Tuesday, April 24, 2007
closer, closer. lean on me now, lean on me now.-I'm like mugging and mugging after I'm back home. I'm down. I'm tired. I cant rest. sigh. I suddenly.. feel like crying, having so much 2 say.
D&T, Chinese. I cant even touch my POA. and and.. I haven finish my D&T. U know how much I spend on 1 idea? it's killing me alive. I didnt take nap 2day. I went gym with Marcus. every Tuesday, yupp. there's the only day I workout. even going Starbucks during weekends, I'm doing my work there. so does that makes any diff in life? I wish I have the time 2 enjoy coffee and catch up with friends. bringing a notebook, a pencil, a eraser, a story book. draw, drink, laughter. huhh. when can I have that. shit it.
I'm not strong. not like what U guys always think. I'm super weak. weaker than any1 can think of.
SA1 coming. pretty soon. should cut down my midnight shows and.. Starbucks? bleahh. I cant have Peace at home anyway. what's the point? any1 can give me Peace? call me up! =\=\ ehh ehh. I'm feeling rather emo. nono, it's not usual. but well, just smile, xiaojun, no matter what.
`I somehow regretted. everytime you walked pass me, I didnt manage 2 say HI 2 you. I walked away without looking instead. I'm feeling kinda bad. but.. only I know the reason why. I don't know if I should bother, but I dun wanna give you troubles, I don't want any1 2 bring you down. so I rather you not knowing anything. I'll take it.
MusiK; without a reason.
11:23:00 PM
