Monday, October 30, 2006
just woke up not long ago. n i seriously dun feel that it's actually afternoon. n going 2 b evening soon?! really tired. hmmm. really got loads 2 update. but every1 knows, my memory not very gd. hahaha.
went 2 NYDC on saturday cos it's halloween n we aint working. dun wanna have all the troubles! hahaha. so we ate there with her. it's fun! cos can c all the NYDC people dressing in their costumes. very cute. =)) was really full after the meal. n here came jas, wt, cheryl n nic 2 join us. c the change in mark's face. gosh. but cant do anything. whole bunch of BAND MEMBERS. lol. went out of NYDC after a long chat. cross the road. saw john n cheryl. haha. diff cheryl arr. i know got a lot of cheryl nowadays. lol. they were soo sweet! sorry. should say they ARE soo sweet. lol. 4ever 1. =p chatted around there. i was like.. having fun?! cos i was fooling around. n they wanna unzip my skirt! hurr hurr. bad right. that mark n jas lorr! both idiots. i'm smart okie! lol. then mark was really bored. so pull jas away 2 have "a drink." haha. after a few min, left wt, nic, cheryl n me. cos she also went over. wt was thirsty. went over 2 7-11 2 buy a drink then go cine 2 have a seat. i was tired by then. cos it's about 12 plus i guess. the night b4 i slept at 6 plus n woke up at 12 plus. got work some more! so i was like.. blurr. hahaha. after every1 gathered, some left. now left mark, jas n me as she gonna meet her friends. called my 3rd bro. knew he's out. 3 of us then walked around cine. then took lotf os pic. yupp. A LOT arr. n had my sweets that i bought from candy empire. yummy! bro came not long after. so he asked us 2 wait 4 him while he go over 2 entertain his friends. after that we went over 2 look 4 him. took a cab n went over 2 a dunno whatever pub 2 drink. it's night! so it's like.. drink it's okie what. haha. it's fun 2 hang out. i mean.. when U got all those problems U face, stress. n finally a few hours of relaxation. we sang, we play, we drink, we're high. haha. jas got a phone call n went out. left mark n me n a few other friends inside. we were singing by then. gotta know yen n xiaofu. they r cool friends. really cool. yes is cute lahh! why every1 says he's ugly! nono. he's fine okie! xiaofu look soo old! but he's same age as my bro! hahaha. all army friends i guess. soon, i went out 2 take a look at jas. luckily got yen with her. jas totally cannot make it anymore. she's talking on the phone n i know she's somehow drunk or whatsoever. she really feel uncomfortable. so wanan went over 2 taka n look 4 hanxiang. i know his name. but already 4gotten how he look like. HAHA! xiaofu n mark took a cab with jas 2 went over. orhh yahh. i dunno what's wrong with me, guess i really drink 2 much? i vomited outside the pub. n dun asked me where's my hp porch if U ever see me. cos it just dropped on the stuffs i vomited n.. yahh. i dun wanna use that again even though xiaofu washed it 4 me. hahaha. then took a cab 2gether with yen n my bro 2 taka. met mark n xiaofu outside ngee ann city 2 sit n chatted. yen was vomiting n fall asleep. LOL! my idiot bro went 2 buy donuts. hurr? i mean like.. who will eat sia! hahaha. he bought a lot some more! my phone was totally low batt when i suppose 2 reply her. =x she should have drink with us. =x i dun think she'll get drunk or what bahh. ;-) lol. so hanxiang called mark n so we went over 2 look 4 jas. kinda worried. i mean.. I AM WORRIED. lol. but that pigheaded jas just wanna stick with them. no choice then. orhh well. then saw her totally sitting on the floor uttering nonsense. haha. after a long craps, decided that we can go home bahh. cos jas wanna stay. n it's about 5 plus going 2 6. i went out 2 have a deep breathe. who knows, i vomited again. haha. guess the grass' dead? lol. then we went over 2 the bus stop. bro went cine 2 get some cash from bank. left yen, xiaofu, marc n me. i'm sleepy! yet they dun allow me 2 sleep. so i listened 2 my mp3 player. while yen, fall asleep again. LOL! he's such a sweet little boy! i mean.. BIG BOY. haha. xiaofu went off 1st. then yen took his bus 143. mark n i were still waiting 4 my bro. he then took a cab from cine then fetched us at the bus stop. yeahh! finally. haha. i fall asleep in the cab. what's the diff! lol. but i did woke up! by then, it's like near bukitbatok le. mark reached. he looked damn pale! haha. really. then we reached home 2. i didnt say bye 2 mark. cos i wanna vomit! hahaha. then i vomited at my house downstairs that drain. power right. tahan 4 soo long. lol. then reached home! it's about 7am! haha. then SLEEEEEEEEP. till 11 plus, i woke up. then reply smses. haha. it's like.. cant sleep anymore. dunno why. then fall asleep about 12 plus again. then woke up around 2 plus. siann diao. then had shower. decided 2 stay awake cos if i ever sleep, then later no energy 4 work. so ate MUJI's crackers. not very nice lehh. =x should have buy the sweet instead.
2 work! met mark. i'm sleepy again! yesterday's working was the crappest day lahh! got the stupid nayva. LOL! she just keep on laughing. even she knows people fooling her. she still laugh. but that's what makes the work fun! haha. cos hab n zen keep bullying her. =x n i seriously got nothing 2 say. dun wanna admit she's from swiss n band le! hahaha. then ben came. just 2 pop out n say hi. =\ didnt even come in n eat! n his funny hairstyle. i also dunno what's wrong lahh. LOL. i was like.. cannot make it. soo weak. then went over 2 hot side 4 orders. then stupid mark pushed me, n guess what, i just FLEW. really. n there i m on the floor. those who saw confirm shocked! haha. knees damn pain lahh! then mark said he only push softly. n we can heard susanti's shouted. lol. she damn shocked. really pain lorr! damn bushuang that stupid mark! hahaha. =\ then after a few min, my nose bleed! then susanti very cute. she said."markcus right! okie. i go scold him!" then she walked very very fast. n dunno what lahh. lol. cos i was inside resting. then hab said."HAIIYOOO!! what happened? c me 2 cute then nose bleed right." hahaha. i wanna laugh but cannot! hahaha. then shawn came. he like.. very funny lorr! wanna help me, then he sound like scolding. =x really. then i was like.. SCARED. =x then mark told me hab wanted him 2 say sorry 2 me?! bcos of my nose bleeding? haha. dunno what's wrong outside lahh. lol. then after i recoverd, every1 started saying i look pale. really pale that kind. dunno. cant c. hahaha. i'm just waiting 4 after work. LOL! hab n i keep bullying nayva lahh! =x a lot of stupid stuffs. hahaha. really funny! cant stop laughing. i aslo keep on teasing nayva. LOL! it's 12! the tips was like soo pathetic yesterday! 1 buck plus. =\ waited 4 transport. meanwhile, we never fail 2 bully nayva. hahaha.
reached home about 1 plus. fried some stupid stuffs 4 dinner? n that's my 3 meals 4 the day! how pathetic. chatted with jas, mark n ben online. slowly, i got really out of batt! slept around 3 plus. woke up around 10. just got down from my bed, on my air-con, took my blanket, then slept on the floor. hahaha! everytime cannnot sleep well. really irritate me! n i'm sleepy now again. =x
i will. if i ever miss U. i realise.. i dun miss U like how i used 2 miss some1 else.. maybe sooner or later? or never? but thanks. U r really sweet. sweetest i can ever find.that's not a 3 letter words, nor a name 2 me anymore. it's just a scar that some1 left behind.
pictures with my beloved sec3s. going 2 sec4s. haha! believe me. i'm 16! haha. *irrtated. happy chilling at NYDC. hahaha. n i conclude. trombonists got small eyes. hurr hurr. LOL. love them 2 bits mann! i just said i miss them! hahaha.
n there we go again. LOL.
haha. NYDC! soo cute of them right.
n we go really mad taking pic! where's shir? hurr hurr. =p
n this! U will never going 2 believe he's actually my 3rd bro. LOL.
having so much fun! =))
4:13:00 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
hmmm. let's c. i'm back around 3 plus?! yes yes. worked from 7pm - 2am 2day.
ZONKED.gotta know some more freaks 2day. like.. jaysher? she's gd. very friendly n patience. haha. very cute 2. love her mann. that time i thought she very dao. cos she always walk pass me without saying hi. =x haha. then know pauline more 2. she crap lahh! anyhow touch touch! piang! 2day working with a lot of people that i'm not familiar with. junnie, azz, farah, karen. all idiots lahh. =x i mean crappers. hahaha. serious mann. n not 4getting jill n annatay! haha. junnie is cute. she was totally drained out. then soo dead in the end. haha. i guess every1 is dead lahh! lol. not very close with azz. working diff side. but she's friendly, i know. =)) farah looked very guai guai type. haha. she can really laugh! haha. we laughed at marc 2day. =x haha! really LOUD. =x then.. karen?? the siao char bo ah lian arr? lol. i'm chatting with her now actually. through msn. she's gd. really. she look like a sis 2 me. haha. n every1 always thought she's 20+. she told me no 1 every guess her age correctly. she's 20. haha. she realy look like 25 or so?! sorry. but i'm honest. hahaha. she's totally MAD. thought she very fierce initially. then 1 incident, changed the whole impression. a customer asked."sorry, i need a table 4 10." then karen walked 2 me n said."wahh lauu! f***. know what. she wants a bloody table 4
TEN!! where the hell can she c 10 seats around?? n 2day is like.. SOO CROWDED LAHH!! where she wanna sit?? on the floor huhh??" haha. n i cant stop laughing, really. then she was like complaining yet pushing the tables 2gether 2 make up 2 10 seats. n pretend nothing happened, brought the customers in. HAHA. this is US mann! tell U what, if U dun crap there n somehow complain this n that, work wont b fun. haha. i know we're badd. orhh, TOOO BADD. =x
it's 1 plus. i went over 2 cold side 2 grab a drink. i dunno why the stupid zen started scolding me without a reason. n i hate it. what's the big problem. i can respect U. U r the senior i know. but not when it's not my fault n U start yelling. what the crap mann! DUN PULL MY MUM IN THE QUARELLING alright. s***. i was soo emotional lahh. really gonan breakdown. while i'm still fuming madd. then i cant hold back, n scolded back."s*** U, f*** attitude. U want 2 call my mum just call lahh, i got my bloody phone with me, ass." n i walked away. it's like.. what the. dun make me pissed off alright. i was sad. of cos pissed. so jaysher asked me why but i said nothing n walked away. just wanna b alone n cool myself down. dun wanna affect the mood of every1 else. just sit at a corner. n it's funny, no 1 c me there. =x n they were looking 4 me. haha.
SORRY GUYS! haii. i didnt cry!! really. haiyo. they thought i walked away cos i cry. well, i dunno whether i should feel sorry 4 zen. it's his dumb attitude what. so what if he's playing? i mean.. there's a limit okie! n debbie went scolding him. n he might b sack? debbie said just scare him only. yes. pls. dun wanna him 2 get sack. but i seriously detest the way he fool around. so should i b sorry or what?? hmmm. i'm fed up at that point of time, yes i m. but U guys know, i'll b fine after a few hours. at most 1 or 2 days? HAIYA!! dunno lahh.
west side bus was NOISY! cos of pauline, karen n marc? haha. i was noisy 2. just 2 high about whatever pokemon, powerpuff girls. haha. luckily zen wasnt around, orhh well. hmmm. i love my job though it's tiring. n somehow stressed out at times by the unnecessry scoldings. HAII. this is work mann. now i know. bleahh. n this is life.
my legs r numb. i'm like a panda now! n guess what. guess how i sleep yesterday? no work mahh. i woke up at 1 plus in the afternoon. well, mum bought me lunch, cannot dun eat. haha. then used the comp 4 a while, slept at 3 plus till 8 plus. POWER EHH! haha. i woke up at 1 plus 2day. haha. damn pig right. yes yes, i know. bleahh! =p when U get soo drained by work, U'll learn 2 cherish ur sleeping time. hahaha.
ahhh! get those dumbos that i smsed pls reply me. i know i smsed U guys kinda late, but i need an ans, dudes! hahaha. hurry! i cant wait! n i believe marc cant 2. =D
i wanna sing this 2
MELLISSA,"
COS THERE SOMETHING IN THE WAY.... YOU LOOK AT ME.." HAHAHAHAHA. love it, mel? =p
MAJORS ROCKS!! thought i hate this word, "rock." haha. but seriously mann! being a major is never an easy task. but U will learn more n think ahead of others. after all, U will have the feel. the feel of YOUR BAND. hey, bring the sash, check the uniform, the baton? where's ur instrument? okie. LET'S GET READY 4 A PARADE, GUYS! ;-)believe me ben, the 1 whom U really love will NEVER love you. haii..
4:47:00 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
i'm soooo sleepy!! plus exhausted now, seriously. that night slept at 7 plus, n i mean in the morning! n guess i woke, i woke up at around 12 plus, got a shock myself 2. thought it would b 4 plus or so. then i was like.. sleepy again when it's around 3 plus in the afternoon but mum wanted me 2 help her in the steamboat we're having later of the night. it's kinda unfair, my bros were all playing mahjong yet i gotta help, n i'm soo tired, they aint. yet my mum still scolded me 4 being tired?! i was like.. arghh. NEVER MIND!
i slept around 2 plus last night cos i was chatting with derrick on te phone. he just cant decided whether 2 or not 2 go 4 the enrichment. well, he told every1 not 2 go! so dumb right. end up jeremy smsed me n ask me whether i'm going. so derrick called me 2. he said he had 2 decide b4 sleep, so i was like.. chatting with him while he's deciding?! n i'm really sleepy n drained. lying on the floor using loud speaker. haha. how lazy i m right.
i fall asleep soon after derrick hang. how pig i m! haha. then waken up by the "aint no other man" alarm. haha. i put that. didnt realise it will b THAT loud!! n i was like soo blurr. well, cos it seems like i didnt sleep at all. feel that i hasnt been sleeping well these few days! haii. so i was like dragging myself. orhh yahh, after all, derrick n jeremy decided 2 go 4 enrichment, guess it's my influence. haha! i really dun feel like going! but others dun go, doesnt mean U need 2 follow right. some more it's my principle of doing things. dun U feel very irresponsible if U just dun go 4 it like this?! okie, so whatever it is, i went. guess what, the attendance was soo bad! it's like 2 class combined 2 1. yet it's still shorter than how it used 2 b. LOL! it's soo disappointing! it's like i guess i was the very few girls who went 4 n1. then soo pai seh. i was standing behind. n i was about 2 b late! haha. then i thought upper sec stand in front. so paiseh 2 ran 2 the front n saw none of the kids were from my class! then azimah called me. LOL! dumb right. was panting then.
ORHH NOOO!!!! TELL U GUYS WHAT!!! MSTOH ASKED ME CLEAR THE NOTICE BOARD N I 4GET ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHARKS. 2DAY IS THE LAST DAY ANYWAY!!!!!!! OMGOSH!!!!!!!!! die mann. suddenly recall. lol. hmmm. so after that, guess what, we got no PE!! i didnt wear pe tee as well lahh. just that.. we had 2 wait till 930 4 enrichment!! n i was really really really sleepy. yes i m! then chatted with friends in the canteen. as we were bored, thought of disturbing msseah! hahaha. cos it's like a lot of things i need 2 check with her, so went with azimah. msseah was with weiting then. soo coincidentally we saw her walking by. i was sitting at the steps. think msseah got a shock?! cos i pop my head out. LOL! so we just chatted. well, it had been long since we crap like this mann! miss those days with her. where i suan her till she can only laugh n got nothing 2 shoot back. hurr hurr. haha. n that weiting also very funny 1! in front of msseah soo guai! LOL! i think we were standing outside the hall 4 about 15 mins then went off le. the sec1s were watching dunno whatever movie. then we were wondering. so i said."wahh. why didnt they show 'stay alive' or maybe 'break-up.'" haha. then msseah was like.. giving me a.."what the hell?!" face. LOL! will the sch ever show?! c'mon! haha. went back 2 canteen n chatted. soo siann lahh! a lot of teachers just came down 2 eat. msseah was like walking here n there. then i said something stupid.."is that cat walk or what?" then they laughed like madd! =x i know i'm badd alright. =x hmmm. guess what, i nearly lost my phone mann! yes i aint kidding. i walked off with my phone purse on the table. i also dunno when i put that on the table. then i was running around like madd when i was on my way 2 class. really panting. n anxious. then i went 2 ask natassia cos she was in the canteen. she said she think msong took it. cos i describe everything 2 her. luckily i went 2 look 4 nat mann. msong really kept it. so she asked me 2 b careful. soo heng right. i guess i'm 2 blurr out. dunno.
enrichment is boring as usual. i dun think i learn much. seriously. but since we r suppose 2 go, then go lorr. when everything's over, i was like.. "FINALLY!!" cos i really dose off quite a no. of times. half an hr break was the time i really sleep. REALLY SLEEP. haha. walked 2 mrt station alone with my mp3 player. n was smsing through out the whole journey. i think i smsed a lot a lot lahh! n only that few people lahh. LOL! reached home, i fall asleep on the floor with my phone. cos suppose 2 reply. =x woke up with 3 msg received! haha. it's about 3 plus when i woke up. then i went 2 IMM 2 buy another black pants 4 work. cant find! so went 2 clementi. n i'm still smsing. haha. well, not saying i'm busy, if any1 of U wanna sms me, it'll b fine 4 me 2. would love 2. =)) no worries mann! =p hmmm. so bought my pants. think clementi IP zone's service damn gd! really. 2 thumbs up! =) really friendly people out there. well, so went 2 buy mum's iced mocha n back home. was drenched! it's pouring. haii. then had my shower n mum asked me eat some, so i really eat some! hahaha. then went off 2 meet marc. was really late.
SORRY MARC! was of cos late 4 work! but everything's still fine. haiya! i guess i was half asleep when working lahh. i'm really sleepy. then 2day mel also very strange. just keep on screaming at me even if took the right order. she just screamed n yelled b4 i explained. soo sadd!! i'm seriously downcast lorr. haii. but she's gd lahh. it's finally 12 n i just get my butt on the seat! n waited 4 the transport, went 2 jec n had mac 4.. dinner, supper n lunch?! cos i didnt eat much 2day. haha. only a few grain of rice?! =x dun feel like eating dunno why. just wanna sleep. accompanied marc. but mum called, so i took a short cut back home. she said she wanna wait 4 me b4 sleep. so walked really fast. reached home, mum fall asleep on sofa, woke her up. so she's back in her bedroom.
haii! i'm so sick n tired mann! my ulcer is killing me. my sore throat is a bit better. bought honey sweets yesterday. real nice. =p i wanna go candy empire!! 4 more candies!! =p n yes, i'm sleepy now.
orhh yahh, did U guys know something. i really really hate irresponsible people. e.g when said wanna meet, yet dun wanna confirm eveything a day in advance. wanna meet up still expect me 2 go contact U arr, U cannot contact me lahh. now is i accompanying U lorr! then if said can already dun last min cancel everything! cos bcos of a date, i cancel the rest, U idiot. dun waste my time can! arghh. pissed mann. like soo wishy washy! wanna go dun wanna confirm. dun wanan go, dun wanan confirm! b like a man! what kinda sissy is that. n pls dun act cute n attract attention after everything. arghhh.
ahhh! tell U guys 1 secret. i miss the band, my section, the majors n msseah!!!!!!! hahaha. ;-)
U got gd personalities, why worry. haha! dumb dumb.
2:55:00 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
REJECTED. REJECTED. REJECTED!!!just get out of my sight when i say N.O. NO!!!!!!!!!
stopd ur smses, ur craps, ur nonsense. U talk no sense 2 me. this aint love, wake up can! stupid physcoSsSsS!!!! both dumb dumb love madd!!!!
look at the time guys. i'm awake! well. didnt sleep actually. hmmm. what's my programme actually?!
i didnt take any nap after sch. tell U what, eng enrichment is soo boring. n we gonna watch stupid movie with the sec 3Es. i nearly fall asleep! but soo glad 2 c my friends around. haha. the feeling of SCHOOL. =p was home around 2 plus after checking the price of a few phones. well, as U guys know, or maybe U dont n i'm tell U now, my phone got internal crack. or what they call, LCD crack. XIN TONG! not even a yr n it cracked. i'm sad mann! fine. people gonna say i'm dumb cos it's a stupid lousy phone. but got feelings 1 k! check out a few. dun wanna 2 ex 1. just need a camera phone that allow me 2 sms, call. came home n listened 2 songs. then stupid ben called n disturb. haha. so after that, went IMM with mum 2 buy some groceries. told her i wanna buy phone cos the crack is expanding. well, have 2 pay her 100 bucks monthly. finally, now i'm using nokia 6131. okie, U guys gonna say it's ugly or what so ever. i think i like it cos it look somehow like the old phone of mine. like the big bro of his. haha. not badd lahh. the camera a bit weird. but gonna read up more later then. after that, suppose 2 meet ben. but guess what, felt that he's so irresponsible. cos he didnt reply my msg n make me wait 4 him 4 an hr! pissed. but somehow worried. he din even pick up my calls! then i was like.. just walk off 2 marc's house. it was 12 plus in the morning then. n received no msg n news from him. so i started calling again. so guess what, cos he left his mobile in his bag n didnt realise. i'm so damn pissed off! suppose 2 meet, how can U just 4get about it. well, just hang after that n went up 2 marc's house. had a few VCDs n craps of cos. haha! we like pillow war mann! i think he's purple bear gonna stink cos of his butt! haha. i threw on him. =x hmmm. so watched dorm. stupid show. watched hard candy, worse show. haha. then around 3 plus in the morning, finally ben replied those smses. wahh lau. i a bit bu shuang lahh. cos it's like.. never inform de lorr! arghh. never mind. it's okie. n he apologise. so sms n sms. he actually wanted meet us up 4 breakfast but he got no cash left n not feeling that well, so went home. he should rest then. n whatever happened, it's the past! never mind lahh. hmmm. so he owe marc n me a breakfast! haha.
walked 2 wm mac about 5 plus. had big breakfast with coupons. wahh. no harshbrown, never inform b4 hand. then marc very frustrated, started telling the manager. then the manager keep apologising. but marc wasnt very happy about it still cos he wants his harshbrown n both of us really dun feel like eating fries! haha. but 4get it. so the staff said she will send me my big breakfast later on. had my tea n stuffs. 30 min later, no big breakfast. n the stupid manager suay suay came up. so marc asked him here. he complained 2 him that my big breakfast wasnt there n i dun feel like eating anymore. asking 4 refund. damn cool right. if i were him, i confirm walk away n 4get it. well, the manager was very frightened i guess. like.. "orhh my gosh. this customer again. how how." haha. so he quickly agreed n returned me my $5.30. so it = i had a free meal! haha. i'm full actually. well, dun really have the habit 2 eat breakfast anyway. just 4 the sake of having fun. haha. U will hardly wake up so early mahh. =p n i didnt sleep! hahaa. my phone was low batt, so walked home quickly. soo humid worr!!
reached home n that stupid ben wasnt sleepy yet online! really vomiting blood. now he's complaining he's hungry. haiyo! tell me got use arr?? LOL. i just took a shower. somehow sleepy already. maybe sleeping soon i guess. DYING! =
having a sore throat n ulcer in my mouth. arghh. damn diff 2 eat stuffs just now. =((
somehow everything just fade away. maybe bcos i care 2 much yet get no response from U. i dun want that. i wanna b myself again. so well, i deleted the whole folder, with no regrets. i wont regret. memories will b kept with me. but let go of everything now. yes i should, my DEAR FRIEND.
6:48:00 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
woohoo. i think i smell great after a shower. OCEANUS. *muacks. hahaha.
sorry. had been really busy. i wanted 2 update that day after my camp at marc's house but i accidentally cross out everything. LOL. so now, my comp is back. i can blog any day, any time i want again. LOL.
sch 2moro! gotta have the dumb english enrichment again. it's so bored can! we were playing blow wind blow! n i aint kidding. soo dumb lorr. feel that we just aint learning anything about eng. i hope 2moro's lesson will b a better 1 then. stop boring me out! bleahh!
guess i have a lot 2 update.
camp was cancelled on tues bcos of haze. orhh well. dun wanna 2 talk much about it. cos it's simply soo sucky. how can it b cancelled when every1 is soo excited about the camp fire? n a camp without a camp fire night, that's not a camp anymore! soo dumb. =\ hmmm. i didnt sleep the night b4 camp. working night shift. n i'm drained. but haven pack. wanted 2 sleep, but left a few hours, so i rather stay awake. half dead lahh! hmmm. this yr sec2s r all having real gd life. the changi camp is soo comfortable can! the rock wall is short lehh! siann. n i'm just belaying. got group3. group 1 n 2 r with group 3. my group is PEACE, group 1 is Liberty n grooup 2 is Freedom. PEACE is named by me. hahaha. they wanted a link among the groups what. then 3 of the groups r call GRR-DEE-GAA. slowly, U will b able 2 pronounce it. haha. i love PEACE soo much! i think they r soo cute. they were restless on the 1st day. n i cant stand it. they just couldnt move! n dun wanan move! simply pissed my instructor zahid n me off. i think i shouted at them like how i shouted at the band last time! hahaha. so dumb right. group 1's instructor yana is from swiss! cool right. she's sooo pretty! n group 2's zaid is coo cool. nice voice! n my instructor, is cute! full of craps lahh. so when it's 2nd day, every1 started 2 bond. well, i cant remember their names, only their cca. haha. i dunno why. i think the scouts 1 is sooo responsible! mr gd man k! the co 1 is very cute, n blurr. but can crap. let's not talk about the 2 band 1s! hahaha. they know who they r. suay suay in my group. hmmm. let me think. the girl guides 1 very blurr. VERY! n i cant stand the npcc 1! hahaha. he's gd. but just wanna act as if he's not. dumb right. always like 2 do things that i dun like. wanna smack him hard! hahaha. i cant remember this name though i'd asked. haha. he's crap lahh! know my i love PEACE so much? cos they really BOND. love them 2 bits mann! haii. miss them! hahaha. some were crying when they gotta go back, they really missed the instructors i guess. the SLs love the instructors too! haha. though it was kinda a boring trip, but really love 2 c the smile of the kids. like teachers, scold n nag, but they love 2 c students score. orhh mann!
i stayed over marc's house on tues night. we chatted till 4 plus n both of us fall asleep without realising. i woke up around 5 plus n sms 2 disturb. hahaha. after that, went home n suppose 2 meet marc n his mum 4 lunch but i was having a bad gastric pain, so i slept instead. then received call. saying i'm a pig cos i keep sleeping. orhh well. hahaha. woke up around 7 plus n slept around 10 plus again. how dead i m. haha.
work on the next day. opening some more! i was like.. zombie! hahaha. nono. panda. cos i'm kind n aint scary like zombie. hahaha. think rongjie will kill me if he saw this. =x that depressed zombie. haha. worked till what time, i cant rememeber. just very dead. n work on fri n yesterday as well. yesterday was busy cos public holiday. double pay! woohoo. n guess what, got pig walked by! haha. no lahh. she just walked pass n scared me! seriously, got a shocked of my life mann! hahaha. think she purposely disturb de lorr. arghh. lol. think i'm growing fatter anyway. lol. a real PIG! =D
slept at 5 plus yesterday n woke up around 1 plus 2day. suppose 2 meet ben but he wanted 2 meet his friends. never mind. cos i can sleep again. hee. he n his starbucks again! he's my cutie xiao ben ben. yahh yahh. dun mistaken! just a nick 4 him. hahaha. U guys wont know lahh! hard 2 explain as well. lol. BEN'S GD! =))
talking about Ben arr. i got 2 know BENTOH as well. haha. another BEN. he's cute also lahh. that night 1st time c him, wahh piang, he can really crap! n he's gd! he gave me sweets! hahaha. he said he'll buy me more again. heh heh. i'm waiting! =p maybe those who call BEN r just great n sometimes strange? hahaha. that's what i think only. yupp. =p
orhh mann! i just love every1 at work. they r soo great. mellissa, pauline, ili, susan, hab, zen, annalim, annatay, nayva, joyce, jill, derrick.. etc. cant probably name out all. i will die mann! hahaha. sorry if i missed out ur name. =))
i think it's soo cool mann. guess what, just now my personal msg is "i'm sure you know what i'm doing now." n most people guess it correctly. U can start guessing now. hahaha. i'm sure U will know 1!! esp those who really know me. =p
ahhhhhhhh!!!!! regina said that the pic above is the guy i admire! n insist that it's a guy. thanks lahh horr. @$%^^&^&*&*&!!!! soo sad mann! boohoo! btw, how's my new skin?! =))
i hope jeremy's fine. benong's fine. she's fine n she's fine. =))
1:06:00 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
hmm. just wanna have a quick update. laptop is getting low batt.
drained by work. really busy working.
woohoo. finally everything's fine 4 her. haha. n her?! haha. but well, got people falling ill!! i'm soo down by friend's sickness. haiyo. must b the haze! haze faster go! haha. but meanwhile, hope no 1 is falling ill anymore. plsss. n i'm praying so hard. haii.
btw, i wanna write this specially 4 TWT. i like guys. thank you. hahaha. twt is a crapper. girl which short hair. right??!! rebonded dumbo, twt! hahaha.
i cant multi task. talkin gon the phone right now.. bleahh.
tell U guys what, drunken people r really scary. yupp. but they r drunk bcos they r.. down?! i think so. well, i pray hard everything's fine. it should b fine. i want it 2 b fine.
take care every1. having night shift 2moro. n sec2 camp on mon. cant wait 2 crap with msma at camp. haha. c U guys soon. sms me if miss me arr. =p
1:29:00 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
tell U what, i'm really
zonked. really. soo tiring 2 stand n walk around 4 a few hours. it's just like parade. orhh no. my band days r back.
woke up in the morning feeling humid. burning hot. headache. legs hurt. back ache. orhh gosh. m i 2 old?! yesterday was the 1st day at work. well, people there LOOK fierce. ad if they gonna kill U if U did something wrong. bur actually they r fine. they started crapping with me when i was standing alone. HA. it's soo hard 2 get in2 a new environment once again. i'm trying so hard alone. marc will b working in kitchen. i have 2 survive alone then. i hate the shortforms that i gonna remember. n ended up i keep writing the long 1s. they r complaining my size of handwriting. TOO SMALL. well, they asked me not 2 save paper. =\ i wasnt! dead. i gonna write BIG BIG le. cold n warm sides. making me dizzy. walking here n there with diff food. customers were fine, i guess. they will ask funny things like, "what does the bread contain?!" i mean.. how i know. haha. just got help from seniors then. did quite a no. of wrong things n afraid i did pissed some people off. i accidentally splashed water on customer when i'm refilling the water. =x i mean on the table, luckily her blouse was fine. if not i guess i fun have 2 work there anymore. then i took the wrong bill 2 the wrong customer. =x got a hell out of it from seniors. haiya. kinda blurr out. then when taking orders, i kinda afraid. esp the part when i have 2 repeat the orders. the names r long ehh. not fries, coke. it's blahh blahh blahh n blahh. ha. diff salad will have diff dressing. some dun have 2 ask 4 dressing. so i was like.. haiyo. my memory not gd ehh. some seniors r funny lahh. they were talking bad about the customers n i got a big laugh out of it. LOL. guess i can remember some of them.. hmm. ernie? haney? heb? melissa? jill? n.. haiya. cant remember le. then got managers, shawn? nicholas? alan? yupp. got a few more i cant remember 2. nicholas was the 1 who taught me the menu n shortfroms. damn patient lahh! then alan was the 1 who interviewed me the other day. he left early yesterday. boohoo. the best among all. shawn arr?! let's not talk about him. HA. he's fierce in a sense. btw, if any1 of U get 2 go there n have a meal, pls dun say." hey! my friend xiaojun say this this this about U." haha. nono. btw, they wont know who's xiaojun lahh. unless U know my christian name. HA. waited 4 the transport, 12am. actually can go at 11pm. but marc said try their transport. i'll never work till 12 anymore! although they send U all the way 2 ur house, but just dislike lorr. i rather take mrt. seriously. in the little van of theirs, U can hardly c where U r. how i spent my 11pm-12am was talking on phone with ahlian. hahaha. CRAP all along. orhh yahh, my phone got a crack at the screen, so if U smsed me n i reply U, look very strange n U can hardly know what i'm talking about, give me a call. my apology. i think i knocked on2 the corner of their shelves n there goes my poor phone. n it's dumb. 1st day of work, lots of people sms me! well, why didnt all these people sms me when i'm dead bored at home! lol. after work, sms ben when on my way back. that silly silly mac delivery boy. i didnt mean that he work as that. LOL.
didnt meet him. sorry! cos i promised him a treat at mac yesterday. but it was really late. n i dun wanna waste money 2 take a cab home after that. so yupp, maybe 2night then. hmmm. orhh yahh. i aint xiaojun JUN! eee. silly name u got 4 me. HA!
nose bleed yesterday, nose bleed 2day. arghh.
haiya. morning shift 2moro n fri. night shift on sun. mon-wed sec2 camp. HELPPP ME!!!!!!!!!!
pissed off actually. it's as if i'm at fault 4 it. U need my help, i dont mind helping. but i didnt promise U that it will certainly b a success right. well, it's not even half way through. why r U soo paranoid. if that's the case, 4get it. U r soo worried right. U r soo anxious right. go do everything urself lorr! U r down, i understand. but pls b inform that i wasnt very estatic 2 know it 2. it's soo sudden. n i'm also downcast. can U understand? or U only care about urself? haii. fine.
promises i made aint just trying 2 pls any1. it's 2 assure that i'm willing 2 do anything 2 c the smile.
dun b depressed, you've got me with you still.
3:17:00 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
where should i start. how should i go.
BAD news or GOOD news 1st?! what U guys wanna know? okie. BOTH. =x
BAD NEWS.
haiya. actually what i can do is nothing much. 1stly, i'm no stressed. plss.. but thanks 4 ur concern, marc. just worried. really. what's in my mind when i get 2 know is,"WHAT?!" how i feel is SHOCK. n then frantic. about diff people upsetting about diff things, facing diff downs in life. wasnt saying that she's dumb. 2 make such decision. just.. really, surprise. well, why aint this surprise a gd 1 then. i dunno HOW. maybe the decision is firm. but the consequences is really really BIG. she got her reasons. but i know MORE than only her reasons. i know how things go as i went through everything. but.. now. i even know the scene behind everything. there's what worry me. i've decided NOT 2 let everything left hanging without doing anything. i'd decided 2 TRY. can say me busybody, but. haiya. let me c what i can do yupp. i'm on my way.
another 1 is.. my job this time gonna b a long 1. till next yr. so i gonna work n study. hmmm. know it aint a very gd idea. but. i believe i can do it. dun U find that this way, life is more meaningful?? of cos, had decided 2 start Os revision, i'm serious.
GOOD NEWS.
something happy?? i got a job. but still under 10 days probabtion. HA. sound like band members council under probabtion ehh?? there's the idea about it btw. 10 days! n i'll b in, hopefully. dun really mind about the salary. just wanna at least make myself occupy n life's gd afterall. it's gd, when U realise n have gd friends around. 4get about the ups n downs i mean. but.. there will always b yupp, dun avoid. 4 what i'm working as, nothing much. simple stuffs. at town area.
HINT: Get a Life!
guess guess!! =)) those who know, or i'd told U about it, maybe U can drop by n visit me. order something, i'll grab some. =x dun ask me 4 discount pls. dun create trouble 4 me pls. haha. go there, enjoy my service. hmmm, will certainly b great 2 c some of my friends there. give me a call, guys. i'll wait 4 U!! hee.
Ns' OVERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! ROAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
but life's not an end!
heyy. bought Scissors Sisters' album 2day. if U ever heard of it lahh. worth buying! i mean if U r some1 who enjoy those music anyway. really nice, i feel so lahh. try! really. =))
what's next in life. well, treat SOMEBODY mac lahh! n my new job, wish me luck. n i'm praying hard 4 my Ns. i wanna score like nobody's business. pls. n i wish every1 does. =))
12:57:00 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
let this b photo of the day. hahaha.
that sat at MS. our food at New York New York. my mushroom with roasted veggie n milkshake. hee. his DAMN BIG porkrib.
woohoo. finally a break after soo many papers in a week. haven been stop "examination-ing" yupp. SA1, then goes my prelims, now Ns. getting numb in fact. but still have 2 keep on mugging like nobody's business. sorry 4 not updating my entry. had been busy. in addition, my cpu was being removed 2 get repair. it will b ready in a few weeks time. boohoo. i thought i can online like nobody's business yesterday since i got A DAY break 2 day. yahh, only a day. look at the time i updated. it's soooooo early lahh. dun b surprise. yahh yahh, i'm xiaojun n aint any1 else. lol. well, my body clock had adjusted a time whereas i have 2 wake up early. cos sch days, i have 2 wake up early mahh. but that early is making me sick n tired of it. 6 plus ehh. siann. lol. so if i continue 2 sleep, i will have headache, like now. =\ soo meddlesome right. haha. once again, i shall say, SLEEP IS IS IS IS IS IMPORTANT. orhh well, maybe 2 me. hahaha.
had my eng on mon. it wasnt that tough. find it kinda alright. just do as if i'm doing my revision. but on the other hand, i dun think i can score 4 my compo. dun think i wrote that well this time round. but i used a lot of vocab. haha. i dunno why. just soo inspired?! =x tell U what, even if U had finished, U have 2 pretend that U have not. haha. cos teachers will start staring at U if U sleep. n U will naturally feel soo uneasy. LOL. talking about math paper i had on tues, making me fed up. guess what, i had already spot a few of my careless mistakes with friends. think i gonna jump down. i got about 2 wrong now. histogram, i drew curve graph. okie okie, start laughing.. how dumb!! soo pissed. then after math paper, got quite a few hrs. so went 2 bought sweets as usual lahh. lol. then went 2 the bench outside library 2 study geog. haiya, just cant get anything inside. but trying so hard 2 lorr. my greatest fear is the map what. but cant have a map from msyeo. just dunno where she went that day. so study my fav topic, tourism. haha. actually it's quite common sense 4 geog. maybe just have 2 study some of the factors if U really cant think of any. then marc was playing some music with his mobile. haha. that's cool. =p some teachers did walked pass, marc just pretend lorr. lol. madamtang did walked pass!! we got a shocked. i look as where. lol. luckily she didnt c my snapple on the table. lol. something really funny. there's a new teacher. i dunno who she is. about 50+ i guess. she was standing at a corner with some students. i saw, but didnt bother n walked down the stairs. then marc turned, then he ran 2 me n shouted,"MSTAY!!" n he started tucking in his shirt. so i turned. IT'S THAT DUNNO WHAT TEACHER LORR!! so i laughed. nearly roll on the floor. hahaha. so i ran back n told jinmin n gang. haha. they cant stopped laughing 2. cos it really wasnt mstay! haha. come 2 think of it, i can still laugh. lol. if U guys r interested, i can show U who the teacher is. hahaha. yupp, so after all these craps, i went back 2 study again. but cant, cos was sleepy. so i fall asleep. who knows, msseah went 2 banged on my faile, n i tell U what, the impact was really big. i got a shocked n woke up. then saw is msseah. i was like.. relieve. haha. cos if it's madamtang, i dare not continue thinking of what's going 2 happen next. lol. then she said,"sleep until like that, later people steal ur stuffs U also dunno." n walked away. funny lorr. haha. then i turned around, marc n yanjing were soundly asleep as well. LOL! then i was like.. what the?! i sleep everybody also fall asleep. =x then no1's studying. jinmin n melissa were hungry so went 2 get some food. i think. lol. i was asleep what, how i know. lol. geog paper was tough! i think lahh. but i wrote a lot of factors. just wrote like nobody's business lorr. lol. went 2 ask msseah qns 4 chem, with ey. haha. he's cute lahh. gd learner. =)) about an hr plus, we went off. i was really dead lorr. so fall asleep at the time i reached home. it was about 6 plus then. woke up around 9. then had dinner n study after that. really having a hard time studying both sci. it's like, U dunno which 1 2 study 1st, which 1 U will remember n not. but i studied phy 1st. cos i suck at it. lol. formulae wise was fine. n i realise i m really a phy idiot. lol. a lot of stuffs.. so complex. i'm 2 simple lahh. =x LOL. it was abnout 12 plus after i'm done with phy. then started reading up chem. actually also dunno what 2 study. cos chem still alright. so just read through. esp titration. =\ hate this. =x so yesterday was my sci papers. i was really anxious. yes I AM!! phy was alright. can say kinda easy compared 2 madamrita's paper. it's like U just browse through the qns, U can ans already. hopefully i score then, it will b my VERY 1st time scoring phy. hahaha. after that was chem. i was still reading titration. =\ n guess what, DISSOLVING METHOD came out rather than titration, i nearly faint. =\ chem was tougher than phy. think msseah's paper can compare with Ns already. some of the qns also kinda dumb. ask about the proton no. n elements. then i was like.. happy doing. haha. but comes 2 sect. c, i was like.. "WAHH. SIAO." haha. but still do lahh. it ended at 11, i finished at 1055. started 2 get panicked n checked through. LOL. like an idiot yahh.
went IMM with marc, mum called, so we met up 2 have lunch. DUN EAT IMM's KOPITIAM HANDMADE NOODLE. it's getting worst! JEC's handmade noodle is much more better. if want, go IMM's kopitiam 4 yong tau foo. haha. yahh yahh, my recomandation. cos it's kinda healthy. n the soup kinda nice. =p went Giant. mum wanna get her groceries. orhh yahh, i think bubble tea's blue coral taste horrible. dilluted pepsi. haha. hmmm, so shopped around Giant n was crapping with marc while i have 2 get stuffs 4 my troublesome mum. soo indecisive. dunno what 2 cook 1. haha. then walk here n there a few times. by then, i was on the phone lahh. then marc was complaining about mrTT. haha. guess that. =D talking about chem again. have 2 do Os paper after Ns. this is madd. luckily i can escape 4 a few days bcos of my sec2 camp. haha. yahh yahh, it concern about me. lol. i aint sec2 btw. i'm 2 OLLDDD. n i can go somewhere else, i dun STAY IN IMM. gosh. haha. once again, my name is XIAOJUN. thankyou. stop bullying me! hmph! hahahaha. well, went home. n 'BOOSH', i fall asleep..
did i talk about the HELLO PANDA thingy?! lol. cos jinmin, marc, yanjing n i were lame. dunno why went 2 c those pic of teachers outside the general office. then we.. err.. laughed at quite a few teachers. they really do look funny. n changed a lot lorr! but some look really beautiful n cool. like mstay simyee, mrsarshi, mrmicheal etc. they look really nice. msma look natural. haha. then found out quite a few funny 1s lahh. but.. haha. U guys should realise urself then. esp the HELLO PANDA. hahahahhahaha. cant stand it. wanna know, ask me. =x orhh yahh, mrho look horrible! hahaha. his act cute hair. with his evil smile. haha. i dunno why i keep seeing him that few days! irritated. hahahaha. his smile lahh. yucks! =x
guess this is really a LONNNNNNGGGGGGG entry. =x hahaha. was using my 2nd bro's new laptop. dun care him. hahaha. orhh yahh, i FINALLY got my mp3player. i dunno why my mum was that gd on that particular sun. guess she knows i was really pissed when she bought my bro this laptop?! but my bro is returning her money slowly at a time lahh. got the Sony 1. actually took the samsung 1. tell U what, the quailty of sound is really.. POWER!! n it's only 129 bucks. 4 that day only. hehe. but realise 1GB cant take in much songs, so took Sony 1 lorr. the 1 i like. if U ever watch that advertisment. kinda horrible looking i guess. but i find it unique n cool. haha. 6GB. quality of sound still alright. well, bro was complaining i got such lousy mp3 player. well, cos he said his mp3 player can blahh blahh blahh n another bro said his laptop can blahh blahh blahh. well, the conclusion is. i'm a "music kinda" person. i go 4 gd music. of cos need mp3 player lahh. no music = no life. seriously. who cares about how ur mp3 player can play games. ipod nano is boring. every1 is having it. who cares about whether ur laptop can bring it here n there. i dislike laptop in fact. haha. i dunno why. since i got a mp3player now, i'm contented enough. though cheaper than whatever thing they got, but at least i need the mp3 player mahh. =pp
this is the 1. i love the song! n the band is cool. here comes Franz Ferdinand! =pp
heyy. YANZI's ALBUM is cool.
http://www.warnermusic.com.hk/mystory_yoursong/try going here as well if U wanna find out more! =)) nice right. =pp cos it's simply YANZI rocking! =DD
yupp, it's a DEAL. remember in case i 4get. haha.
sharks. got a bad news! my cut is 2 deep, my scar is still there. a plaster hidden a story behind everything..
Will I always be there for you?When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?Will I do all my best to, to protect you?When the tears get near your eyesWill I be the one that's by your side?Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?I promise, I promiseI promise I willWill I take tender care of you?Take your darkest night and make it bright for youWill I be there to make you strong and to lean on?When this world has turned so coldWill I be the one that's there to hold?Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?I promise, I promiseI promise I willWill I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?I promise, I promiseI promise I willYeahAnd I love you more every dayAnd nothing will take that love awayWhen you need someoneI promise I'll be there for you (there for you)I promiseWill I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?I promise, I promiseI promise I willAnd I promise (and I promise)I promise (oh I promise you)I will be there when you call me (when you call me)I promise (I promise)I promise I will
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