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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

THIS IS W24B's RPCanoeists!!!!!! featuring Litong, Xiaojun[which is me la!] and Natasha! RPCANOE, SAH SAH SAH! =))

SORRY, for not updating. had been real busy. though I promise to update like.. after I'm back from Malacca? which is already more than a week huh. sorry sorry!

I had a lot to say! and 2day was a real bad day for me. U wont wanna know why. sigh. I feel so damn lousy and shitty now. sorry 4 being EMOtional at that moment, I hope I dun.

anyway, I didnt wanna update any longer cos I'm gonna sleep soon. haven been sleeping well. and UT, training, lessons etc etc is making me so so packed! sigh sigh sigh.

I'll update more soon. I have sooooooooooooooooo much to say, people. really. I hope someone stop to read anyway. sigh~

you never like whatever I do, you don't understand how I feel. what I need was just a little support and encouragement, but I receive none. I am so sick of being strong, which I am not. I'm so sick of being here, where I dun belong. I just wanna find a way, to do what I like, live life to the fullest with no regrets.

i surrender, to your love; I miss you so.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:37:00 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008

I'm going Malacca, people! after much considerations. oh well, look..

Pros.-
1. shopping! so as to buy more clothings. ah, poly life U see.
2. give myself a break. PPT everyday is killing me. and some problems. ROAR.
3. so my mom will shop w/o worries cos I WILL BE HOME ALONE IN SG!
4. able to save $ cos I'm not spending Sing dollar. heh.

Cons.-
1. I cant meet up with Kexian on Monday anymore.
2. no more drinking on weekends!
3. no hangover!
4. no more long hours of sleep! no rest ahhhh.
5. lastly, I'm so gonna miss all of THEM! =(((((((((((((((((((

but well, becos of "3. so my mom will shop w/o worries cos I WILL BE HOME ALONE IN SG!" under Cons, I decided to go. okay, I was just analysing. seriously, I felt a bit sad leh! wont be able to meet friends up. ah! come, oh vacations pls come! so I can have outings with class, out with Kexian and MORE SLEEP!

will update more when I got back to Singapore. take care people! =)

`be a leader, not a follower.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

2:11:00 AM
Saturday, May 17, 2008

I PROMISE TO HAVE A LONG ENTRY..

had photo-taking session again in class, CRAZINESS is for sure.
we started with..

THE CANOEISTS IN CLASS! heh. like.. happy together, for sure! Me, Litong and Nat.
and slowly,

Yuan walked over and Nat went to continue her work. LOL. "take picture ah! take take!" was what Yuan said. lol.

"ah! we all having jackets!" Yuan was like.. suprised? lol. so I came out with an idea, is to have my hoodie on. LOL. so they were..

trying very hard to have a hoodie on too! hahaha. but Litong was so not successful. LOOK! "looks like towel over ur head, ah tong!" laughed Nat. LOL. and Yuan nodded to agree with Nat. LIKE DUH~ lol.

and the reason why we always tease Litong is bcos..

trust me, she is really irritating, proven la~ =\\
dun tell me U guys still dun trust me? nono. cos..

SHE IS REALLY IRRITATING! we laughed, we roared, we were all irritated by her!! hahaa. notice Nat was really, laughing her lungs out! lol.

but we slowly realised, we aint taking many pictures! so Yuan and I squeezed her OUT OF THE PIC! wahahaha.

well well, we're sweet, aint we? lol. she's so gonna miss her braces soon, NO MORE BRACES FOR YUAN!!
and we realised..

we were wearing the same color tee for that day! haha. twins, for a second. ya right. lol.

it's break time! Mark came over to my class, as usual cos he was so bored by his classmates.

so he came into the picture luh! nothing suprising huh. lol.
everybody, SSSQQQUUUUUEEEEZZZEEEEEEE!

haha. so happy 2gether!

all left after that to do their PPT, so Mark and I asked Wan..

since he always complain that he is being left alone whenever we take pictures. lol. so ya, he's glad we asked him along 4 a pic! haha. ah! I just realised this pic is so.. SHL! haha.

then Mark and I decided to take something random but..

ARTS is the way to go. muah haha.

it was Tues then, so having Canoe PT. everything was fine. seemed more smoothly than the previous week. we ran, we push up-ed, we pull up-ed, we hopped, we jumped, we were beat out. but as time goes by, I feel more wanting to be in this team. =)

the very next day,
SCIENCE! my team was the 1st team to present and everything was great. but slowly, we got bored by other teams..

pictures! hahaa. I hope it wasnt obvious to Chevy though. heh.

then I ignored them,

and took a few pic alone. HAHA! is my face big enough?! ROARRRRR!

and with the help of Litong,

I took a few artistic pictures! hehe. WITHOUT LITONG!!!!

and maybe she's jealous, or she's irritated, she took a pic of me with her when I was like, writing down notes?! lol. idiot! she loves me too much, U see. =DD

Litong, Weiyan, Josh, Jon and I were all in the same team for Sci, remember? we ignored the boys. hee.AND IGNORE LITONG TOO! haha. she so much wanna squeeze into the pic. LOL. GO AWAY!! lol.

but still,

some picture with the individual is needed! cos they love me. hehehe. =D

LESSON ENDED! HOORAY! Mark was here..

look, I need a few people 4 my background people. LOL.

and also, some random ones! hahaha. we are loving, no doubt. look how happy was Litong! hahaaha.

and they wanted to have big big head like ME!I was like, demostrating to them. lol. which like, I wasnt very prepared 4 the shot too! lol. but they proved me that they..

understood about head big big! lol.

okay, let's end this entry with a picture that I love!
hohoho. super artistic huh! lol. yes, it was like random but nice! wahahaha. and pls, we aint a couple! =\\\

I'm a batman for a few days! and the whole class like, disturbing me about it. what's so not nice about my jacket?! lol. I WANNA BUY WONDERWOMAN'S JACKET!!!!!!!! hehehehe.

Cognitive make up lesson 2moro! damn sick luh. therefore I will be missing my water training. =(

anyway, I find this quite true[but some parts are kind ridiculous la!] from Christina. she's like so in2 these. lol

according to my birthday + horoscope, I'm MOON IN SCORPIO

You may feel as though no one understands you. You are a fighter by nature, and are hot tempered. You stand alone in your battles. You fight with assurance and confidence in yourself. Sadly though, you often bring out in yourself, the same thing you are fighting against. You are full of energy, and express yourself rather bluntly. While you may say that you are all right with change, inside it is a different story. You are actually quite conservative, and resist change, especially if other people force it upon you. When you do change your mind on an idea, you stand fully behind it, and help implement the change. Scorpio is in reality, one of the most misunderstood of all the Signs. You are inclined to act out of irritation or anger. You like to get revenge. Observers might think that you lack a strong moral code, or that you drink too much. In reality you have strong will power and determination, but also a strong love for pleasure. You are quite familiar with the subject of pleasure. You have a strong attraction to the opposite sex, and vice versa. This will cause you great trouble throughout your lifetime (more than one marriage is a strong possibility!). The Moon in this Sign is also related to death. Your occupation is probably related to death (you may be a policeman, fireman, soldier, etc.)

something that you don't wish to know..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

2:37:00 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008

"XIAOJUN! I'm so sick of ur bruise, can U update ur blog?!" exclaimed Weiyan.
okay okay, so here I am.
I've many to say, but I'm so not in the mood to update the whole lot of things 2day..

I edited this picture above 2day. I got this idea, suddenly. so decided to try it out. not as nice as I thought la. but just a trial. I will have better editionssss, people! hehehe. well, maybe I suddenly feel that, some people make ur life almost perfect, just by being around. =) of cos, not 4getting my close friends and Sec Sch's peeps! =D learn to cherish..

"Xiao Jun, it was a great presentation from you in Meeting 3. Through the presentation delivered, you showed that you understood what you were saying and you were even able to help fellow team members address questions thrown at the team. You’ve definitely improved in your presentation skills. I noticed from Meeting 1 that you took some time before being fully engaged in team discussions. I hope to see active engagement right from the start of the day in the future. Great learning today."
I AM SO HIGH WHEN I SEE THIS! haha. my Science comment is out! well well, I know it well, I love Science, but I can never excel in Science no matter how hard I try. but I got an A 4 this! an A! =D like, finally? I'm so so contented and I think I should give myself a pat on the shoulder! hehe. "good job, XJ!" saying to myself. =X and of cos, love my team, thanks Chevy[my Sci's faci].

-TAN WEIYAN! that irritating girl. anyway, I guess it's better off this way. see, it will all get better in time. cheers! =)
-KEXIAN, KEXIAN, KEXIAN!
-Yuan is so so so irritating! haha.
-Wan becomes my SHL buddy! =D
-I got to know Fi, that long long name guy, randomly. lol.
-Mark and I aint 2gether, why am I repeating this over and over again! ROAR! lol.
-Weiting is still as annoying as before. LOL. stop ur F4 craze!
-Litong is trying so hard to be my twin. haha. that idiot.
-some people are just so irresponsible, thanks for making me pissed for that very second. I see ur true colors. ROAR!!

OKAY! enough of updates. I'm not sleeping now! cos, there's no UT 2moro. hehehe. and and and, I took a nap just now. I really 4 in2 the sleep man! like.. my mom told me she like trying to wake me up a million times? lol. I AM BEAT OUT, yes I am.

I can't conclude things so quickly. time will tell..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

11:28:00 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008

it's gonna be a short post, cos I'm not feeling well.
and I wanna sleep soon, ahh, UT 2moro. =\
okay.. this is my..

BRUISE! and it's like.. becoming darker and I wish it is only a birth mark then. it is SO painful! :( and ugly, yes, I have to mention that IT IS UGLY.

and, I wanna mention about something..

believe it or not, the picture U see above is.. 2 person, the one top is an ex Band Major and the one at the bottom is an ex Girls' Brigade President! hahaha. I just browsed through our pictures, and I simply cant believe it. LOL. but well well, it's a hidden talent eh!

okay, I'm so gonna sleep soon. I'm so not prepared 4 my Science UT 2moro. and I'm drained. I'm still having Physical Training 2moro after lesson! ahhhh. I'm so gonna be aching everywhere soon, again. and and, I'm having a flu, and diarrhoea currently. I ran out of pills! =\\\\ sigh.

oh ya, THANK YOU KEXIAN!!!!! for the cookies and brownie. okay la, it's really nice and I seriously appreciate it. like, so sweet of her huh! lol. thanks a lot. =)) KEXIAN TREATS ME LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT!!! ROAR!

okay, I think I need to rush to the toilet now..

it will all get better in time..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:32:00 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008

sorry for the delay, sorry for leaving my blog for such a long period of time, with that EMOtional entry on top.
SO HERE I AM..

had been wanting to update everything but was so dead beat, so lazy to everyday. with UT around, with trainings. well, things got tougher as it goes.

MONDAY.-
we were all so bored after lesson, and dunno where to go. we are already bored by Causeway Point! haha. and we still gotta face it another 2 years. ROAR!
went over to WM's Coffee Bean as Mark and Vic was there studying. Kokchong, Josh, Tong and me all went over too. since Tong dun mind to travel. haha.

and the internet connection was so so lousy! I was soo frustrated by it luh. so I started like.. drawing? and Tong wanted to take some pic. so here we are again.. lol.

we are such a loving "twins" huh. lol. after many idiotic pictures, we decided to take some normal ones. hee.

irritating! yes she is. look at her smile~ HAHA. but we were like "pei he" each other right. LOL.

many many more. but I'm so lazy to upload every single one. hehe.

okay, I cant probably remember evey single events that happened in my life. and maybe bcos I AM XIAOJUN, STM luh. lol

skip, skip, skip. eh.
Cognitive's faci was not in for lesson on Fri. and we were being left in class, and dunno what to do. so every1 decided to just walk off. so did I. as Tong, Yan and Mark decided 2 go 4 a sing. so okay LOR! Mark skipped lesson bcos of KTV luh! so irritating. haha. lol. we had Mcdonalds' breakfast with Nat, Wan, Kokchong, Houwen, Kim as well! Josh was not in school on fri. =(

KTV for 3hours, 10bucks. kinda worth huh. we had so much fun! =) and, pictures are still with Mark. ROAR. slow! so dun really need 2 praise him when he upload fast. cos he hardly does. =\

we then went town, though I need 2 rush home 4 Mother's Day celebration. but since it's early, decided to chill with them. Starbucks were all so packed! and yes, I'm so so down bcos I haven have any Starbucks for.. around a week ba! sigh sigh, I REALLY MISS STARBUCKS! ROARRRR.
and I on my lappy, and then..

we all start out webcam craze AGAIN! hahha. Mark was so so sleepy. so do I. but no, I'm still having fun and not falling asleep! hee.

so loving right!! hahahaha. this was so well taken luh. =)

HAHA! and they complained that my face is always so big! wa, so hurting huh! lol. and and and, look at Tong's face! hahaha. SO CUTE HORRR. =D

Tong was happy, cos my face is finally not blocking them. YA LA YA LA. lol.

this is random. so I suggested..

taking some ARTISTIC SHOTS! hehehe. though it seems like Yan and I were lesbian on the 2nd pic. oh nono. pls dun mistaken. ROAR! it's Arts, people. =)

and also..

a picture with Yan individually. Tong was staring at us by then. LOL.
but no need to feel sad 4 Tong, cos..

ended up she snatched my lappy and took silly pictures of herself. SO IRRITATING!!!!!!!!

I went home after that and went CafeCartel with family for dinner, since mom wanna try their pork rib. the pork rib was so so huge! haha. I was super full by then. I was feeling down by certain issues. I guess my mom sensed it, cos my face showed it all. and all bcos of my stupid 2nd bro, hey, who else luh. ROAR.

SATURDAY.-
TRAINING! my aching have yet 2 recover. but it was water training for Sat. had some warm up then down we went for canoe! hehehe. I was using T1[canoe, all by urself] then. though it was being like.. mentioned by seniors that Ts are the most balancing boats. BUT I DUN THINK SO! and the wind was so so strong, it's blowing me away! ROAR! I was feeling a little wobbly when I just started. I cant control the boat! okay, I capsized! then Joanne[girl's captain] asked me back 2 the shore 1st. I was like.. start all over again, drenched luh. I saw Sharon[my pri sch classmate in RP's Dragon Boat], having training too. she was like waving to me in their boat, but I cant la. I stick out my tongue, to show how stress I m! ROAR. hahaha. I was trying so hard 2 balance, and seriously, I suddenly miss Litong so much! cos we were 2gether last last week using T2, and didnt capsized at all. LOL. I capsized, like again. and thankfully, Beverly and Adeline[1st girl was vice captain, they were both my seniors] helped me out. haha. they were so tired out bcos of "saving people". lol. the procedure of recover was kinda fun. hahaha. oh, the feeling of out alone is, STRESS HELPLESS HOPELESS LONLINESS. really, I mean it! when U were in the middle of the sea and waiting for help, trying hard 2 push ur boat over in order not 2 allow water to get in, holding on to ur paddle, empty the water from boat, getting all over again, in the boat. ROAR. what a challenge.

I was really glad, when we were called to get back. but still, I wanna thank Beverly and Adeline for saving me twice. HAHA. and ya, for ur info., I capsized THRICE! hahaha. ahhh. and their encouragement. =DD

was tired out, wet. and so had a shower at the Sports Stadium at Khatib. then Tong and I went Sun Plaza's Mcdonalds for lunch/dinner. haha.

she loves me so. hehehe.
then went home. and rest. then webcam! I think it's in trend now? lol.

I webcam with LITONG! haha. she misses me la! lol.
I then webcam with..

WAN! *sings two three four, tell me that U love me more.
HAHHA! he was having a hairband on his head. I then realised it's so ugly! so I asked him to take it off. he was soooo guai that he really did it! so look at his hair! hahahah. cant deny that it is cute. but well, ALSO VERY IRRITATING huh! lol.

and look! dun U feel that his tongue is so long?! hahahaha. so much longer than mine! ROAR! sadness luh~
he was like.. itchy hand?

he then randomly took a curve rule dunno from where and started playing with it. I then realised my curve rule is on my table too! so I took it out and play with him. he was like amazed. LOL.

then I wanna webcam with Tong again. so we took a last shot.

HAHA! and notice his hair? lol. I asked him 2 tie it up and he did. hmm. better than with hairband, so Wan, CUT UR HAIR! irritating boy.

so it came back to Tong and I again. muah haha.

being irritating is needed. HAHA.

as U can see.. lol.

HAHA! and this is what we meant by "twins"? lol. but I'm definitely cuter. MUAH HAHHA. =X

I seriously dunno what was she doing. like.. exercising? LOLOL. so I got DISGUSTED! lol.

then she got a little high..

and started dancing like a mad woman! lol. I'm just.. laughing ya. LOL.

she went to sleep soon. then Jon was complaining that he was so so bored. so I entertained him 4 a while.

I'm such a good entertainer okay! hahaha. ask Jon! =D

I slept around 4 plus. I'm beat out! body's aching again. I woke up around 3 plus and watched TV programme. then online and chatted with a few people. supposed to meet Xian to have some preparation 4 our Science UT, which is coming up. but I was feeling rather unwell. so ya, SORRY!

okay, I just got back from a dinner with grandparents. so ya.. I am feeling so full!
OH YA! I'm so gonna show U guys this..

Litong's leg! hahahah. both of us got bruised, bcos of training yesterday. ROAR! super big and pain. now, take a look at mine..

SUPER PAIN! I'm glad I'm still be able to cover this ugly patch with my pants. aww.

and some random pic I found..

yes, this is Jon, being an idiot, as usual. HAHA.

and not 4getting..

KEXIAN! let's meet up soon! oh, notice that this picture consist of 4 people? like.. Yan, Me, Xian AND a litte bit of Tong. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

okay. I shall stop here and back to MSN. booooo. I cant wait 4 my Tues PT[Physical training]! hehehe.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!! =)

so I offer myself, and five till there's nothing left..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

9:07:00 PM