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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I was moved.
I was glad.
I am fine.
I have to be fine.
after so many, so many encouragement by every single 1 of you,
I'll be strong
and carry on, with a smile. =)

I'm learning 2 accept the fact. get over it! and move on..
randomly met up with JK. that idiot ah! Monday blues or something? she went The Cathay 4 a movie. and I'm NOT working on that day, but went The Cathay just 2 meet her up 4 Starbucks. =\\ even Grace[my boss] think I'm a bit mad, when I dropped by .woodwould.. HAHA.
so we went around The Cathay..
and I think Instant Karma's cashier is sooooo cute! lol. okay, many gonna say my ideal guys are those "da shu" kind. ()^&%&#$^%* should say it's "chen shou wen zhong"! lol.
then went Plaze Singapura.. so we.. camwhore!

many more luh. but everything's ugly.. and blur! cos of JK's shaky hands. lol. and she found out I've got many many NICE oldies.. here goes her tag on my tagboard. =\\ so irritating la! what's wrong! even Huixin[my colleague] cant stand me. "wa! Edith! ur oldies are super old la! and pls dun put Hey Jude as ur ringing tone can? awwwwww!" laughs. what's so wrong about that? *wonders.

oh anyway! maybe I should do this..

BIG THANKS TO; Shirley, JasmineKoh, Tingting, Weiting, BenOng, RachAEl, Guanyi[oh my, so I have 2 thank him? =\], SeanKoh, Bernice, Sharon, ChienKwan, Junxiang, JianPing, Mattheaus, LekGanSM, LeonalGanSH and ya.. guess I didnt miss out any1 ya?

and.. CherylSeah, Ma Jiajun, Toh Huijing[they are my EX teachers! so.. counted as friends la. no need so formal already. =X] ++++ Swiss Teachers. oh ya! MadamTan! =))

and the list goes on.. THANK YOU, you, you, you, you!

I feel like a hero!

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

4:15:00 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008

thanks for everything, care and concern from every single 1 of U.
Swiss teachers, friends, classmates, whoever.
how I wish my family members will b just like U guys. they dun understand, they just dun.
but no worries, I'll get over it asap and crack all kinda jokes again.
I will find a suitable course, I will try 2 like it. I will excel.
thanks 4 everything, really. esp those few.
it's really nice 2 know that, U're always there.
and I'll be fine..

oh well, my O level results was bad, really bad.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

2:49:00 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008

..what Wood Would when willed..
long long ago, not too far away, lived a little girl.
she loved sitting under the sun, reading fairytales and rhymes.
She doodled, she drew.
she began writing short stories and scribbled her thoughts, through and through;
when she laughed and more when she cried.
simply to save keep those moments before they got stolen by time.
obsessed she got, with what she penned on.
high and low, over and under, she went in search for the prettiest wonders.
years passed. things changed.
as she grew taller, pencils and paper got shadowed by keypads and tabs.
everyone started to type, more than they actually write.
but despite all that, her love remains.
never a day, she didn’t wish that all could still be done in the old school/old fashion way.
don’t get her wrong.
she loves the new as much as she loves the old.
to fuse them both is what she deems as part of her goal.
of pens, pencils and paper, she shares her dream with you.
what wood would when willed… is what woodwould is filled.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:27:00 AM
Thursday, January 17, 2008

I'm feeling so much better now than yesterday.
whatever it is, I hope it's just an illusion so it wont hurt so much.
*faint.
I just woke up, and I think I should have sleep more.

stupid botak wearing that nice Puma shoes! hahahahaha.
"actually wanna buy the other 1. but no more. nice meh."
"oh ya. maybe U wear then not nice. hahaha."
"&*(^&$^%#^"

I'm being hired! yipeee. =DD

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

2:35:00 PM
Monday, January 14, 2008

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And it's so surreal
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

miss you, I guess so.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

10:57:00 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008

what the fuck.
I just realised I got cheated again.
lies and lies and lies.
I'm so stupidly being make used.
I was dumb 2 think that everything's fine.
helping 2 cover up things..
why should I even help? okay fine.
friend? HAHA. I got none.
ENOUGH! I had enough.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

1:48:00 AM
Monday, January 07, 2008

I kill myself, to make your world perfect.
when I finally die, the whole world started living.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

9:48:00 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008

OH MY! I got a hair cut!

like a strawberry. and if U dun believe it..

check this out! awwww.
if U ask if I like it.. eh. I got no comments. find it rather annoying! look at my fringe. =\\

anyway, I just wanna say..
I'm lost.
I got no friends.
I think every1's lying.
I think every1 treats me like a fool.
and yes, I am 1..
to believe whatever they said all along.
like shit?!
whatever.
I'm surounded,
by liars,
betrayers,
fakers..
I'm no one.
and I've got no one.
life?
shitty life.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

10:54:00 PM
Tuesday, January 01, 2008

I had been watching this 4 a few nights already. thanks 2 my 3rd bro, who bought the dvd, then force me 2 watch it. "it's nice! but I dunno why nobody's watching it. my dvd had been lying down here 4 so long!" so I watched it. haha. it's nice, I can say. I thought it will b like.. boring? and dumb. but it's kinda nice and I'm somehow addicted 2 it. my bro and I are aiming 2 buy Supernatural next. haha. lonely soul, that's why. heh.

this 2008, started with many many of unfortunate stuffs. should I mention and name everything out, or shouldnt I? awww. in conclusion, I realised.. it's fake. nobody's true. everything's lies and lies and lies.
anyway, thank you Edwin 4 trying hard 2 cheer me up. haha. that ex BM of victoria, really a nice person. also, not 4getting 2 thank Shirley, Victor, Marcus. just a little they did, I appreciate it. oh! and whoever sent a msg 2 me 2 wish me the very best. and I hope.

"HAR. U and him 2gether ah." eh. no. it was just a random sms. a little fake. a little dumb. friends, really.

I went town around 12am plus 2 get a bubble tea. HAHA. okay, guess Marc and Vic will kill me. I'm guilty, in a way la. then was home around 3 plus-4. watched Heroes then sleep. and 2day, woke up around 3 plus. good long sleep I guess. heh.

ANYWAY! I found this picture and feel that it's sooo nice! think Weiting will kill me. HAHA. okay, that was like.. LLOONNGGG STORY. she will know la. BUT, I watched National Treasure tooooooo. soo yup.

I'm like super dead! and it's 2008? dun feel like it anyway. okay, alright, face the fact.
HAPPY 2008.
if saying this is a trend. =\\

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

5:43:00 PM