Saturday, May 03, 2008
when you know, there's nothing you can do to change the fact, you ought to just smile and walk away. cos life always tend to have more DOWNS than UPS. I've got sooooo much to say today.
I wanna ROAR,
really. sigh.
1stly, I wasnt really whatever U guys said, EMOtional? I dunno la. okay, I know my sadness is always shown on face. but sorry, people.
I was yes, of cos pissed by everything. I thought my team will be fine with familiar faces. but things turned out to be vice versa. I was more to disappointment than.. anger etc actually. and when they are all those familiar faces, and from the same clique, it's harder to resolve. sigh. I was yes, pissed cos work was being pushed to me. okay, it might be a joke, but it's not funny but stress to me when it continues. I really wondered why things turned out to be this way. I was then feeling rather down. and so Litong, Yuan, Yan, Nat etc came to like.. talked to me la.
I AM FINE LA. they thought I wanting 2 cry already. haha. even the faci felt so, why? hmm. Jon talked to me after lesson, and, I partly agreed with him. but well well, let this matter rest. sorry people. for not bringing laughter today!
oh ya, I've 4got 2 mention that my team's powerpoint got missing! cos unsave. so ya, we re-do, a horrible one. sigh. 2day just aint a day 4 me la. hmm, thanks people for ur concern.
anyway I was moved by a few friends nowadays..
Wendy? we suddenly chatted on MSN cos it's like.. we always contact each other but through MSN, Friendster or cellphone luh. weird huh? we never seems to be so close but we are kinda close. so ya. she was like.. missing me? and also read my mind all the time! haha. sweet ah! and yes, I miss her smile too. never failed to smile..
Kexian? for saying she will be there for me though we dunno each other for long. I was shocked la. but ya, thanks. and saying,"
XJ, I'm so glad to know U as a friend, really!" yesterday on MSN. haha. damn sweet, really. she's nice la. blur queen! well well, and hoping she's not sad anymore, Xian, let's forgive and forget
TOGETHER!!!! roar!!!
my dearest friend. =)
Litong? for putting her nick as,
"XJ always make me LOL, WHY!!!" hahaha. so she was saying she miss my jokes 2day and I'm part of her reason for her attending lesson! hee. cos I always joke around. well well, but not 2day? and she had been asking me why this and that. sigh. sorry, jokes on Monday ya. =) and also, always been encouraging me luh and
THANKS TO LITONG'S FACE, which never fails to make me laugh. lol.
Yuan? like very sudden huh! haha. for like.. talking to me in class when sense something wrong and understand my situation. though it wasnt really solve, but ya. let it be la. it's over! =) and I saw this in her blog, "
Xiaojun, please sleep early can. When you are tired, you wouldn't make noise and be hyper active!" haha. WHAT WHAT WHAT! am I really a joker or something? well well, Monday, Monday. =)
Weiyan? for hugging me cos thinking I need some comfort, HAHA. I'm definitely fine la!!!! I hope she is fine too. like.. I know a little here and there la. but well well, let fate decide everything ya? sad no more!
Today's Faci! cos she tapped me and somehow encouraged me. =))
Josh? for making some sense to me when I walked with him after dinner. "love your enemies, make Peace." from bible la! he's not so profound. hahaha.
Nat as well. =) cos she was like.. worrying and asked me about it. but well, I promised Jon that it must be a secret, so ya. =) nothing much la, Nat. =)
and Jon. we are talking online now. cos it's like.. I wanna solve the problem and not face this again next week. since I team up with him thrice a week. we are in the same clique as well. okay, no more problem already. he's nice enough to apologise, and yes, maybe I should apologise too,
SORRY JON! fair enough, and
we are still friends. =Detc etc. not forgetting a little encouragement here and there.
KEXIAN! DUN BE SAD ALREADY OKAY! =)OH YA! I was irritated cos of weird weird aunty again! I was in the train, asleep. then I felt some shake. it was an aunty beside me with heavy make ups, and like.. taking off her heels and dunno do what 2 her feet, yuck! she was asking me how 2 spell a few words like "appreciation" and "opportunity". super stubborn leh. asked her use "chance" she dun want. and she asked me
,"U singaporean? oh. cos U got very nice features. dun look like Singaporean. people from China have nice features like U too. elegant." I was like..
"WANNA SAY I LOOK LIKE FROM CHINA RIGHT! SAY LA!" in my heart of cos. I smiled and say thank you then quickly turned away. irritated. roar! hmm..
okay, I shall have a little happy post soon. sigh..
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