind of like this pic! haha. I aint being notorious kid here alright. lol.
okay la. credits to Kwok Litong la. lol. without her, I wont have pic of myself. hmm.
I'm back to being EMOtional. haha. cos well well, I just cant smile beautifully, proven eh. and Litong cant be feeling EMOtional beautifully, and it's also proven. LOL.