Sunday, February 25, 2007
I'm back, probably an hour ago? I guess so.
I never like staying at home. as days pass, I feel more and more wanna leave. I find Peace outside rather than home. well, even if I'm alone, I feel Peaceful. no1's at home anyway. what's the point? it's always Noise, making everything's soo.. WHATEVER. I'm just feeling empty. it's just like jigsaw puzzle. it's fine, yeahh, nice. everything seems so perfect. just by its cover, it looks perfectly fine. but 1 fine day, U lift it up, well, everything just dropped, and a few pieces went missing, it will never b found. and yes, I do mean NEVER. where is the Love? boo. everything seems so alien 2 me. people at home, walk pass me, who are they? strangers? so near, yet so far. I so much wanted 2 speak, but soon, they disappear. orhh well, that's the fact. I should have b strong and face it. rather than whinning here. I'm booshitting, yes I m.
and so, went 4 band prac 2day. talked 2 mrchew etc. pray hard everything will b fine. yeahh, I hope so. I'll b praying, 4 the sake of every1.
took a nap 2day. from 3 plus 2 6 plus? OINK called and we had a short chat on the phone.
CRAPS. as usual. =x went Starbucks. wt's soo late! I'd started doing my work and studying my notes b4 her arrival. was doing phy then. ahh, tough. =(( went Mac after that cos Starbucks' closing. there's SOOOO many teenagers slacking around at Mac. guess it's their Saturday Night fever. HOHOHO. ahh. Starbucks' pasta salad dun taste gd! I still find their potato salad ambrosia! hee. but they left pasta salad 2day. thought salad suppose 2 b healthy? but pasta salad's soo oily lehh! =\ I dun like it. didnt manage 2 finish it. and that supposed 2 b my lunch and dinner! =\ luckily I had Mac. I didnt finish the meal, soo fulling! I'm still feeling full now! =\ so I took a cab home.
I managed 2 finish my chi compo. ahhh. can we do some narrative compo? PLSSSS? I'm getting bored writing those newspaper stuffs etc. =\=\ I'm doing my phy now. ahhh. I'm kinda stuck. some1 help pls? I haven complete my chi asessment! got 6 chapters 2 do! I'm at the 3rd 1. orhh sharks. guess I'll finish my phy and continue with my ss 1st if I'm not sleepy. I'm mentally drained 2day. just bcos I got so much 2 fret over. why.
=((((((((((((((((((((((((Peace is not about Slience.
-I find Peace when I'm blasting my Music in2 my ears. I'm in the world of my own.
Fill my Little World.IF there's no tomorrow for ME..
3:39:00 AM
