alright. I'm just gonna update. had been looonnnggg since I last update. and soon, I wanna SLEEP!! hee.
had geog paper 2day. orhh noo. I dunno what's Ecotourist Attractions. well, due 2 I cant find my notes and so.. didnt study this topic at all! so guess what I wrote.. "Ecotourist Attraction is like a activity organise by the country, like Great Singapore Sale." FAINT! Laugh Out Loud, everyone! it's either I kill myself 1st, if not msyeo will chop me in2 half. even I myself find it super stupid. arghhh.

math paper1 was.. not as tough as I thought. but I know I wont score. due 2 careless mistakes and some blanks. I just cant think of the solutions. I know I'll b able 2 do it, if only I practice long long ago. orhh well. so I told myself that I'm so going 2 grab marks 4 paper2 2moro.

last few weeks' papers was.. okay I guess. physics was super tough! mrlim luh! still happily said it's okay! nono. it's not. and every1 jolly well know I suck in phy. I thought I'm going 2 score! 1st time I study till soo confidence. but well, not going 2 score anymore. =\\\ chem was a bit easier than phy. A BIT. mrtan's papers' weird. I asked him questions he dun seems 2 b bothered! arghh. maybe I'm not his student! wahh lau. super rude lehh. "U label and write luh! I'll give U the mark." wahh. as if U mark it. %^!@^^&** super irritated.

I hope POA's fine. I did a bit here and there. didnt complete 1 whole question at all. due 2.. I got blank and everything's gone. =\\\\ I DID STUDY 4 NON-TRADING!!! but I cant remember much. boohoo.

my chinese paper2 was hell. my 1st page of answer sheet is.. BLANK. yes, blank. cos when I was about 1 write, time's up. I was all along looking at the HCL's timing! how dumb. and I did it. it's just that I wanna check ans after everything. and I was trying so hard not 2 think of it. but well, when marcus asked me about it after paper, I burst in2 tears. =(((( super sad luh. like.. how dumb can I be. though madamtancf said it's okay. and everything. I'm just feeling baddd. really. haii.

met up marcus on friday night. after HollandV with mum. treat her that jap grilling food. the meat's real fresh! and I ordered veggies! lol. not ex luh. but well, this is not mothers' day celebration. just got the savings, so why not? =))

so marcus and I were at WestMall. well, can U imagine, I had CoffeeBean! boohoo. I missed Starbucks! didnt go 4 about 2 weeks already. I want my Banana Jave Chips Frapp, GreenTea Frapp, Ice Vanilla Latte and so on. haha. all my fav luh. arghh. I had Black Forest at CoffeeBean. and marcus and I were happily chatting and crapping. went home about 1. I was super drained. cos was accompanying my mum the whole day, didnt took afternoon nap. was like zombie, I can say. lol. but well, friday was a gd day in fact. =))

didnt go out on saturday though I wish 2. I'm just vexed. really wanna get out. sigh.

sms and sms. 4 the whole day, from saturday midnight to sunday evening. =))

ENOUGH. things cant continue like this, people. I know much more things than every1 else. I aint a kid anymore. but bcos of being the youngest, U guys of cos think I dunno anything luh. it's just bcos I cant do anything! I cant b lecturing my bro? though I know how many mistakes he has. it's annoying! and I'm tired.. and stress. I'm not paranoid. this little home's getting worse at time goes by. people here r going crazy. stop yelling! stop screaming! I need my rest, my sleep. I need some Peace. I need the slience 2 study. I need all these 2 stop. sigh. and who really going through the hell I'm going through. shit it.

and a few of my edition. I love the top right picture with this edition. =)))