yes, true. very. maybe I was hidding all along. I drink to avoid everything. I thought I can take it but it was just temporary. true enough, whatever she said was not wrong, drinking is just running away. different people choose different way 2 face their problems, yet I choose drinking. sorry, really sorry. it's so true that I dunno how should I react. smile? nod? stop replying? eh. I beat around the bush. sigh. it's making me think more,more and more. "it's complex." I said.
I'm tired. but I cant sleep. sleepless nights kill. and I hate it. sometimes, I wish that I sleep and never wake up. so I can dream as long as I want to. not knowing what happened in reality. a feeling of hate that I love you. sigh. I DUNNO.
chalet 2moro, and I got nothing done! bag not packed. buy nothing. my dear dear sweets, and whatever all not purchase yet. let change my motto from "drink, drank and dun get drunk" to "drink drank and faster get drunk"? just wish 2 tell you.. yes, I miss you.
ANYWAY, drop that. check out these MVs.
nice MV, nice song. many many more. but I cant remember. I'm like watching Channel20 [if U subscribe SCV], it's like.. toooo many Rihanna! so boring luh! but MTV is very kind 2 me. they played "your guardian angel" and "over you" at 1 go! both my favourite. wooo. at least made my night not that dead la! now they're playing.. "rule the world" by take that. feel like watching "light up the sky" by yellowcard now. or maybe "young folks".
there's a few nice songs nowadays. like "tattoo", "give till there's nothing left", "my heart don't lies", "pictures of you" etc.
ooo. maybe I should do my packing now and stop watching MVs. boooo. sigh sigh sigh. STOP BEINGSOOOO DOWN, XIAOJUN! bllleeeaaaahhhhhhh.
