which way 2 happy? it's really downcast 2 hear all these from mum. was it really gonna b this way? or things can b better? I'm just 2 "small" 2 do anything. but I dun wish 2 c everything this way. I'm thinking.. still thinking.. the eyes got so red and watery. am I suppose 2 listen and walk off? or do something about it? I feel so small, I'm indeed small.