Saturday, November 03, 2007
I wonder if it would turn out 2 b fine, if
they come along. I wonder if the whole atmosphere will turn cold. I wonder how awkward I'll be. it's not bcos I trust U so much, it's bcos I dun really trust
them. it's not bcos I dun trust U, it's bcos
they're different, just different.
if
they know about the life of mine,
things would be different.the msg is sent, with regret. like "WHAT?! shouldnt even send that." but it sent. it seems 2 b okay, but that wasnt my intention all along. I didnt intend 2. but since U want it. I dun mind,
but I dun feel right.NYDC dun seem so nice anymore. the baked spag, which I ordered, wasnt warm at all! yes yes, it's warm on the surface. LOL. it used 2 b my favourite! haiyeh. so disappointed.
Coffee Club was
GREAT! really. esp the outdoor seat, which I always love. heehehehe. with tea and fondue. weird combination! haahaha.
and the jokes and craps, the fiction in life. everything. and I conclude,
I dun like my life. even though there will b people having life worse than me.
so sorry, I just dun like it.I realised..life seems 2 b darkness all the time.with mission that cannot b fulfil.love dun exist.complicated, is the word.home about 11 plus, which is quite early already. went walking around at JE. many many funny things happened, that we cant stop laughing. HAHA. so silly lahh!
"just dun feel comfortable. okay. U imitate ****, saying all that stuffs." a ah pek turned around and stared at us.
OMGOSH!U want car, U want club, U want wine, U want friends who enjoy night life.I want car, I want pub, I want drink, I want friends who can b trusted.we wanna leave 2 another height in life, we want people who understand.I wasnt very confident in my Olevel. I'm afraid. I'm starting 2 afraid 2 receive my results now.
after hearing what everybody says..
"all papers so easy! wahh lau.""I'm so gonna get a A2 4 my Science, A1 4 POA.""wahh! so easy lehh! confirm A already."and I dun think I'll have any distinction in my cert.
tell me why..do I dream of you every night?
11:39:00 AM