Tuesday, October 10, 2006
where should i start. how should i go.
BAD news or GOOD news 1st?! what U guys wanna know? okie. BOTH. =x
BAD NEWS.
haiya. actually what i can do is nothing much. 1stly, i'm no stressed. plss.. but thanks 4 ur concern, marc. just worried. really. what's in my mind when i get 2 know is,"WHAT?!" how i feel is SHOCK. n then frantic. about diff people upsetting about diff things, facing diff downs in life. wasnt saying that she's dumb. 2 make such decision. just.. really, surprise. well, why aint this surprise a gd 1 then. i dunno HOW. maybe the decision is firm. but the consequences is really really BIG. she got her reasons. but i know MORE than only her reasons. i know how things go as i went through everything. but.. now. i even know the scene behind everything. there's what worry me. i've decided NOT 2 let everything left hanging without doing anything. i'd decided 2 TRY. can say me busybody, but. haiya. let me c what i can do yupp. i'm on my way.
another 1 is.. my job this time gonna b a long 1. till next yr. so i gonna work n study. hmmm. know it aint a very gd idea. but. i believe i can do it. dun U find that this way, life is more meaningful?? of cos, had decided 2 start Os revision, i'm serious.
GOOD NEWS.
something happy?? i got a job. but still under 10 days probabtion. HA. sound like band members council under probabtion ehh?? there's the idea about it btw. 10 days! n i'll b in, hopefully. dun really mind about the salary. just wanna at least make myself occupy n life's gd afterall. it's gd, when U realise n have gd friends around. 4get about the ups n downs i mean. but.. there will always b yupp, dun avoid. 4 what i'm working as, nothing much. simple stuffs. at town area.
HINT: Get a Life!
guess guess!! =)) those who know, or i'd told U about it, maybe U can drop by n visit me. order something, i'll grab some. =x dun ask me 4 discount pls. dun create trouble 4 me pls. haha. go there, enjoy my service. hmmm, will certainly b great 2 c some of my friends there. give me a call, guys. i'll wait 4 U!! hee.
Ns' OVERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! ROAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
but life's not an end!
heyy. bought Scissors Sisters' album 2day. if U ever heard of it lahh. worth buying! i mean if U r some1 who enjoy those music anyway. really nice, i feel so lahh. try! really. =))
what's next in life. well, treat SOMEBODY mac lahh! n my new job, wish me luck. n i'm praying hard 4 my Ns. i wanna score like nobody's business. pls. n i wish every1 does. =))
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