Monday, September 18, 2006
using my bro's laptop. i didnt hack his acct. n sneak in alright. LOL.
the pain actually dun hurt me. i'm getting numb. maybe that's the reason. but.. it doesnt matter anymore.
guess what. 2moro is my last paper 4 prelims. finally. but this shows that my Ns is getting nearer n nearer. my eng compo is soo disappointing!! heard from mrwong. hope he changes my score. haha. well, dun wanna get my marks down bcos of that dumb compo. i will write narrative next time n wont write argument 1s. that's what mrwong advise me. maybe there's right. hehe. i miss mstoh!! faster come back so mrho wont stand bhind me anymore. *annoyed. lol. i'm not being bias. HAHA. =x haiya. think i suck in poa. but i dun wanna give up! i know my poa is getting worse if this continues n if that teacher follow me up. arghh. it's soo tough 2 catch up! basics r gone as well. except 4 those taught by mrschin. miss her mann. well, so i screwed up 2day. just did what i know lahh. i'm sure i cant pass anyway. but no matter what, i've tried. i bet mrho is gonna nag at me again n asking me 2 drop poa. well, nothing new. he loves seeing students drop n suffer. haiya. i die die dun drop n spoil his reputation, he also cant do anything 2 me. but i will of cos go read up everything n prove him wrong. yucks. who cares. should say i dun want prove that mstoh is a gd form teacher so i got a gd study environment. haha. =p okie lahh. cant say that mrho is that bad. just that i dun like the way he is?! maybe. =\ diff people diff personalities mahh. why m i complaining over here. LOL.
i've 4gotten what i wanna say few days ago. had something in mind, but 4get it.
it's really lucky if both love each other n b 2gether. but everytime, not each of every1 of us r that fortunate 2 find some1 U love 2 love U as well. but unfortunately, we often fall in love in some1 unknowingly. esp those that U know it's so impossible 2 b 2gether but ur dumb n dogmatic heart refuse 2 let go. or rather, CANT let go. it's never a easy task. agree? each time U r 2gether with some1, U think U love that person so much. cos he/she touched U n wanted soo much 2 go steady with U. on a 2nd thought, the 1 who confess actually love the partner more than the 1 being confess. trust me. why cant both love each other equally much n b 2gether, i wonder. once U step in it, U can hardly let go TOTALLY. i mean TOTALLY 4 ur info. dun wanna get another person 2 cover up the hole in ur heart. never do that. U've hurt a victim. but continues loving the same 1 without a conclusion, without a solution. the feelings suck more. the pain U face. well, that's my point of view.. feel free 2 comment. haii. i hope each n every1 will cherish if U found some1 U love love U 2..
i'm NOT missingyou.kill me. 2 stop me from loving you.
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