Monday, July 02, 2007
I never know I need you when I cry.
5n1's on the way 2 designing the class tee.
I DISLIKE THE SPIDER! so I had a few design here 2 replace the spider. drew a few on friday night.
I
love this one. really. heee. since they had a puppet feel on the top, so I decide 2 make use of it and blend in with Fadhli's design.
puppet puppet feel! =))
this is just a random drawing. find this too messy.
this is like a few balls rolling. it's like the laughter in 5n1.
this was the 1st design that came out of my mind. Angel and Devil.
I think this is the ugliest of all. haha. well well. I dunno if they will like it. but they asked me 4 the design! hmmm.
friday's lesson was alright. super tired. after PE and lessons, and lessons. POA, Math, Physics. and I learnt this during Physics lesson. I just couldnt stop laughing about it! like.. so ridiculous but cute. LOL. shhh. this is absolutely on superxiaojun.blogspot.com only! HEE.
then we had Humans remediation after sch, but Geog was cancelled. we had 2 finish out SS SBQ b4 we can leave. every1 was high at that very moment. cos MrsSng went 4 her meeting. so every1 was chatting, shouting, playing music, like nobody's business. lol. I find all these scenes interesting, so I took a few of them. notice a few of them just kept of laughing and chatting! lol.
and Wendy find it super annoying! and noisy! lol. look at her! covering her ears.
this 2 freaks sat behind me. Guanyi was acting charming cos he knew I was taking a picture of him. YUCKS. =XXX and notice that stupid Kaipeng was laughing, and not doing his work! look at his idiotic face! LOL.
after a few min of fun, I started doing my work. but the class was super SMELLY and NOISY! cos every1's playing diff music. and they think every1 loves the music they played? eeyyyeerr! my ears hurts luhhh! in addition 2 Zameer's voice! err, and yes, the smell of the boysssss after their bball game really kills. gosh. I nearly vomit.
Jinmin & Yanjing were both super downcast. so I met them up, and I suggested Starbucks at Suntec. I talked 2 them from friday and saturday. Jinmin cried and cried. I was trying so hard 2 crap, bleahh. but I somehow succeed. heh. hope they're fine soon. esp Jinmin then. orhh well.
I find some people super annoying! act cute, trying hard 2 blend in with every1. what for? U urself's suffering. and if U want me 2 help, jolly well dun hide anything from and say what U want. U think if U trying 2 act wealthy, smart, cute, charming, I will help U more? bullshit. if U're that fake, then I dun think that's a need 4 my help. and pls, dun take me 4 granted okay! stop lying 2 every1 saying how rich U r, stop looking at every1 4 a relationship, stop acting if U're super adorable, stop acting as if U r the prince charming, stop attracting every1's attention, stop whatever U're doing 2 annoy me! I'm not ur anything.
I went swimming with Marcus yesterday. we were arguing which swimming complex 2 go, we ended up going Clementi's.
I was home around 2 plus and took a nap. super hot and sleepy! lol.
then a series of unhappy events.
I rather U guys not going. I didnt expect U guys 2 go anyway. 4 what? U guys will just b unsatisfied with anything I do. being a BM, U complained, having 7points 4 Ns, U complained. and now this, U complained. everything U guys wanna compare and nag about it. if everything is soo easy 2 acheive, then U guys go ahead! I dun want the 1st greeting 2 be "why aint U studying!" 4get it luhh! even if I had a nose bleeding during a shower or in the middle of the night, U guys wont care. I hope I loss all my blood and die in my room. err, nono. with a book beside me, 2 show that I AM STUDYING. why everytime what he does U guys r soo supportive? why cant U guys give me a little support? I did everything, not letting U guys 2 worry, so it's my fault? I should show U guys I'm suffering from different areas so that U guys will stop pressing on me? I cant wait 2 jump off the car at that very point of time. and dumb enough, after teasing and nagging at me, then both of U started 2 quarrel. ahhhhhhh. I HAD ENOUGH OKAY.
if I had an A2, U guys ask 4 an A1, if I got an A1, U guys asked 4 all A1s. stop caring about results okay. every1 wants 2 do well. which kid dun wanna do well? stop being dumb and press on me. fine, I'm stupid, but I'm born this way. I need 100 years 2 b smart, cant I have the time? and when I'm slowly improving, can U not pulling me down? yes yes yes, I wont succeed, I'm a lousy BM who did all those dumb things, I'm lousy in everything that will only disgrace U guys, HAPPY?
sorry, I need a break.
-you have never been there.
I like this song. super touched by it.
I like this mv.
I just cant concentrate on this entry.
11:48:00 AM
