and who is the one you´re clinging to,
instead of me tonight.
And where are you now, now that I need you,
tears on my pillow, where ever you go, I´ll cry me a river
that´s leads to your ocean
you´ll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
it´s just emotions, taking me over,
caught up in a sorrow, lost in the song,
but if you don´t come back,
come home to me darling,
don´t you know there´s nobody
left in this world to hold me tight,
there´s nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight,
goodnight
I´m there, at your side, a part of all the things you are,
but you have a part of someone else, you gotta go find your shinning star.
Goodnight
went out with Markcus and Victor, my new friend on friday after Science paper1 and D&T paper. =))
alright. I'd failed my Chem and Phy according 2 MsSeah Kiat Yee. 7 passes in my class 4 Chem. I bet that I'm 1 of them. HAHA. and that cost her "YI BA HOU" on her weekends. =xxxx I still cant stop laughing about this. even during D&T paper. stupid Markcus luhh! LOL. and that BREAD FACE, horr. LOL. [orhh well. I realised a very funny Bread Face picture beside the bus stop. the 1 after dunearn sec's bus stop. ehh, the bus188 that can go lot1. lol.] GO SEE! lol.
okay! meet up with the guys. and Victor was late! bad impression lehh! I nearly fall asleep, VIC! and I bet Markcus too. LOL. I was being very unfriendly luhh. cos very not close with him. so I was chatting with Markcus all along. craps as usual. luckily Victor took a bit of initiative. and so we started chatting at times. haha. he's LAME. yes. and he loves PEPPER LUNCH! orhh gosh. I cant stand it. lol. he's super pepper lunch. after the long walk in town, we had pepper lunch, BECAUSE OF VICTOR! hahaha. though we dun really town. but well, just go luhh. like where can U go other than that? LOL. so Victor went home around 8 plus as he got his ridiculous tution that starts at 10pm! haha. super ridiculous! lol. then I waited 4 Markcus at JE mac. and had a few sms-es. SOMEONE DIDNT REPLY MY SMS! super annoying! but NEVER MIND. hahaha. and had a small quarrel? I dunno luhh. dun care.
Markcus came and we started being crazy. after chatting a while, we went 2 take neoprints. the 1 on top. LOL. cant see huhh. sorry, no scanner. but we were really having lots of fun luhh! and hope Victor was there with us 2 join the fun! lol. and I cant believe it, I'm 17!! and I'm still taking neoprints. Markcus said "this is becos older people got nothing much they haven done b4. they feel bored. neoprints can kill boredeem." ehh. as well as drinking. LOL! that kills sadness tooooo. I'm super frazzled + super downcast + super emo + super hurt. and I fall asleep after that few whatever sms-es.
and a few pictures b4 the day ends.
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOTHERSSSSS. esp Mine! =))
had steamboat at Bugis with family without my 3rd bro cos he had 2 stay in his camp still. bought cake with my 2nd bro in the afternoon. just had it later 4 my lunch! heh. I haven even try it. lol. we were super full. then eldest bro wanna bring us 2 had dessert. but it's like.. no more seats. how crowded Bugis can be!! night life 4 every1! =)) orhh. was supposed 2 meet wt up on saturday 4 Starbucks. and we didnt cos this last min little celebrations. nothing much luhh. hope my mum's happy.
still pictures. HAHA.
very random, indeed.
SUNDAY! stupid weiting woke up soo early! smsed me about 11 plus in the morning. we met up at 315pm and I was earlier than her! heh. we saw a very messy person! with colorful scarf [
he copied me luhh!], piercing on lips [
copy me again!], cap, long sleeves, jeans, dirty sneakers and huge messy belt! why cant he b simpler? he's making me headache! lol.
we went Plaza Sinagpura's Starbucks 2 support Suffian! haha. he's long hair is irritating me! lol. cut hair luhh, suffian! lol. why are people sooooo messy! lol. then we had a long chat outdoor. nice breeze. =)) with my Banana JaveChips Frapp with Blended Cream. heh. still prefer Panjang's! I miss my friends there. orhh well. Sue, Faliq, many many more. I WANT THAT SUN YANZI's POSTER, WEITING!!!! really pretty! lol. shopped around Plaza and we both got bored.
sat in the MRT station 4 a few min, dunno where 2 go. then! we headed 2 Changi Airport! hahaha. super ridiculous, I know. lalala. it's like.. so far. and I suddenly had a stomachache. just aching. bleahh. I didnt had warm food 4 the whole day! haha. Changi Airport's greeeeattt!! we had Skytrain! it's like "CHANGI LRT" weiting said. LOL. it's soo classic luhh! then shopped around like a tourist. lol. and.. WE HAD STARBUCKS!!! she missed her cheese braid! and I had potato salad. =))) the cheese braid got story behind 1 k! haha. cosy. but we STILL prefer panjang's. heheheh. walked 2 the same old places we walked during band tour 2006. wooo. recalled a lot of things ehh. sad. happy. well, past. let's keep it inside out hearts, and we know it would b 4ever. =))
after that, she and her crazy idea again, 2 go HollandV. =\\\ I didnt teach her anything bad! I just bring her there, cos she wanted 2. lol. she was amazed by everything there luhh. soo cutee. then bring her walked around. she's choosy! like dunno what 2 have 4 dinner! lol. ended up at NYDC. I had Apple Crumble and she had Roast Chicken Spag. woot. she said it's sooo fulling! lol. she's becoming old luhh! she said she loves HollandV. and I really didnt teach her anything badddd!!! lol.
home around 11 plus. woo. super frazzled again.
I cant b bothered 2 sms you every night already.
miss being a Band Major.
but if you asked, I won't want to be one again. LOL. memories, and that's enough.
check out my Friendster tooo. =p
` feelings can come and go. it didnt go. but you're forcing it to. what a joke. I cant b bothered about any single thing about you anymore. you're toooo random, I cant take it. I'm trying 2 maintain, yet you dont seems 2 care anyway. it's tiring. when I'm all alone trying 2 improve everything. so, I think I shall let you go. let's end everything. you and fraud! I dont wanna play around with you anymore. I dont wanna b the fool all the time. again and again.