Monday, February 05, 2007
everything is getting so f**king bad. and nothing else, I'm hating everything more than just enough. it's just MORE. and I wonder how long can I take it anymore. I feel it, I feel it. it's like coercing myself, asking myself, tolerate a few months more. slowly, everything will come 2 and end. but it's accumulating! when will it ends? when! tell me when! b4 I explode again and yell, scream, shout, blast, just like an idiot. just another fool. booshit, just say I'm perfectly fine, maybe U can say I'm paranoid. orhh well, just treat it as I am. at least I can b soo dumb myself. being alone, all alone, maybe that's the freedom of mine. and F**K! dun bother about me when I'm not around, on a fine day itself. I HATE EVERYONE. so, jolly well, point and me and say U hate me 2! loathe me more than how much I loathe U all! damn it. everything I hate, now I hate those stuffs MORE.
this is my new haircut. if U dislike it, 2 bad. cos it had already been cut. cos mind U, I didnt say I like it anyway, and of cos, I didnt dislike it.
it's just another bad day.. another bad day.. another bad day..
until it comes 2 a stop, I wonder when will I smile.
9:11:00 PM
