Monday, January 22, 2007
I dun feel a sense of belonging. I just wanna leave. I know this gonna happen long ago, why didnt I leave and runaway earlier yet choose 2 suffer? dumb me.
dun b an idiot. how 2 leave when U dun even have some valuables with U. but really, I wanna leave..
I'm sleepy, I'm zonked. I fall asleep during english lesson 2day. sorry mrwong! I didnt realise till mrlim came in and it's time 4 phy. scary ehh. luckily chem test's cancelled. cos QA is really tough and complex! orhh, I did my POA's partnership by myself. managed 2 finish it yesterday night. yes, slept at 3 plus due 2 multiple hmwks. dunno why tossing around. so I guess I'm alseep around 4? that's why I'm that dead. ehh. isnt that everyday? =\ anyway, thanks 2 guanyi, I manage 2 at least know what I'm doing 4 POA's partnership, therefore able 2 complete the whole lot of qns given. completed compo yesterday MIDnight.. and I just wanna sleep now after doing compre and dnt. shall ask around about math 2moro. I'm stuck.
guess I'm mad yesterday. went starbucks 2 study, till 6 plus, reached IMM's mac and study again. I wasnt very tired though. really wanna finish as many things as I can. orhh well, now I left 3 chi hmwk! opps, my POA's test coming up! luckily chi test was postpone 2.
I think I'm soo hopeless! I knocked in2 the wall just now. wall againist my specs, right lens. my mum got a shock. =\ and I just knocked my knee againist the comp table! or bcos my eyes r 2 small?
4 this big big world. I'm apart from the world..an urge of running away..
cos I'm just so small, so weak. I'm nothing.
nothing at all from the very start.
all my agony, can you see it?
11:21:00 PM
