at that point of time, I really really hope some1 will be there for me.. sigh.

thank God everything turned out 2 be not so bad. super unfortunate, I know. but well, it's destiny, not in our hands. I pray hard though..

was supposed 2 join the clique 2 Changi chalet on Tuesday, but cos unpredictable things happened, I couldnt join them on the very 1st day of chalet. I went hospital etc etc. was a tiring day. as my 3rd bro's going overseas on that day itself, I have 2 help him redeem his Heeren gift he won, with his passport 2 prove. I went all the way 2 Heeren after going Bugis with Mom, 2nd bro and 3rd bro. 3rd bro went 2 buy some army stuffs and so, need my help. super troublesome ya. it was about 9 plus when I reached home and my 3rd bro's flight was at 12am sharp. my mom then asked me 2 rest b4 going 2 chalet 2moro. so I didnt pack at all, but drop dead on bed by 12am.

I woke up, around 9am plus, not bcos of alarm, not bcos of noises, not bcos of stupid calls, it's bcos of aching at stomach area. it's diarrhoea again. =\ ++++ vomiting. I had no idea why. I vomitted about 5 times and was running in and out the toilet, with not enough sleep. was super painful then. my mom went 2 work, my 2nd bro never cares. so.. I just gotta tolerate everything. this time round was worse than the previous 1. was shocked, what's wrong with March. that was the 2nd time I vomitted like this twice. when U dunno if U should shit or puke 1st. lying on the floor like the dead. around 11 plus, I texted Matt 2 inform him that I cant go 2 the chalet and also, called my mom. she asked me 2 rest 1st and wait 4 her 2 b back. I was super super drained, and soon 4 asleep after a few hours of runs. I woke up and it's around 5pm. I was pale then, with super empty stomach. I felt so soft, so weak, so giddy, felt like floating in the air. mom advised me 2 a doctor, but I refused, as usual. yuck, who loves needles, medicine and the smell of clinics? "but this is the 2nd time this month! U sure U dun wanna see a doctor?" ya, I was determined enough. mom then cooked me porridge, scallop & sliced fish porrige. I felt so much better..

the very next day, I was feeling a lot better, but still feeling a bit dozy, giddy. I met Jasmine up 2 town cos I wanna exchange my lappy bag. it's way 2 tight 4 my lappy. and so, I was like.. wow. the smell of fresh air. ooo. and Marcus met us up too. cos he was feeling rather down about that. we shopped around after my lappy bag was changed. I got my Animal Biscuits from Marks and Spencer! *loves. =) oh! and they just cant stop bickering! dunno what's wrong with the both of them. =\ after that, we had some drinks at Coffee Club cos I needed 2 warm my stomach. had pot of tea again. and we chit chatted. Jasmine and Marcus was very surprised by my tea. I dunno why. maybe bcos children never love hot drinks, esp tea, they love ice blended drinks! sigh, I'm old, U see..
mom wanted me 2 be home early cos I have yet 2 recover, which is true. I was home and didnt sleep early! cos was watching tv programmes and listening 2 some music.

I woke up, feeling fresh the very next day, and I'm glad. =)

I've found a black sling bag, I wanna sell this off so I can get that 1 as my sch bag. pls pls pls contact me if U are interested? asap pls!!!!