Monday, April 14, 2008
where should I start?sigh sigh sigh, I'm feeling rather
EMOtional. but well, let me share some pictures and slowly, I'll tell U more..
at 1st I was afraid, I was petrified! [okay, taken from "I will survive"]. I thought lesson will be soo scary bcos of unfamiliar faces. I thought things will be so difficult for me, yes, 4 me, it is that difficult. maybe I was being paranoid then..
thank God I was once a Band Major. I got more out-spoken then, and made a few friends in class. esp when everyday, U gotta work with different group of people. I was unlucky enough 2 b with "my best friend" for the 1st day of lesson. I yelled, I whined, I complained. Josh knew all these. sigh! I was so so so sian diao. seems like my day was killed that "my best friend". and cos I loathe "my best friend" so much, Josh insisted that that's "my best friend", irritating enough huh. "my best friend" didnt do much of the work but only said "faster leh". super irritated. and the rest of the group members aint doing anything! anyway, I cant understand what they trying 2 say most of the time. I was so so disappointed!
2nd day of lesson was a bit better. Cultural lesson. I think that day I was with.. Christina, XiaoYang and Kimmy. haha. it was fun, bcos of Kimmy's jokes. Kimmy did a great job on the presentation! with our random pictures at the end of the presentation. I enjoyed,
though I dislike the faciliator. a super irritating one! and Kimmy was daring enough 2 say "
ya, some people are just irritating, there are many irritating people around, like me", oh well, we all know he's not talking about himself but the faciliator. I laughed like madness. =X the faciliator was bad bcos she was asking weird questions and many of us got irritated. weirdos' around! boo.
3rd day was with Natasha, Litong and Kaartik.
my favourite team of the week. cos of fun people. I became more outspoken when I'm with them. and that day, I gotta know YuanYuan, WeiYan and AiLeng too. cos they all added me in MSN. Litong's hardworking, every1 agrees.
"Faci, is the worksheet included in grading us? if not, I dun do." was what Litong asked. Nat and I cant help but laughed at her loudly.
"this is not Secondary School, Litong!" we reminded her. Science with them was so much better.[I love Science! that's 4 sure!] Kaartik was sooooo in2 his
Michelle on MSN and dint really bother about the 3 of us. sigh! stupid him. we all got sooo irritated. lol. and we dun really understand what was he trying 2 say most of the time. he murmured his words whole way through! and I started teasing him horribly. LOL.
4th day, shitty day again. I screamed out loud when I saw my name on the list with "my best friend". stupid la! and every1 started laughing at me! esp Josh, Litong, Nat and WeiYan.
THANKS LOR. lol. I was sooo irritated by "my best friend". he ignored me most of the time when I contributed some ideas. luckily that Jon around 2 save me. and that's when I got to know Jon. "my best friend" did nothing but stressed us like crazy. we were rushing our slides through already! and it's a difficult Cognitive Skills. Faciliator gave us topic like..
"I know I know. what do U mean when U say U know? and how do U know that U really know?" yes yes, it
IS interesting, if only no thinking is needed. my head nearly cracked in2 half thinking all these. sheesh.
Friday! like.. finally. I was teamed with YuanYuan[Y3, cos her full name is Yeo Yuan Yuan, interesting huh! hee.], Jon and Wan. it's a fine and peaceful team. and then, I complained 2 Jon about how I feel yesterday. lol. he then agreed! lol. and so, almost half the class dislike "my best friend". esp poor WeiYan. hahaha. chatting online while lesson is on is like a must. well well, I did concentrate and do my work, ya. chatting with WeiYan seems 2 be a must too! lol. and guess what, Jon and I were chatting on MSN too[for ur info, he's sitting beside me on that day], LOL. super dumb right.
it was lunch break..
Litong[the stupid
strawberry in the middle] suggested taking some pictures.
being random and disturbing. I suggested that we could irritate Josh. so Josh started hiding. lol. SPOT JOSH! he's looking at the camera! and notice that my faciliator still around. lol.
"XiaoJun is sooo irritating!" oh well, both of them were as irritating as well! look at that stupid strawberry! and and and, I 4gotten 2 intro that long long hair girl, she's WeiYan who got hinder by "my best friend". oh well.
then Marcus stepped in 2 ask me out 4 lunch. so Litong asked him in 4 the fun as well. same goes 2 the Malay guy, Kimmy! =)) my leader on the second day. hee. =DD
I went out everyday after school. ya, too happening luh! like.. to Town, HollandV, Causeway Point, meeting people here and there. woot.
this was the day that Kexian, Marcus and I went Paragon's Soup Spoon, but I've totally 4gotten which day was that. we were super loving that day, 2 stand under 1 umbrella, ella, ella, eh, eh. okay, enough of my nonsense. lol. we had so much fun! shopping around and laughing at Kexian. she's such an IRRITATING IDIOT. lol. what a combination huh.
yesterday was Swiss Serenade. I didnt reached early cos I wanna sleep more. reached around 5 plus and I was super bored! walking around, chatted etc. and ya ya, U OUGHT 2 BE MOVED BY MY ICED LATTE! lol.
Nicholas and I were bored, we walked all the way from SP 2 Clementi 4 some food. yet when I reached, every1 started calling, Bernice, Weiting, Marcus, Guanyi etc. asking where am I and why am I not at SP! I got so so anxious. it was 6 plus then. so bought drinks and then took a bus back 2 SP. dddaaannnggg. the Convention Hall was crowded already! every1 was like.. waiting 2 get in. I got alliance with an NCC sec 2 boy Clement[I peeped at his name tag.] haha. he's so so quiet! and I got rather bored, trying hard 2 talk 2 him cos he looked so tense. but we both had fun la. and I was shocked by his 1 and only question, "what's ur name?" HAHAHA! and he only asked that, nothing else, I was the 1 doing the talking most of the time. and his responses were usually 1-5 words. lol. at 1st, I thought he's slacker, but at the end, I think he's nice luh!
many of the audiences were late, super annoying. Weiting, Derry and I gotta settle all those late comers. and therefore, we cant get in2 the concert all. some had already started text-ing me and bombed my cellphone, total madness. I was like.. running around. super drained out. =( then, there's a few weirdo walking in2 the main entrance! so I ran down the escalator and got them out + the MC's mother[the MC is call YiTian I think]. I thought they are all 1 family! so paiseh. then suddenly that MC's mother, who's pregnant said,"eh. where's the toilet? I need the toilet." just so I know, she wasnt late 4 the concert, but out 2 look 4 the toilet. I accompanyed her in2 and outta the toilet, and I saw Bernice and Sharon inside the toilet. LOL. I sent that MC's mother back 2 her seat, and we chatted 4 a while. she was super anxious about her son's performance, so she started asking me many many questions. lol. then I sent Sharon and Bernice back. they were soooo irritating! asking me where I sit etc. I cant even get in2 the concert hall luh! =(
but finally, I can! I got in with Msma. so we sat with Msseah, who looked rather bored down there. we chatted etc. and finally interval..
Bernice and Sharon came over 2 look 4 me. we took some pictures[which Bernice has yet 2 send me] and gossiped like aunties. Shirley and Regina then came over too. we had so so so much things 2 say. lol. Marcus called and ask me up 2 take pictures. super irritating right? cos he's afraid that some1 else will snatch his seat away! lol.
irritating Bernice, go away!
many many things to say about Swiss Serenade. but.. ya. Shirley and I got so much to say! but anyway, Yisin was great great great! heeeeee.
after concert.. I was very very very stuck due 2 some problems I faced. but then, I decided 2 go HollandV and things again happened there, so I started text-ing Shirley. sigh. and guess what, KEXIAN SPOTTED US! she gave me a missed call. lol. we were all super shocked! Kexian and I finally had out frozen yogurt, it's super nice, really! yummy! we then went over 2 Coffee Bean[sigh, what about Starbucks?] and chatted there. some pictures needed! that's for sure. Shirley and Regina decided 2 get back home b4 teh extra charge. lol.
then we decided 2 do something stupid. like imitating each other's trademark.. [after some observation.] give it a guess!
this is definitely Marcus'. lol.
and here comes Victor's. [we aint suppose 2 smile, but look at Kexian! and she told us,"that's not smiling!] how irritating! lol.
Kexian's! everybody knows, ya. lol.
and mine! lol. supposed 2 be only the 1st picture[I mean my trademark], then I dunno why they realised that I love 2 give stupid gong face too. so they imitated my gong face too. sigh. it's not gong, it's cute ya! lol.
then that idiotic Marcus wanted 2 set timer. but look at what he done!
ya~ instead of setting a timer, he accidentally took a picture! lol. super dumb, but this picture looks cool huh? not talking about the background luh!
another random 1. dunno which idiot[it's either Marcus or Victor] trying 2 take a self pic or something. lol. but it turned out 2 be this way. okay, those who said I'm sooo girl on that day can take back ur words already. hahaha.
we gotta leave! cos it's about 1am and it's closing. but still, take a few pictures la!
see! Marcus loves me too much. lol.
ooo~ I'm home around 1 plus. and I'm feeling rather down, stuck and just so U know, I'm suffocating.
yes, everything just happened like this. no one's 2 blame. so let it go. let the matter rest. it's just, nobody's fault. it's just a misunderstanding from the beginning and it keeps on dragging..
sigh sigh sigh.
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