Thursday, June 28, 2007
SCHOOL DAYS = SO NO LIFE. =\\\
true! and I'm sooooooo frazzled every single day. it's only the 1st week, heh, just 2 remind every1. wooo. and myself. but well, elated that I got to learn new things again! and revision! always love revision. cos I tend 2
4get things easily. =XX
after few days of studying
Physics during the holidays, I intend 2 start on my
Chemistry. sound
super intensive science right. LOL. but it's really "fun"? err, maybe wrong word used here. lol. I'm done with 3 papers 4 Chemistry! this holidays. which is kinda little. and I'm so going 2 do more 4 every subjects.
AND, is this tested? why I dun remember learning this topic? =\\\
I gave myself a min of break, so I did this on my table. HAHA. vandalising my own table, sound so wrong huhh.
and my lovely cactus! =)))
reason of getting this cactus, few months back, bcos I feel that cactus is strong, and always persevere. LOL. mum knows I love it.
I KNOW I KNOW. it's so wrong 2 do this during d&t remediation. HAHA.
I WAS I WAS doing my artefact! then Wendy took a unwanted wood and drew me this! haha. and got written this behind, "SHE**JUN- I LOVE WENDY". orhh noo. haha.
ehhh, I'm not supposed 2 expose my real exact name. LOL. I dun want 2.
and 1 picture with Wendy's hand with the head. she drew the body tooo! haha.
I felt so motivated, I dunno why. LOL. by this little girl. heh. THANK YOU WENDY!
"what's ur name? the long sideburns one." madam Zainab called out during Geography 2day. she 4gotten my name! maybe bcos I'm soo guai 4 a year. hahahaha. we used 2.. yes. lol. awww. soo annoying! and she's my new form and Geography teacher. haha. crappy one.
PS. - MY NAME IS NOT GARY! BOO. and I'm not a guy. everybody stop laughing at my hair! hahahaha. opps. =\\\
after reading through, I realised I exposed my name somewhere in this entry. =\\\ LOL.
HEY. try this, and U'll love it.
and so.. they quarrelled, again.
5:23:00 PM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
2day is 21st of June. I haven 4get anything about that.a year just passed like this.BUT, all that are just the past, memories.I drew something on my little journal? or no. I dunno. it's
very random inside. yupp. so I drew 1 whole page of how I'm feeling that day. and I love it. so here it goes..
part of the page. love this Angel with
BIG BIG HEART 2 give every1 of us a
little bit of Love, Care & Concern. =)))
and this is basically how the whole thing looked like with some edition. cannot make it to clear luhh. lol. U can view at my book, only when I agreed. they might be some very emotional stuffs inside, and I never like to show. sorry!
last but not least, this is at the very random page. I got soooooo fed up by how things go, I drew this super dumb thing. well, this picture tells everything, dun you understand?
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1:30:00 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
if
Love is
Give &Take,
then what's "
No one's giving, I don't receive"?
if
Love is about
Trust,
then why do people
lie again and again?
people don't cherish, taking everyone for granted. 
[NO EDITION OF PHOTOGRAPHY, absolutely XiaoJun's.]
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of lovemy favourite song.
12:17:00 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
I'm
BURNT. but I love it. cos I felt that 2day is a damn fruitful day. and I think it's better 2 wake up early, use up as much time as possible and sleep late at night. no sitting down doing nothing, no walking round like a lost sheep. great great.
I AM, seriously burnt. but bcos of some edition, maybe not sooo obvious. I was studying at MOS 2day. and I love their rice burger 2 the very bit. esp the veggies one. =XX did I just mention veggies, err. sorry guys. and Marcus commented that their clam chowder's nice, esp dipping the fries in it. HAHA. he's idea of doing that. err, can try can try.
I cant get in2 sleep yesterday. I watched MTV till about 6 plus and woke up at 10. I AM beat, but I dunno why I just kept tossing around. so I started listening, watching and drawing all these rubbish. and I suddenly thought of someone. err. yeahh. but.. [you're on top of my list no more.
and I took a picture of my dears! these 2 r my DEARS. my babies. =XXX hahaha. I aint a mummy pig. *oink oink. opps. I MISS OINK! hahaha.
I love this song, this mv, this lyrics. maybe this band. heh. try. it'sooo damn sad.
I WANT TO BE HAPPY I WANT TO BE HAPPY I WANT TO BE HAPPY I WANT TO BE HAPPY..
12:46:00 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
I'M SUCH A SHITTY PERSON!PS: U can laugh at my stupid hair.
this picture just dun blend in2 how I'm feeling.
it took me a night 2 think. and more than a night 2 feel downcast, vexed, bored, whatever.
I need a drink.
I
jumped, run, push-ups, trying so hard just 2 smile, that's shit! I feel further and further 2 the world U guys living in. I feel so much like a piece of dung. unwanted soul.
U know what,
lonely is so lonely alone. alone.. alone..
it took me 2 day 2 think who I am, who's my friends. I'm not greedy, I'll have a friend will do. stop telling me things that aint true. stop saying U'll b there where U've never been there. stop lying 2 me, like every1 always does.
"I need a shoulder, come out 4 a drink?"who will really be there? and I mean really really. really.. really..
`till I started to die, which started the whole world laughing.are you sure you know what I'm saying? dun nod b4 considering.if so, be my true friend. if not, you may leave.ERR, no. I'M EUPHORIA.
5:12:00 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
I went King Albert Park with Guanyi yesterday. just 2 study. and I made the wrong choice 2 go all the way there. sooooooooooooo many people! and I cant stand it. but well, we did Accounts 2gether. and crap along. LOL.
we went Popular, then IMM. I bought a book, which I already had. ahhhhhh. I totally 4gotten about it. look, how interesting that book is! heh. but it's different cover, well, let it be a collection luhh! lol.
I took some pictures when I'm home, while waiting 4 my family 2 get prepare 4 dinner.
I spike my hair at the back, and flatten the top. and here it goes.
I started studying after my dinner. then took an hour break 2 watch the 9pm show.
"
have U been studying? U're always out!""
I'm out 2 study.""
dun talk nonsense. keep going out. U know what, even an hour of watching the tv programme U gotta think twice!""
what! then 30 min of dinner must think twice, 15min of shitting must think twice, everything must think twice!""
U gotta pissed me off is it!"
*slience.
I'm back 2 Physics after that hr of show. then I drew this
little Angel Bear 2 accompany me throughout the night.
"
this sorta simple question, cannot get wrong one!" I remembered mrlim told me this when I told him I cannot remember this :
a = v-u/t.I know it's like ridiculously simple. but I'm just mix up with it and at times will put the initial value subtract the final value. most of the time I mean. "
then I will ask U every time I come in2 the class." I was terrified. but he never ask me again after that day of remediation with a small group of us. lol. so in order 2 get this in my head, I will draw, cirle, whatever I can 2 remember. and same goes 2 the other formulae. guess it works! =))
In order 2 stay awake, I had the
Music on..
and I played a few of those discs I bought years back. gosh. LOOK AT THIS! lol. he got great voice, he sings the wrong songs. gosh gosh.
I love the design of the disc! sooo cute.
and I'm so glad I bought this. sooo lovely! it's a year 2004 album. all love songs! and I found a few that I long 2 dl it! and how interesting, they taught U how 2 fold a heart in their lyrics!
look, lovely yupp.
I went on and on. till 2 plus, and was soooo beat-out, I fall asleep.
"
waste money of highlighters!"
"
nooo. U will need it. in addition, with diff colours, dun U find that studying is more interesting?"
2:40:00 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I'm back from town. and I bought a few things 2day. =))
WAIT! I aint very rich, I'm just supposed 2 buy all these long long ago, long ago! so I went town 2day, with Guanyi, finally. he told me he needed my listening ear, yet he ended up didnt tell me much. and I'm bugging him about my dumb hair! lol. poor him.
I wanted 2 buy my sch shoes TODAY. and I gonna buy it 2day, I told myself. went Far East, but all were 50 plus which is over my budget. saw the Kappa 1, which I used 2 wear when I'm sec2 or 3. lol. wanted it, cos the design's hard 2 find. but it's a bit common? and boring. it's 30 bucks only!! but I decided 2 go 4 my Everlast. =DDD but while walking 2 Heeren, I saw this very nice shirt. really attracted me, so.. here it goes. hee. strippy again! =pPpP
we went over 2 Taka 1st. so I went Project Shop. orhh beloved wallet, so here it goes. =)) my wallet's broken, so I need a new 1. if not money will dropped lehh! lol. that Ripcurl wallet cost me 50 over bucks. which is much more expensive than this one! =((( but well, I always love Project Shop's stuffs. soooo simple! =))
and finally, we went Heeren. and da-lahh!
Everlast! I was soo glad that I found it. so I bought it at once. wallet was the
last piece, and same goes 2 my dear dear sch shoes. "so heng!" said Guanyi. lol.
these are the receipts. HAHA. super lame? cos I'm XIAOJUN mahh. =))
last but not least.
ugly side of meeeee. and still, I hate this hair, I dun care who I look like, just hate it! =(((((((((((((((((((
:)how are you, my dear friend?
8:10:00 PM
SCIENCE[PHYSICS]
but I didnt fall in love with Physics still. WHY! =\\\
I heard them saying, "if U keep studying a particular subject in a day, U'll go MAD! in addition of cutting the wrong hair, U'll go insane!" and I trust them. =oooo
I just finished watching "Sinagpore Dreaming". my bro had it, and I found it. my bro basically had everything luhh. lol. dun ask me why. he's very, and I mean very pro in such things. haha. the show made me cry! I thought it supposed 2 be a very funny show like "Just Follow Law". so I decided 2 watch it. but it made me CRY! and there's tooo many reasons 4 me 2 cry..
I got more pictures. but all edited. and I just dun wanna show my face! I look awfully horrible now! orhh, what am I saying. I just wanna update now, cos I'm going out 2day.
I hope every1's fine. I want everybody 2 b fine. =((((
I got beaten by mosquito last Saturday, HollandV Starbucks, outdoor seat. and yesterday after my nap, I saw this! and I'm serious! I dunno why luhh. "this mosquito must be really poisonous!" my mum commented. I'm not going 2 die soo soon luhh. lol.
ahhh! I never want to show my stupid face with this idiotic hair! but as requested. hahahaha. I DUN WANNA MAKE IT CLEAR!!! dun want dun want.
and if U asked what my family said, "wahh piang! U go cut hair arr! super nan kan! I think U'll never dare 2 upload in friendster already? HAHA." this was what my 2nd bro shouted, and I mean shouted! lol. super bad right! that's my bro! think he's hair very nice mehh! but true luhh, my hair's horrible. =\\\ hmmm. my mum lehh? "haha! nice lahh nice lahh! few weeks later, ur hair will grow. grow very fast 1 mahh! dun worry. NICE! like the boy next door! in addition, U soo boyish! haha. got 1 more son!" PIANG! how encouraging huhh! =\\\\\
AND! Marcus called and say,"so U're becoming butch? b careful arr! later got girls take no. from U!" well well. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'M SO GOING 2 WEAR SKIRT! =\\\
moral of the story, "DUN CUT HAIR LAHH!"
I miss my hair! my emo, nerd, mushroom hair! =(((
12:13:00 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
I HATE MY HAIR!
eeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I shouldnt have been so daring 2 try out the stupid new salon! I HATE THIS HAIR STYLE! I keep trying 2 make it nicer, even bought my own wax, but nothing seems 2 work!!! eeyyyeerr! help me!!!!! =(((((((((((
4:18:00 PM
