Sunday, March 04, 2007
I got too much to say. boo. I detest my Life.am I tooo much? or.. what? I dun think I can have the courage to face all these nonsense anymore. simple reason is,
I'M TIRED. just sick and tired. did U really notice it? just cant b fagged? I dunno. I dunno U. U're such a stranger to me. and now, I dun wanna know U. cos U disappoint me time and time again. I had enough. and so, I guess I shall stop concerning so much. cant believe that I'm a fool again.
again and again. fine. I dont need an explanation from U anymore. cos I cant take it if it's a broken promises again.
AGAIN."r U still angry?" that's not the main point. angry is not a word 4 my feelings. not disappointing either. it's just.. I'm tooo tired to even bother about it. I dun wanna face another flop.
dont tell me things cant b solved by talking. is there a need 2 scream, yell, shout? as if there's no tomorrow? stop that
NOW. it's getting hectic. life's hectic. cos whenever U need some Peace, U got all thos rubbish. I ran. I ran and ran. just to leave. and reach a place where I can have some Peace. not more. I just need some. why cant U fulfil my wish?
tell me U r not downcast. I just received that sms in the afternoon. I thought everything can b solved between U guys. but why. that's really sad. really sad. I didnt expect that it will b soo fast. but afterall, I hope this is the Best decision from U. and well, of cos I support U all along. dun worry, girl. I'm here. always here. smile.
I'm always a fool. like always.. everybody loves to hurt, disappoint, upset, backstab me. orhh well, I'll let it b..THE PERFECT LETDOWN FROM U.I thank you 4 that.
2:32:00 AM