DEAD. I started 2 hate more. and more. and more. I loathe everything, almost every1, except 4 my beloved 1s. which is only that few.

why am I stuffing cucumbers and milk in2 my mouth now. =\

aint feeling well 2day. nose bleed this morning. the blood just came straight down. horrible. diarrhoea 4 3 days straight. what do U think? I had finished the whole box of diarrhoea medicine. 4 2 days. and the 3rd day, which is 2day, I can only have a box cos there's no more left. but it doesnt work 2day. I just suffered the pain and walked just 2 go 2 band. the path seems everlasting. I guess I nearly faint on my way 2 sch. I'm just like a jelly, and nothing else. maybe at that point of time, I just need some1 2 hold me along. yeahh.

went home after band prac. again, it took me so long 2 reach jurongeast. bleahh. I'm seriously almost faint. was so glad when I reached interchange where there's bar around. so I can lean against it. I just feel so much like 2 curl up myself at a warm corner. everything seems so cold.

gotta go out again 2 bring guanyi 2 have his haircut. I really wanna stay at home 2 sleep and hopefully fine after I woke up. but guanyi.. ehh. haiya. so met him. I fall asleep on the floor, curl up. and he kept calling. aint that crappy 2day. just blank during the journey. he got his haircut. not bad, only if he spike up like how it supposed 2 b. I wonder if he will. and so, I'll have my haircut 2moro. and after haircut, off I go 2 STARBUCKS! =))

didnt go 2 Starbucks 2day. =(( planned 2. it's like.. it's part of my every weekends already. but cos really cant stand the pain aroun dmy stomach area, I came back 2 have a nap. woke up around 8 plus. cos I set alarm. thought I can go there by then, but really cant. arghh. I'm sleepy now anyway.

didnt get 2 start any of my work. gotta wake up early 4 haircut. then meet ben, maybe. and stay at Starbucks 4 work? guess so. so my weekends r gone again. haii. I'm feeling so unwell! okie, I'm weak..

creation.

it's so much like a dream. but I hope U can fulfil my dream.