Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i hope mrchew is feeling better by now, seriously. haii. what 2 do. can feel the stress yet i know i cant help. n i shouldnt. leaders should do everything they should n amend what's wrong! i'm old, i'd pass out. haii. but really shocked by everything, anything i saw, i heard 2day. i hope everything will b fine,
SOON. every1 will b fine, evern
SOONER.i dunno. that's what makes me more downcast. i know it's kinda ridiculous 2 say this. but i dunno why! i'm emo? dun booshit with me. haii. 4get it. i just find it so hard 2 express it out. yet i just feel like asking U about it, end up U didnt reply me. that wasnt a reply i want from U. i want an ans. cos i'm soo stuck, simply 2 stuck in everything. i dun wanna work. just 2 give myself another day of BREAK. 2 sleep like nobody's business n get myself a drink at starbucks. put a smile on my face? i can never. i'm so stuck! seriously. n why. tell me why. whenever i need an ans, U never never give me 1. i need some1, really..
relationship aside, just talking about some1 that i trust. some1 i need. sharks, i dun even know what i'm talking about. n if U gonna ask me why i feel this way, sorry, but i dunno. n i gonna start everything back at 1 once again.
i might sound ridiculous. okie. then
FULL STOP.
thanks hab. she started talking crap 2 me n though i didnt feel any better, but at least she crap with me. make my night better than nothing. THANKS DOCTOR HAB.
FUCK! i'm so stuck. break down, let go. dun care. dun think. n i just gonna shit aside without any1 noticing. cos no1 even bother about it. yes, FUCK myself.
2:16:00 AM