Saturday, May 26, 2007
Dear Angel of mine,
thought you say everything should be vice versa? but this time round, you didn't. or not the 1st time? Angel, tell me now, tell me why. tell me what, tell me when. cos I'm super devastated. Dear Angel, Angel..
I love these 2 little Star. Kiki and Lala. say hi 2 them, people.
haiya, I super no mood 2 update. but really really wanna say how I feel. wasnt feeling very gd after that say of parents' meeting. but I tell no 1. everything was okay. mum's pressurizing me. but yet, somehow she's not? I dunno. "
study more harder." said mum. "
it's study harder!!" I corrected. but she insisted on hers rather than mine, cos she said "harder" is not enough. orhh well, regarding how she pressurize me, I wont say luhh. hmm, mrsliang
touched me, by 1 simple sentence, "
myself and ur teachers think that U can do well. why is it this way? U got no problems. I've seen ur files, very gd. and got no complaints from teachers. ur teachers and I believe n trust that U can do very well, if U study SMART. really. okay?" haiii. am I such a disappointing dude?
and fuck! when mrho asked me how's my POA going 2day, I dunno how 2 ans back. seriously. I dun want him 2 look down on me, but I didnt do very well either. shit it. and once again, he said "
HI, XIAOJUN" 2 me n give that kinda SMILE. ewwwwwwww.
c'mon, O LEVEL CHINESE. it's on monday, and I'm so going 2 do my
super best,
superxiaojun. dun b anxious, dun b. b strong,
BE STRONG!I think I'm dense. I shouldnt doubt any1. even though I sat down in the living room and everything just appeared in my mind. 1 sms, and wake me up. and that sms, made me doubt. but nonono, hell no I'm going 2 doubt about anything, any1, anymore. never mind, treat it as I'm hell talking shit. thanks
OINKoink anyway. appreciate that.
I'm having a bloody cough, and also, say hi 2 nose bleeding. =\\\\ but it's so not going 2 bring me down. boooooooo.everytime, everything's soooo beautiful in acoustic.` you make me can't stop listening to the song. it meant a lot. a lot. I never 4get things I said to you, I wonder have you? never mind. you'll always be the one.
[not the song above anyway. but 1 of my favourite song when in need of someone.]
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