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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i'm totally worn out these few days. i dunno why. but i m.
well, wasnt feeling any better. esp yesterday when i ran 2 toilet cos of diarrhoea. can feel that this time my diarrhoea is the worst. luckily was fine 2day, so went 2 sch. actually dun intend 2. cos really DEAD!! but still intend 2 go. still can go on lahh. only fever brings me down. haha. voice changes. 1st 2 tease me was that LI JINMIN. gd lorr gd lorr. she keep scolding me 'B****' 2day i dunno why. haha. as if i owe her big time. i'm innocent, i can say. she must b jealous of my manly voice. haha. then a lot came asking me what happened 2 me. it's simple, it's bcos of cough. though sore throat was gone. but cough getting worse. with flu, nothing's getting better. guess what, nose bleed thrice yesterday. early in the morning when having poa lesson. must b seeing mrho, then i 2 pissed. haha. kidding. then dnt lesson. yuanchao got a shock of his life i guess. even ask me if i need 2 go sick bay. haha. just nose bleeding.. ;-) then at night around 11 plus when having a shower. was shampoo-ing. haha. then suddenly c the water red red. i'm not talking about those horror movie whereas the tap water got bloody red. lol. it just cant stop though i tried 2. well, have 2 finish bathing right. so.. had a hard time. =\ afterall, thought i was fine. then came out, stuck my nose with tissue, but nothing gets better. n the blood was in dark red. so ran 2 my mum n asked 4 help. realise there's a blood clot in my nose. =\ that's gross. well, it just kept on bleeding about 45min i guess?? well, really dead. then did chem n math. slept about 1am. gosh. i'm getting annoyed by my left ear. it's like something stuck inside n it's blocking my earing. not blocking just sound weird. arghh

2day was.. alright i guess. not that dead. no nose bleeding. haha. then guanyi also came teasing me. lol. a lot lahh. probably cant name all. anyway, thanks 4 the concern guys. =)) that guanyi lorr, sms me yesterday n said i look DEAD. yes, i m. esp yesterday. worst day i ever had. have 2 suffer throughout. bleahh. so after sch, went 4 belaying. waited 4 yueli. she 4gotten 2 bring her pe attire, so she got it from msho instead. lol. ADIDAS pants okie. haha. then mrgan, mrsarshi n i were crapping b4 yueli's here. lol. belaying was.. fine? or fun? haha. but was really strange as many people walked by. feel like digging a hole n hide. haha. mrgan is a joker lahh!! do what MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. n i got burnt by the rope. orhh yahh, thanks right?? haha. wanna fly on air also not ALL THE TIME RIGHT. he's heavy, yes yes. haha. but at least everything refresh my memory of how 2 b a belayer. yeahh, so we got distinction 4 being a gd sports leader. haha. cant wait 2 get the shirt. DUN DUN DUN bully band memebers can, mrsarshi?? arghhh. haha. n i'm really exhausted now. shall sleep after this. bleahh..

i think i should start revising my poa again. but.. got eng, chem, math 2 do also. ahhh.. Ns next week!! pray hard pray hard.

smile. =))

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

4:55:00 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006

HADY DESERVES IT.
he really deserves what he is 2day i guess. i still prefer him if i have 2 choose between jon n him. well, PAUUULLLLLL n EMIIIILEEEE will always b my very best. haha. =x

got back all papers already. i mean.. get 2 know everything, scores. my best 3 is 10 marks. it's dangerous i know. anytime i can just slip n fall. haii. didnt score that well 4 chem, failed sectionb. =\ phy?! failed of cos. but wasnt a very bad fail. thought it will b worse. think i can do better 4 eng. got b4, nearly a b3. c5 4 combined sci. math c5. almost every1 got a1 or a2. that's why i said i suck at everything lahh. flucked combined humans. flucked poa. poa is the worst lahh!! but i wanna work 4 it. believe Ns i can score at least b4 bahh. "dun b dishearted." haha. that's what mrho said 2 us. but who cares about him arr. lol. chi a1. so best 3 will b 10 yeahh?? maybe if i work 4 math, i'll get b3, combined sci b3, well, unless i really score 40 n above 4 chem n 30 n above 4 phy then i might get a2. haha. that will b a miracle then. chi i dun think i can get my a1 anymore. eng b3 lorr. dun dare 2 aim 2 high. well, though i improve but was somehow disappointed by myself. orhh yahh. i 4get i got dnt as well. will know it 2moro. but didnt really have high hopes, n U guys know why. haha. haiya. study study. i got eng, math, chem 2 do. U think it's little, c how many papers n i got. guess i'll have 2 sleep later then.

not feeling so well. i dunno why. having a cold since sun. n sore throat n diarrhoea on sat. diarrhoea till 2day. though somehow alright but somehow still aint. =(( yesterday got slight fever. luckily temperature didnt increase. so went 2 sch 2day. with flu, a bit of diarrhoea, sore throat n cough. lol. very mix up right. when ur nose's stuck, U wont enjoy breathing. bleahh.

so b4 U get all those diseases from me or from the environment, guess U guys better take care of urself. lol. =)) *AHHHCHOOO. get Away from me..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

10:43:00 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006

took the left pic 2day after going 2 ms n imm. haha. just laming lahh. took the right 1 yesterday. haha. my dear sweater!!

woohoo. XIAOJUN WELCOMES YOU. haha. dun get 2 irritated by those paul's videos. i do got some complaints here n there. =x okie okie. fine. shall start PROPER blogging again. lol. =))

think i slack 2 much these few days. so i wasnt wrong. i'm a Pig. lol. sleep n sleep. i slept around 5 last night n woke up at 1 plus 2day. then have 2 meet up jerome n yanjing. i was late. as usual. but i got reason alright. i have 2 fix this laptop lorr. stupid hibernate!! i dunno what's hibernate n standby.. then i dunno which 1 i should put 2 make sure the laptop is in a save mode. n it took me so long 2 figure it out. was like a fool asking around. i asked a lot of people!! haha. well, wanna thanks every single 1 of them. thanks thanks! =))

what i did with jerome n yanjing in ms.. i think can drop this sub. kinda a wasted journey 4 me but guess yanjing enjoyed herself. well, shouldnt have agreed 2 go in the very 1st place. really hate the ambience n got quiet all along. err.. okie. i blame no 1 4 that. so had mac 4.. i dunno whether that dinner or lunch. had nothing since morning. not even drink. nearly faint i guess. n had the meal about 6 plus. was hungry yet cant really finish everything but manage 2. =p so met marc at ms later on n we had fun shopping around. crap around as usual lahh. n cannot tahan him lorr!! keep saying i should buy this n that 2 make myself look more "nu ren wei". haha. bleahh. that charles n keith sandals look common!! but i really like it lots. should i buy?! haiyo. it's kinda common lorr!! =
after marc had LJS, we went 2 imm as my mum called n ask if i wanna go. so accompanied her. well, reached jec around 8 plus, called my mum. so we went 2 Giant. arghh. Kala is closed, cant buy my golden mushroom, orhh yahh. marc promised me 2 fried 4 me some other day!! haha. i wont 4get. =x bought sweets. hehe. with me around, of cos will have sweets lahh. =x n sushi. ham 4 bread. came back home around 10 plus. had my sushi on the way back home. then cooked mushroom meatball soup. =p MUSHROOM!!!!!! love mushroom soo much lorr. esp those from chi medicine shop. they always sell those mushroom with really nice smell. hehe. my soup taste nice. =p dun doubt my cooking skills. i can i can!! dun believe, give me a call right now. set a date, time, i go ur house n cook!! [but do pay me.] =x hahaha.

i'm kinda lost without you. ermm.. why m i missing some1 who dun miss me. dumb.

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XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:43:00 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006

say say say~ woohoo. 1st of all, let's have some PAUL TWOHILL b4 i type anything else. hees. bear with me. lalala. ALL THE WAY, PAUL!

dun dun dun doubt his singing ability. PPPPPPPAAAAAUUUUULLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!

bored at home. out of a sudden, missing my sch days. haha. surprise surprise. well, not that lahh. just.. staying at home cant kill my time. though i enjoy lazing around like nobody's business. LOL. best without any1 at home, really. woke up around 12 plus going 2 1. early right. was actually sleeping but decided 2 wake up cos i guess if i continue sleeping, i will probably b having a headache. well, n on a 2nd thought, i can simply sleep in the afternoon as well!! haha. so no big deal about that. maybe just gonna do my math worksheet n orhh yahh, my compo is left undone!! how could i 4get that. sharks. n my summary. haha. 4 how many weeks. maybe i was soo busy mugging n totally neglected eng. ahh. shall touch up my eng again.

orhh my, cant erase that "the anthem" by good charlotte. nice rythem they got. thought lyrics not really suitable 4 me. lol. but feel that the rythem is really cool n.. a song U can easily sing if U feel like it. woohoo. lol. well, dun get shock by my taste of song. haha. just that some rock song do sound gd, some just sound like.. arghh. yupp. just like some singer sound gd yet some just suck at singing. haha. orhh pls, singer suppose 2 b gd at singing. not bcos of the wonderful look they got. gd looks doesnt mean gd voice 4 ur info., somehow got irritated by this logic set by some people. lol.

my cut bleed yesterday night. gosh. got a shocked. was doing some writing n out of a sudden.. just "BOOSH". lol. i think there's some HOLE on my left arm cause by the cut. lol. bet it gonna b a big scar. sharks. anyway, dun ask me how i got the cut. n dun try 2 press it hard. i'll freak out, right JINMIN. hahaha. bu yao luan luan an horr.

though wasnt feeling any better. but.. just bear with it yupp. just smile n Hope everything will b gone. just Gone. at times, have you ever wonder. b4 asking me why, think of the reason 1st. think about why m i this way, this feeling. cos the reason is simple, the reason is you. like what i used 2 say, the 1 U love most will somehow b the 1 who hurt U the most. that's kinda true, think about it..

heh. drop that. what about some song recommandation again. cos hearing nice songs around.. woohoo. try a few over here. =))

still, there TOOOOO many 4 me 2 show U guys each of their video. some really cool album that it's really kinda worth it 2 buy. like FIR, shayne ward, christina aguilera, starcie orrico, christian bautista, rihanna, beyonce etc. really nice. =)) also, there r some really oldies which r kinda nice 2. but that might b 2 long ago, somehow cant find some of their video. can name some like faye wong, sammi cheng, air supply, bee gees, abba, carpenters etc. believe U guys will find them familiar. i listen 2 all kind of songs lahh. that's why. as long as it's nice. all range. that time nurul sang the malay song in singapore idol, that song also nice!! but i dunno how can i get it. lol.
n guess what, think my eldest bro didnt support the wrong idol lorr. SAMMI CHENG. she's really great. with great voice n really natural. nature beauty. in her 30s still soo popular n not arrogant also. no wonder she's soo successful. of cos, i hope stefanie sun is the same as well. haha. support gd music all the way! of cos stefanie sun all the way!! =p hahaha.

ermm, wish every1 all the best. esp the 1 i care n concern most. shall end here n enjoy music. some freaks r talking 2 me through msn. haha. shall entertain them. =x take care every1.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

3:19:00 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i finally can update like how i used 2. so why not?? hees.

dnt paper aint very tough i guess. but i wasnt very interested in it. just naming the tools. i wont b able 2 pass cos i 4get everything. LOL. i dunno how much time i took 2 finish the paper. i just know that i slept 4 quite a long period of time. haha. but i did put in effort 2 do lorr. haha. i dreamt some more!! dreamt that wendy, xiangling n i joined table 2gether. n yanjing n jinmin sat bhind us. we down there copy chem notes. lol. then i got scolded cos i was really sleepy n sleep all the way. then after that, wendy woke me up. i mean reality. lol. cos msyeo gonna collect papers. LOL. i shocked! cos she shook me. lol. I REALLY FALL ASLEEP lorr. =x
my math results sucks. every1 got a1, a2, b3. i got c6. haiya. siann diao lorr. i think i suck in everything lehh. =(( then msyeo very guofen!! 4 soo long le, she still can call my name wrongly!! haha. dunno is SEAHjun or SIAOjun. wahh lauu. then whole class laughed like madd, including me. lol. cos her pronounciation damn funny. U know her slang. lol. then now people walked pass me will call me that. yucks. arghh. =
woohoo. got no lesson 2moro, thurs n fri. means i got 5 days break. well, at home also siann 1 lorr. nothing 2 do. if only sch starts in the afternoon so i can SLEEEEEP. haha. 5 days break gonna allow me 2 sleep even more. lol. gonna b a PIG. if realise i'm fatter, pls dun tell me. hahaha.

orhh yahh. i know if i say this, very outdated lahh. but.. PAUL'S OUT!!!!! arghh. then i guess i will support hady then. i prefer him than jon bahh. know paul wont last lahh. expected. but.. i like lehh. know a lot loathe him, but i like lehh. lol. his "chun zai" is soo nice!! hehe.

here here. listen!! paul plain GD. =p

song recommandation. ;-)

i'm evaporating. no lunch n dinner. no 1 at home. though it's really gd cos no 1 will disturb U. but.. i feel like going out. =\ ahhh. i'm sleepy now. haha. nothing new.
orhh yahh. wanna thank that some1. haha. err. i aint mighty. i aint strong. but i will TRY lahh. thanks 4 the encouragement. =)) i hope i can..

cant take that away from me..

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

12:38:00 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006

using my bro's laptop. i didnt hack his acct. n sneak in alright. LOL.

the pain actually dun hurt me. i'm getting numb. maybe that's the reason. but.. it doesnt matter anymore.

guess what. 2moro is my last paper 4 prelims. finally. but this shows that my Ns is getting nearer n nearer. my eng compo is soo disappointing!! heard from mrwong. hope he changes my score. haha. well, dun wanna get my marks down bcos of that dumb compo. i will write narrative next time n wont write argument 1s. that's what mrwong advise me. maybe there's right. hehe. i miss mstoh!! faster come back so mrho wont stand bhind me anymore. *annoyed. lol. i'm not being bias. HAHA. =x haiya. think i suck in poa. but i dun wanna give up! i know my poa is getting worse if this continues n if that teacher follow me up. arghh. it's soo tough 2 catch up! basics r gone as well. except 4 those taught by mrschin. miss her mann. well, so i screwed up 2day. just did what i know lahh. i'm sure i cant pass anyway. but no matter what, i've tried. i bet mrho is gonna nag at me again n asking me 2 drop poa. well, nothing new. he loves seeing students drop n suffer. haiya. i die die dun drop n spoil his reputation, he also cant do anything 2 me. but i will of cos go read up everything n prove him wrong. yucks. who cares. should say i dun want prove that mstoh is a gd form teacher so i got a gd study environment. haha. =p okie lahh. cant say that mrho is that bad. just that i dun like the way he is?! maybe. =\ diff people diff personalities mahh. why m i complaining over here. LOL.

i've 4gotten what i wanna say few days ago. had something in mind, but 4get it.

it's really lucky if both love each other n b 2gether. but everytime, not each of every1 of us r that fortunate 2 find some1 U love 2 love U as well. but unfortunately, we often fall in love in some1 unknowingly. esp those that U know it's so impossible 2 b 2gether but ur dumb n dogmatic heart refuse 2 let go. or rather, CANT let go. it's never a easy task. agree? each time U r 2gether with some1, U think U love that person so much. cos he/she touched U n wanted soo much 2 go steady with U. on a 2nd thought, the 1 who confess actually love the partner more than the 1 being confess. trust me. why cant both love each other equally much n b 2gether, i wonder. once U step in it, U can hardly let go TOTALLY. i mean TOTALLY 4 ur info. dun wanna get another person 2 cover up the hole in ur heart. never do that. U've hurt a victim. but continues loving the same 1 without a conclusion, without a solution. the feelings suck more. the pain U face. well, that's my point of view.. feel free 2 comment. haii. i hope each n every1 will cherish if U found some1 U love love U 2..

i'm NOT missingyou.
kill me. 2 stop me from loving you.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

5:38:00 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006

sorry, i'm simply TOOO stress out.

dun ask me how's my papers. haha. getting sick of it. why not next time c me, simply say "HI" will do. n crap around b4 asking me "hey, how's ur papers going." haha. i think this can at least "brighten up my day." hurr hurr. =/

i'm gonna b dead 4 CHEM n PHY!! phy was easier than i thought. i thought it will b tough. n i memorise all those formulae, what a waste of my time. should have spend more time on chem. well, but i cant say that i can score 4 sure. hee. U guys should know how lousy my phy is. tell U what, when having these 2 papers on that day, i was soo anxious!! trembling like madd. still have 2 BREATHE IN n OUT 2 make myself calm. haha. dumb right. orhh yahh, 4 chem. it's tricky lahh. arghhh. use soo profound eng 4 what!! i was stuck at the mole qns. it's NaNO3. okie okie. i got it at the very last min. =/ the rest huhh. is that qns.. using titration or dissolving. i think it's titration cos mssean said this is important. but i wrote dissolving. OKIE. KILL ME. n the reactivity qns arr!! haiya. shant elaborate. it's another grandmother's story. well, the worst thing is.. I GOT QNS!! but didnt know msseah was in the class. thought is mrang. cos msseah was wearing pants that day. i mean this is what my friends told me after the exams. I REALLY GOT QNS. arghh. wasted. ORHH YAHH. I MUST MUST MENTION THIS. U know how dumb i m?! ADDITION OF STEAM. i wrote COMBUSTION. no wonder i felt soo weird. but i was anxious, cant THINK. just wrote. but i know the ans!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 mark gone.

math paper 2 was okie. just that i'm stuck in a few qns here n there. pray hard i got lesser careless mistakes. so i wont fail, give me a 65, PLSSSS.

my brain is bursting. 2 many things 4 my little brainy. =\ really feeling uneasy. cant sleep yesterday night. had been tossing around till 3 plus. well, it's not bcos of that, it's MORE. drop this sub then.

seriously, THANKS.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

10:38:00 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006

no choice. using the comp in the library again. i hope no 1 is peeping on what i'm typing. HA. *look around*

i cant view my own blog. i dunno why. so 4 the who had tagged, I CANT C!! pissed. well, had my Ns this mon n tues. chi, ss n chi listening. tell U what, Ns doesnt mean easy!! it's kinda tricky this yr. well, when doing my chi paper 2 4 compre. i recalled mstoh lecturing me,"XIAOJUN!! U BETTER WRITE LONGER!!" haha. cos i oftenly write short short. but thought can score can le?! well.. hmmm. so when i did my ss, i recalled mrs sng's lesson time. SOO BORING!! yupp yupp, but that wasnt the main point yeahh. LOL. remind me that what i should write 4 diff qns asked. =)) listening compre arr?? TRICKY LIKE MADD. kill myself. haha. but i couldnt stopped laughing at their TOO PROFOUND CHI. ask jinmin 4 more details. =
was here 2day cos i have 2 return my books n wanna go cut hair later. again, i pray hard 4 a nicer hair cut everytime. hahaha.

my life wasnt that smooth though. well, didnt go 4 that audition. manage 2 pursuade myself that i m a student whose job is 2 study n score well.. not 2 let down myself n those who give m Hope. yupp. so.. here i m typing but not anywhere else.

things just wont that great. i hope n i pray everything will b well n fine. i mean 4 myself n the 1s around me..

i hate 2 feel this way.. sharks.

XIAOJUN needsabite :p

2:53:00 PM