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★That LittleSoldier

XIAOJUN / Edith.

Sleepyhead.
DAjun.
15o3199o. Pisces.
blue. white.so perfect together.

piglet. woodstock.
*Republic Poly;
Sports&Exercise Sciences.
*RPCanoe.
*exSwissCottage Sec;
exSwiss Winds; 3rd/bassTROMBONIST.
*exYuhua/Bukit View Pri;
exVolleyball.
*photography. sports. arts. music.
*veggies. fruits. soup. japanese food.
*Starbucks!
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szerui.
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weiyan.
yeewai.
yanjing.
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Monday, January 29, 2007

PISCES.
This is the sign which contains a little of every other sign and is often the hardest of all to understand. Pisces are rarely content. Typical Pisces subjects are quiet and introspective, preferring to watch and wait rather than dive straight in. They are generally kind, sympathetic, and supportive, and readily offer a listening ear for people with problems and a shoulder for friends to cry on.
But when the time comes that they need to be comforted themselves, they find it hard to express their feelings to others and often turn away and console themselves in private. The Pisces capacity to reach great heights and sink to the lowest depths leaves them vulnerable to addictions. Pisces are gullible and easily tempted, especially when young.

Compatible Zodiac Signs for Pisces
Taurus. Cancer. Scorpio. Capricorn.

Incompatible Zodiac Signs for Pisces
Aries. Gemini. Leo. Libra. Sagittarius. Aquarius.

Variable Zodiac Signs for Pisces
Pisces. Virgo.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

9:08:00 PM



xJUN's CREATION.

SHARKS! I had diarrhoea this morning.. and guess what, I ate something with the so call "world's hottest chilli"! pls.. I DUN WANT ANYMORE DIARRHOEA. =(
ahh. soon, it'll b MONDAY.
guess I'm back from Starbucks.. an hour ago? I got 2 know a few dudes there! actually I'd already know a few, but 2day, I get 2 know more. haha. but I cant remember their name. I only remember Sue. haha. she's the 1 who ask 4 my name and start introducing each of them working. and so they started waving. I'm "amazingly amazed" by their gd service. haha. well, I trust Starbucks. =p

was at Starbucks yesterday 2! didnt manage 2 finish my work on sat due 2 not enough sleep. also, thong boyboy was right bside me! and so, our talk went on and on till 1130? I think so. cos it's about 1240 when I reached home. woke up this MORNING. hate sunday! I never get 2 sleep well. and I got diarrhoea.. I wondered what I eat yesterday 2 gave me this diarrhoea. ehh. curry puff? I only ate that what. bleahh.

yes, I'm now so sleepy! my eyes were half closed!
I CANT DO MY AMALGAMATION! and I gonna ask those POA pros 2moro. =(

I LOVE STARBUCKS! =)
OINK OINK OINK!
originally..
DEAR journal..
after "dressing" my journal up. haha. the One and Only book I love 4 sch use. LOL. all thanks 2 ms elaineyeoh. =))

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:28:00 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007



just a little bit of Love.

DRAINED, yes I am. tired of Everything. what 2 look 4ward 2 every morning? NOTHING. everything's so restricted. it's just SO restricted. this and that. enough is enough. tired of the manipulation by Everything. just gonna survive this way. yes I'm trying. trying so Hard. till I dunno when will I collaspe. I'm just so Weak. I aint Strong.

-studying SO HARD, 4 2moro's POA test. BOO.
and I dun wanna talk 2 him. cos it just reminds me of that moment again.

it's Affection..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

6:44:00 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

I dun feel a sense of belonging. I just wanna leave. I know this gonna happen long ago, why didnt I leave and runaway earlier yet choose 2 suffer? dumb me.
dun b an idiot. how 2 leave when U dun even have some valuables with U. but really, I wanna leave..

I'm sleepy, I'm zonked. I fall asleep during english lesson 2day. sorry mrwong! I didnt realise till mrlim came in and it's time 4 phy. scary ehh. luckily chem test's cancelled. cos QA is really tough and complex! orhh, I did my POA's partnership by myself. managed 2 finish it yesterday night. yes, slept at 3 plus due 2 multiple hmwks. dunno why tossing around. so I guess I'm alseep around 4? that's why I'm that dead. ehh. isnt that everyday? =\ anyway, thanks 2 guanyi, I manage 2 at least know what I'm doing 4 POA's partnership, therefore able 2 complete the whole lot of qns given. completed compo yesterday MIDnight.. and I just wanna sleep now after doing compre and dnt. shall ask around about math 2moro. I'm stuck.

guess I'm mad yesterday. went starbucks 2 study, till 6 plus, reached IMM's mac and study again. I wasnt very tired though. really wanna finish as many things as I can. orhh well, now I left 3 chi hmwk! opps, my POA's test coming up! luckily chi test was postpone 2.

I think I'm soo hopeless! I knocked in2 the wall just now. wall againist my specs, right lens. my mum got a shock. =\ and I just knocked my knee againist the comp table! or bcos my eyes r 2 small? 4 this big big world. I'm apart from the world..

an urge of running away..
cos I'm just so small, so weak. I'm nothing.
nothing at all from the very start.
all my agony, can you see it?

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

11:21:00 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007


a few of my fav edition.

ahh. I'm sleepy, as usual.
just back from the dinner that I'm being forced 2 attend. wahh. boring as anything. food dun taste gd at all. bleahh~

did go 4 band 2day. I suppose 2 anyway. though I'm always late 4 sat. but.. not very late also horr! I hate it lahh. my section is not a section anymore! they seperate themselves. even a stand dun sound like a stand. my 3rd stand collasping. the meaning of MUSIC and NOTES r different. can U feel them? I dunno how they gonna improve, but they must improve. seniors just gonna deal with some attitude dude in the section. if there's any.. huhh! just so fuming mad 2day. various reasons. the seniors should know WHY. sharks.

came home and rest 2day. cos I have 2 attend dinner. all my study time r being cut. cant even stay out late 2day. =( so wasted! my precious weekends! but it's okie! I gonna spend my sunday wisely! =)

I HATE DABIAN! what a mean dude! he had failed 2 b a successful whatever occupation he's in. dun wanna mention 2 much. cant stand it, that's why I'm venting my anger here. pissed. what kinda words r U saying 2 me! why r U giving that kinda laughter. YES! I wanna HAI SI NI! what can U do! I'll make sure a get a DAMN GD result and THROW in2 ur face! ridiculous. U dun have the rights 2 say that 2 me anymore k! and stop asking that same old qns, since last yr! U R IRRITATING!
it's okie. U CANT BRING ME DOWN. I CAN DO IT WITH ALL OTHER SUPPORT. GO AWAY!
btw, I wanna thanks those who support me rather than that DABIAN. =)) will work 4 it!
never mind. I got better some1 supporting me. thank you! =)

my creation. my photography. my kind of arts.
dear trombone..
saw this everywhere! but finally got a chance 2 stop and take a pic of it! =)) LOVE YANZI! =p
yes, he's sweet in a sense. I know, I appreciate. but if U ask me how long can this sweetness last, I'm telling U, it's not 4 long..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

1:55:00 AM

Saturday, January 20, 2007


I'm sleepy! make this quick and I'm gonna sleep!
at last! it's weekends again! yeahh. so fast lahh! and I remember what my mum told me,"when U feel that the time files really really speedy, this shows that U r getting older and older. kids wont complain that the time pass so quickly." haha. true in a sense? cos when we get older, we tend 2 b busier with this and that. so when we had took few hours doing our work, we realise it's already night! like when I reached home, it's around 6 plus or even 7. when I take out my work and finish everything, it's time 4 me 2 sleep again. that's how my life goes now! haha. so no life right. though everytime I so much wanna throw my work aside, sleep and sleep. everytime I fall asleep when doing my work halfway through.. but I will just wake myself up and do my work again, I have 2 finish, b4 I sleep peacefully. that's true. without doing any work, how can U know that U actually understand what the teachers had said 4 the whole day? orhh bleahh. I think I just need sleep now. haha.

I WANNA DO MY DNT! soon I mean. I wanna do my POA! I wanna study my POA! I wanna do my chem qns and make sure I understand everything! I wanna study phy and make sure I can get better results! I wanna get my shou che soon so I can learn new words! I wanna get back my journal so I can wrap it up! I wanna stop doing tons of math qns, though I know I ought 2 practice. HAHA. yeahh, I'm ridiculous. I'm so dissapointed in myself, I didnt get 2 finish my POA, and it's friday already.

weekends gonna b busy! I might b meeting ben, I got dinner 2 attend, I might go NYDC. and all these, cut off my study time! meeting friends once a while still alright. dinner 2 attend is being force! going NYDC cos I miss those dudes! and giving karen some things. ahhh. sunday suppose 2 b half my resting day and half my studying day. but I guess I cant rest 4 half a day already. boohoo. MORE WEEKENDS!!!!!!!!!

PIG can fly high 2! PIG can b cute 2! dun b a small little fly anymore! haha. b a flying PIG, it's really better. HEE. I 4got. I should wish PIG well 2. cos I suppose 2 pray 4 her PIG! hahaha. and PIG suppose 2 pray 4 me 2! =D PIG's gonna ignore me! =\

ahhh. sorry sean. I 4get 2 tell msseah U not going 2 find her. and sorry msseah, cos I 4get 2 tell U! =((



I know I shouldnt b feeling this way. I hate the feeling 2. cos I know I shouldnt. what am I saying again..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:27:00 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

orhh no. tell me I'm not dying so soon!
just back from sch. had poa rememdial. humans remedials were both cancelled cos both teachers got something on. so many things happened 2 5n1! =(( orhh, I LOVE SEAN! he's my dear friend. whom I still remember how a sweet little boy he was when he was sec1-3. and slowly, 2 a crappy young dude 2day. all these memories just appear in my mind. and so, I burst in2 tears 2day outside general office. in order not 2 b so obvious, I walked away. acting I was reading some same old boring notice. orhh, didnt really BURST. eyes became watery. cos I dun wanna c any bad things happen 2 my friends. haii.

okie! I think I'm so dead. DUN DISCOURAGE ME! DUN ASK ME 2 DROP POA! cos I really really want 2 try! =(( but I realise I need so much time 2 complete a new topic. test is just next week, so what m I waiting 4? STUDY! had chem and chi test next week 2. that's why, spank me when I walk pass U. =x

home around 10 plus yesterday night. waited 4 msseah with xiangling and inthu joined us after that. just 2 ask some chem qns. so tough! I stare at the paper 4 about 30min! just a qns kills. but luckily I had finished my MCQs. wonder if I got any right 1s. haha. msseah was half dead by then. with so many remedials and lessons. chem's tough! but I read it through again and again. =)) 4 the life now, I think people got no life if they stay in sch 2 finish their hmwk b4 going home. haha. hmmm. btw, I got my reason 4 staying out late, other than studying..

woohoo! chem's really really interesting! mixing the chemicals r really amazing! 2 c the chemicals turn 2 diff colours or even decolourise! do I sound like a idiotic nerd here? heh. enjoyed myself in the lab 2day. except 4 the jinmin's laughter! she awlays laugh at me! cos of my silly-ness. hehe. and I miss jinmin lahh! she was absent 4 2 days. every1 missed her laughter! =x

take care Sean, Wendy, Jinmin.. and SOMEONE. GET WELL SOON! =))

a little bit of ME.

what I did yesterday night. just a little thought of mine. photography + expression + drawings + thoughts + feelings.


4get it. pronounce it as XIAOjun. =\


the section I love the most.


after some more edition.


find me ridiculous? from the 1st pic U c, it's the original cover. how it should b. and after MY creation, the book became.. the 2nd pic. haha.


just a little Love, Care and Concern can make a Difference. =)

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

5:54:00 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

I'm NOT having Monday Blues. orhh well.
I didnt had enough sleep. I dunno why. I slept around 3 plus although I'm on bed at 1. I woke up around 5 plus and started tossing around. fall asleep again, the next time I woke up it's time 4 sch. so ridiculous. how horrible. life like this never gonna b fine.

last few days was doing fine. had been really studying. had band on sat. wasnt very early, but hey, I aint very late 2! I realise I'm so unfamiliar 2 the pieces. due 2 lack of reading of scores. had been doing work and doing work. the score in my file seems 2 b dusty. but I tried. was glad at least I still b able 2. well, I hope yiying's able 2 too. home after band. I was drained, really. wanna sleep but cant help 2 the comp. imagine I had been like a robot during weekdays! so I deserve some entertainment lahh! =)) so I was like.. chatting with a few dudes here n there. meeting derrick at 6. I fall asleep on the desk right in front of me now when I was chatting online. haha. poor thong boy boy. I was yahh, chatting with "HIM". "HE" asked me not 2 use she 4 "HIM". =\ then I cant stand it, I slept on the floor, till 545. I woke up and showered. I was of cos, LATE. sorry derrick! end up we decided 2 go starbucks! yeahh! love it. derrick can really EAT! horrible him. never get full. I was like.. full all along cos I had lunch with nic, jas and jionghan. great fun with juniors! =)) woohoo. then we saw eugene and regina going 2wards starbucks 2! then reg told me shirley going. I was smsing thong boyboy. "HE" going 2! with yisin! like gathering right. really a bit group. had fun! and I finished my POA there and benefit quite a lot. hey! I CAN DO POA! hee. I'm proud of myself. not 4getting 2 thanks MSNG 1st. hehe. will still carry on! bleahh. home around 12. sleepy sleepy. chatting online with thong boy boy. then editing pic. slept at 2 plus. was more than just zonked.

woke up at 8 plus on sun, sleep again at 10 plus. got a headache. so woke up at 11 plus. after doing stuffs here n there, took a nap at 3plus-6 plus. I'm glad I finally got a rest. actually, when it's weekdays, I really cant wait 2 have my weekend! just wanna study at a place and rest. shouldnt I? met derrick at 8 plus, at je mac. study. till 11 plus. I wonder when can I b like derrick. got such caring parents. =\ let's not talk about it.

having gastric pain in sch 2day! n my eyes went watery. really watering. got last 3 periods of phy, then phy remedial. tell me how horrible can that b! bear with that then. got phy quiz. MRLIM, I'M READY 2 STAY LONGER 4 REMEDIAL K! cos I think I really suck at phy! =(( went je, mum was there, trimming her eyebrows. so met her up. that lady asked me 2 trim 2! eeyer! I shook my head and went 2 mac n do my own stuffs while waiting 4 my mum. HORRIBLE. faints. hmmm. bought some groceries. and home around 6. started doing my work. lots of math qns! kinda struggling. but I manage 2 finish it. heh. I'd done POA, MATH and even my CHI that suppose 2 hand in on wed! yeahh. after msng go through the rest of the qns 2moro, I'll finish the work that due next week by fri. =)) opps. I still got DNT 2 go.
this weekend I gonna b busy again. I wonder when can I b working on weekend again! just 2 pack on weekends! ahhhh.

I guess I really need some rest. My eyes swell.

I know what's the reason that I feel soo empty..
that's the reason.
pic edited. =) comments?
2 MORE MONTHS! =)

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

11:52:00 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

orhh no. I think I'm ridiculous. I was reading through my 2oo6 entries. uncountable sad entries. what's wrong with my horrible life? and the 2oo6 entry goes."2006 will b a new yr, a new start. WRONG!" isnt this sound quite like my 2oo7's 1? orhh no. I think I'm living hell.

I'm just tired tired tired. I dun wanna go enrichment! but I cant force myself not 2 go. was drenched, dried, and drenched, and dried 2day. so dumb right. luckily I was a step b4 jurong rains. gosh. I'm lucky yeahh. I'm feeling so cold now! I hope some1 hug me tight. hmmm.


thanks 2 thong boy boy who started sending me a smiley. luckily she was smsing me along my way back home. gosh. I nearly fall asleep anywhere! and I walked really really slow. cos I'm tired! how many times have I repeated that? =x guanyi asked me 2day,"have U been 2 child care?" I told him,"nope. I was left alone at home since young. maybe when I was about 4-5? and I pulled a television down, and spoilt the speaker." he was amazed. he said home alone is boring. well, I'm fine with it. I dunno. and I asked him,"what's wrong with shopping alone? home alone?" really wonder what's wrong being alone? what's wrong without talking? but he didnt give me a gd ans. he just said."when U grow old, U will talk a lot. cos women tend 2 b more naggy. that's why U need 2 b with some1." that's so wrong? 1 simple qns, how old am I now. and U can simply know he's answering rubbish.


mum asked me yesterday."why r U soo tired nowadays?" isnt this qns soo easy 2 ans?
ahh. piles and piles of homework. I'm drowning.


CHEM was fun 2day. cos we were doing our own experiment. opps. pls dun ask jinmin what happened in lap. she'll laughed her lungs out. and I'll blushed and my face turned in2 a apple. she knows why. gosh. I hope jinmin DUN remind me of anything about what happened in lap. just 2 many!! =x shaieful is ridiculous! he came 2 me and wanted me 2 do experiment with him, end up he was like.. dunno anything, asking me 2 do this n that, copied my ans! he even put the hydroxide's stick [I dunno what's that call.] in2 those cations and anions! which we aint suppose 2! I told him already and he said dun care! so rude! arghh. and that jinmin cant even stopped laughing when it's the next lesson! haiyo. bleahh! orhh yanjing, HAPPY CHEM REP-PING! =x



I love this pic that I edited.
never will anything like that happened again. cos You are That Important 2 me. I do Cherish.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

6:46:00 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

sorry, I'm just feeling EMPTY.
I dunno how should I express everything out. well, I'll b really fine soon, yes, soon. but b4 anything, I really wanna thanks those who care. thanks a lot a lot a lot. haiya, my entries r simply.. rubbish. U cant b reading my dumb entries and feeling moody, orhh pls dun.

ahh. really tired out. super amazing. I fall asleep on the table while doing chi compo yesterday night. when it's about 7 plus? yesterday was really a bad day. just 2 many things in mind. I dunno where 2 start when was being ask. so after that, I got cold, I took my jacket and sleep on the floor, jolly well 4gotten about my piles of hmwk. guess I'm really used up. woke up.. that was about 9 plus going 2 10. and then, msg received.

2 tell you the truth, that's the worst msg I ever want 2 receive. cos I dun want anything between us 2 change even worse come 2 worst. hmmm. 4 me, I dun want that 2 happen, really. I hope you dun 2. I want you 2 b more specific. but thinking that you might not even reply that msg, I sent another msg telling you how I really feel. not really in detail, but I hope you can understand. I think you will understand anyway. and yes, bcos you know me well enough. everytime you know what I'm thinking, how I'm feeling. I never want 2 c you sad in fact. of cos dun even want 2 c you sad. yes, my fault. shouldnt have broke it again. arghh. really sorry. I really dun wanna hurt you. I really really wanna say everything out. how I wish. but I cant. I dunno why. I cherish you, more than any1 else. believe it or not, I dunno. but I'm not lying. never will I lie. esp 2 you.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

6:22:00 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

give me a min 2 say whatever I want can? my comp is on not even 15min. just finished my work, studied my notes of tourism, but not prepared 4 test.

I just need 2 say..
I guess I'm on the Verge of Breaking Down.

I thought I can. but it seems so tough. yes, I have not given up. but can some1 pls understand? it's more than just O levels.
I wonder if any1 wonder if I'm fine all the time. I wonder if any1 really cares and bother 2 ask me why. I wonder if I'm alive. I wonder if some1 remembers me. I wonder will there ever b some1 who treats me importantly. I wonder if ever there's some1 who cherish me. I wonder who will b the sincere 1s who visit me when I'm in the hospital. I wonder who cries when they're at my funeral. at times, I wonder. but sometimes, I never dare 2 wonder, cos I'm so afraid there's no 1.
a new start? booshit.

and I'm just gonna off my comp now. sorry if U finding me soo ridiculous. U can just click the cross on the right top corner. I'm just toooooooooooo

stress out. down. that's why I'm breaking down.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

11:15:00 PM

ahhh. okie okie. I'm sleeping soon.
TIME CONSTRAIN. rush out 2day 2 get my bag. and all thanks 2 my 3rd bro. till 2day then I know that my sch bag is broken. bcos of him! so I bought a new bag. ex! but.. haiya. no time 2 find a cheaper 1 anymore. and I dun want sling bags! dun have the money 2 buy my stationeries anymore. so had my starbucks drink n came back 2 je. haha. yes, and I did all these alone. what's the big hoo haa? my 3rd bro was really amazed. it's like.. =\ haha. cos I was out alone 4 soo many times. met shir and gang. haha. just 2 get a few notes from her. wei, why all chem! I cannot study other sub arr? piang. she just dunno what 2 give. haha. but thanks. I'm waiting 4 more 2 come. had ask zhiyuan 2 throw me notes 2. heh. and I'm going 2 tidy everything and study study study. met rongjie after that. cos he called. 2 IMM. couldnt find my file 4 the whole day! whole week I guess. =(( boohoo. I NEED A FILE!

4 ur info., I haven finish all my assignments. just a few of it. =x dead meat. but I promise myself that I will finish by this week. best by fri. yes yes yes.
I'm just gonna b nerdy. got my uniform soo neat and tidy. my fringe gonna b UP. and NO studs. NO. haha. so dun bully me! well, it's just sch 4 learning, not fashion show! hahaha. but yes, it's troublesome, somehow. hehe.

okie! I'm done with my entry. I just got diarrhoea. I hope I shit more 2day so I wont rush 2 the toilet last min 2moro morning. nono, later. cos my time will b delayed! sharks. I got my milk n cereal. yet I cant have any. arghh. stupid tummy.

wish me all the best pls. cos my battle gonna start. in a few hours time. uh hurr. every1 should b soundly asleep now. anyway, I feel that 2oo7 come 2 suddenly. not bcos I dun want sch 2 start. just feel so. okie, let's just LOOK 4WARD 2 sch. 2 c my friends, my teachers. not talking about the discipline portion. HAHA. okie, LET's GO!

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

1:11:00 AM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

woohoo. back home but zonked. bleahh.
went derrick's house yesterday night. well, didnt planned any countdown etc. I hate that, every1 knows. haha. he just happened 2 ask me along. so I didnt go out with rongjie, I didnt go thong boy's house. SORRY. decided 2 go ONE. cos I cant multi task. and simply bcos there's only ONE xiaojun. lol. well, if I'm gonna say about the BBQ happenings, I think lotf of U will think that we're madd. hehe. well, but seriously, I enjoyed myself. hmmm. nono. let's start with.. derrick happened 2 realise he got no charcol. so he called me up n meeting me at Giant 2 buy. so I cant meet ey at his house bus stop anymore. bought the charcol. haha. even buying simple things like this, we had quite a lot of fun. LOL. maybe bcos we can really crapped. hurr hurr. went JE entertainment cos derrick wanted 2 play pool. which I NEVER play. but pei him. and so, ey meeting us there. yahh, derrick cant b playing pool himeself, so I gonna accompanied him. sharks. I told every1 I'll never touch pool. cos I'm really not interested. lol. and I know, I suck at that. arghh. true enough lahh. poor derrick gonna play with such a lousy player. thinking that ey knows how 2 play, I hope n pray ey will reach fast. well, who knows, he dunno how 2 play 2! haha. but the main thing is, he's really interested in it. heh. hmmm. pool's not that bad. but I dun think I'm so in2 it. like derrick! horrible derrick. lol. then received shir's call. RAINING! she dun wanna take the risk 2 go all the way 2 esplanade and c no fireworks. so decided 2 come n join us with him. haha. kinda fun lahh. so I was smsing. then we took turns 2 play. I dun wanna play! haha. well, soon, it's 12am! so it's like.. okie.. 2oo7. yet it's so not 2oo7! no 1 yell, no 1 scream. no 1 jump or bang the pool table. =\ hahaha. then I started sending sms-es. and so true, it jammed. so clever of her 2 send me early then. but it's a bit 2 early lehh! lol. it took me soo long 2 send ALL MY FRIENDS. I mean that few beloved 1s. heh. 4 I think. =)) went 2 derrick's house 4 BBQ finally. I was hungry by then. cos didnt had lunch, had a bit 4 dinner. it's so fun! with ey and derrick while we waiting 4 jack. yahh, just the few of us. and it's soo true that, as long as there's a few gd friends around, it will b fun. haha. they r great! =D ey's cute. lol. it was 3am then when we started BBQ-ing. LOL. so mad right. but it's cool ehh. the chicken wings r yummy! hotdog etc. we enjoyed ourselves. ahh, so full! then jack came around 5 plus I think. haha. he's just like our big bro. haha. after cleaning up, it's about 6 plus. so we washed ourselves then sleep! around 7 plus. actually I couldnt fall asleep! so ey was sleeping soundly. derrick n I were chatting. jack's using the comp. haha. but soon, we fall asleep. cos derrick's sleepy. lol. kind derrick allow me 2 sleep on his bed. =)) with his little booster! stupid ey took the big 1! haha. woke up around 3 plus cos of ey's mobile. it rang so loudly! haha. every1 stare.. lol. then fall asleep again n aoke up around 4 I guess. left around 5 plus. went IMM and shopped myself. back home around 6 plus. I'm sleepy. haha. I really love them ALL. =)) it's just a simple BBQ but it's really fun and comfortable with them ALL! so great. cos they r simple, casual, really. =))

ahhh! I SAW RAINBOW 2DAY! I was telling derrick I wanna c rainbow. then he called and told me he saw TWO beautiful rainbow. then my dad called me and said there's rainbow! haha. so I took a few pic with it. though it somehow faded, but I'm contented. I'm so engrossed with it. ahh. RAINBOWS!! lalala.

so, went IMM again with mum 4 dinner. didnt eat lahh. bought some bread instead and I'm busy sms-ing. sent her the rainbow pic I took. just 2 cheer her up. =) went Giant and bought some stuffs. I got my choco crunch! and MILK! and what else? haha. should b this. and the rest were my mum's stuffs. lol. actually I planned 2 go starbucks 2day! but well, I'm dead. lol. orhh yahh, I saw a few cute Gingerbread Man! haha. bought it! lol. love it! lalala. 2day was quite a gd day 4 me. =))
I cant find my sch bag! I dunno who took it. I need wrapper! I need scotch tape! I need file! and I need 2 buck up!

having Os. I know Os will never b easy. Ns, I shivered. Ns results out, I trembled, I'm afraid I fall. maybe it was just my luck 2 get through. Os gonna b tough. my battle gonna start. I WILL DO MY BEST. I WILL STUDY HARD. cos I wanna fulfil your wish. and I dun wish 2 dissapoint any1, esp you.
this is the Rainbow. sorry, that's the clearest I could c. ahhh. I love it soo much.
the moon.
view from my block. haha. took it cos I was waiting 4 my mum. so beautiful. =)
the Gingerbread Man I bought. hehe. soo sweet! a girl, and a boy. lalala.
and a picture of me.
btw,
HAPPY 2oo7 EVERYONE!!!!!
esp 2 my Beloved 1s. I didnt spend my night with my Beloved 1s. but I hope they are elated and enjoy their last day of 2oo6, also, spend it with their Beloved 1s. I hope all the problems r left behind. let 2oo7 b a brand new start 4 all. smile like how You should, cos You've got aloMe all ng. =))

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

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