Wednesday, January 10, 2007
sorry, I'm just feeling EMPTY.
I dunno how should I express everything out. well, I'll b really fine soon, yes, soon. but b4 anything, I really wanna thanks those who care. thanks a lot a lot a lot. haiya, my entries r simply.. rubbish. U cant b reading my dumb entries and feeling moody, orhh pls dun.
ahh. really tired out. super amazing. I fall asleep on the table while doing chi compo yesterday night. when it's about 7 plus? yesterday was really a bad day. just 2 many things in mind. I dunno where 2 start when was being ask. so after that, I got cold, I took my jacket and sleep on the floor, jolly well 4gotten about my piles of hmwk. guess I'm really used up. woke up.. that was about 9 plus going 2 10. and then, msg received.
2 tell you the truth, that's the worst msg I ever want 2 receive. cos I dun want anything between us 2 change even worse come 2 worst. hmmm. 4 me, I dun want that 2 happen, really. I hope you dun 2. I want you 2 b more specific. but thinking that you might not even reply that msg, I sent another msg telling you how I really feel. not really in detail, but I hope you can understand. I think you will understand anyway. and yes, bcos you know me well enough. everytime you know what I'm thinking, how I'm feeling. I never want 2 c you sad in fact. of cos dun even want 2 c you sad. yes, my fault. shouldnt have broke it again. arghh. really sorry. I really dun wanna hurt you. I really really wanna say everything out. how I wish. but I cant. I dunno why. I cherish you, more than any1 else. believe it or not, I dunno. but I'm not lying. never will I lie. esp 2 you.
6:22:00 PM
