Friday, September 21, 2007
okay, I'm like multi-tasking now. so it's like.. I dunno where 2 start. =\\
let me think..
okay. I drank in the afternoon, it's a indirectly anyway. it's like.. it's in the soup. and it's like.. very strong. so my face went
RREEEDDDD. and I felt really warm. =\\ wei, not drunk yet. hahaha. though I wish I am..
parents wont b around till next Tuesday.
they were like bickering all day long. Wednesday night was the worst. shant say anything more. I just feel.. I dunno.
Tuesday was shit? I'm feeling shitting and everything's shitty. why was I there at the dinner, I dunno. like what my mum said,"not happy then dun come lahh!" should have take a cab home at that time. really. it's just like no matter how hard U try, nobody cares. and whenever U wanna do or try out something, nobody seems 2 encourage U and support U. U're just alone. that's how I feel, long ago. esp that Tues. yes, like you say, I'm lucky, 2 have closed friends, like you.
I started writing song lyrics, whenever I'm down. I got really frustrated that day, so I..
yes, it's more than just frustration. it's pain. it's darkness. it's shit. it's my life. and that's why I told you, I'm sick and tired of everything.
I bought Seventeen that day, 2 accompany me 4 a day. I remembered what Derrick said,"Seventeen magazine only 4 those who're Seventeen? then sixteen read what?" I nearly faint on the spot after hearing that!
and this! is what I loveeeee. it's a DIY shirt! super nice style anyway. so if I'm going 4 Grad Tea, I'll wear like this. HAHA. I'm not going 2 bother about whatever "dress" that we're supposed 2 wear. boring! and yes, GuanYi once told me,"go Grad Tea lahh! I haven seen U in a dress b4!" HAHA. toooo badd. or rather, I might not b going. =))
super disappointed. got back Physics paper 2day. it's like.. I spend soooo much time on Physics! and somehow neglected my Chemistry and this is what I get? I think I really need some reflection. super shocked. but I gues if I dun bother at all, I'll get 0! but I dun want, I dun want that kind of score! why is that something call COMBINED science?! didnt thay know that's people who are bad in Physics?! ()*&^&*%#$#$
btw, I feel like cutting my hair.. not a lot lahh! it's just trim. ehh, dunno. limited cash. not this week then. HAHA.
anyway, I was bored. and so..
PICTURES!!!
and this is really ridiculous and mean. was waiting 4 bus with Sean and Marcus. and talking about this, they gonna grumble and yell at me again. cos I dropped someting, really small, but super meaningful. so we missed the 188. we all thought we can go home soooo early! cos we only waited 4 about 3min. and they were like sooo pissed and say,"WE WANT COFFEE BEAN!" cant stand it, both Coffee Bean freak, I cant fight over it anyway! =\\\ and we saw something..
HAHA! like really ridiculous huhh. I know.. we shouldnt b mean. we were once young and have different kinds of thought about it. but U guys should be there! cos Sean and Marcus comments are like super funny! and I cant stop laughing. so they decided 2 take a picture of it, I dunno why. err, I only post my hand there, nothing wrong right. but I dunno why they laughed their heads off. LOL. err, okay lahh. can understand. but the problem is,
THEY ARE SUPER NOISY! and keep making stupid comments. and that annoyed us. =\\\
okay, I remembered I got many manythings 2 say, but I've..
FORGOTTEN! =\\
sorry! hmm. just wanna say..
I'm so suck in Physics and I feel sad. cant stand it, like an idiot, doing and doing, but results doesnt prove how much I've done. "
getting bad results is okay. but getting bad results without any effort is not okay." MdmZainab once said this. I'm just.. unhappy about it lahh. it's okay.. I know I'll be fine soon.
shant type anything more. eyes are swollen. get some rest and do my work.
take care everybody.
though I dun online much, any problem, contact me through phone.
8:37:00 PM
