Wednesday, August 02, 2006
2day was tiring. yes it is.was saying that i confirm will b having
Monday Blues. true enough. ha. n a BIG thanks 2 my dearest cousin, diana. haha. she's funny. i dunno why. just saw her sms on mon."heyy!! MONDAY IS HERE!! hope all the
BLUES get away from U!! take care!! =)" okie. i dunno how come she will FEELS that i will have the blues n started smsing me all these. it's soo incredible yupp?! maybe cos our mums r sisters. that's why. haha. what kinda logic is this.
orhh well,
SS MOCK PAPER on national day celebration. how pathetic. some1 pls pity me!! or rather, pity the sec 4s n 5n alright. what's going on mann. why cant we enjoy on that day. yahh yahh, i know we'll b having prelims but what's this?! gosh. n that day will b Marc's bday. how m i suppose 2 rush 2 his house 2 help him out after the stupid mock paper?! SOCIAL STUDIES some more arr. arghh.
suppose 2 hand in my N Level dnt folio. well, latest by 5 pm sharp. but i was somehow late, cos was rushing through in the library. the day b4 i got no more papers 2 continue!! went 2 workshop around 5 plus n it was locked. must it b soo puncture?! must b mr chua wanna a break. haha. mr lim wasnt in sch. guess what, i found out something really pathetic. as mrlim wasnt in the dnt room, n it was locked, i went 2 the staffs' room. saw msyeokk so pleded her 2 ask mrlim out. well, he wasnt in sch. n what yanjing n i heard from her is that.."mrlim?! he dun have a table here." "what about his locker?!" i asked. "no locker as well. no table, no locker." said msyeo. i was of cos shocked. then i asked again."is it downstairs?! orhh yahh, HOD should b downstairs right." then she replied."nope. he dun have 1. he's table is in the dnt room, the workshop. everything's there." "WHATT!!" i exclaimed. haha. cant believe it right. decided not 2 hand in then. cos really got NO CHOICE. so went 2 take a look at Band after yanjing n jinmin left. seriously, a HOD without a proper office?! cant imagine that. haii. when i told my mum this, she asked me 2 Cherish him. she said he sacrifice. orhh well.. really pity him in a sense.
smsed him around 9 plus. apologise 2 him. btw, i know i wont score. my folio got only 33 pages. heard that the sec 3s can have a folio 3x thicker than mine.
I'M SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED!! i spent so much time n it. yet some1 told me that.. haiya. at least a pass, will U?! i'm talking 2 my folio n artefact. =x
out of a sudden, i felt that i miss the Band, i miss my Bonist. the Majors. ahhh.. Every1, Everything in Swiss Winds.heyy, how cute can my Bonist can go. haha. they were all asking me 2 go back on fri 2 take them section. it's funny in a sense. cos they know i will b scolding n screaming, yet they want me back. haha. then i said."huhh, miss me arr." then they really agreed n said yahh. then i said."okie lorr. make 1000 swans n write "WE MISS XJUN." in every single swam." haha. then they shocked. haha. then keep begging me 2 go back. PROMISE I WILL, if i got the time. hee. then some1 was saying I'M OLD. still want those swan thingy. heyy, it's soo sweet lorr!! if ever any1 would fold 1000 4 me with "I MISS YOU" on every single SWANS!! haha. orhh well, 100 will do. i'll b contented then. haha.
TROMBONIST!!!! =Dsomething surprising. mum took a packet of medicine n showed it 2 me,"heyy, this is urs!! 2day is 1st of aug yahh?? look, 1st of aug 2005, U r sick." haha. true enough lahh. i recalled. i was sick on sunday. had a terrible fever, 39 degree i guess. yupp, coughing n flu. of cos, headache. even nose bleeding like nobody's business. then i went 2 a doc on mon night. didnt eat much 4 2 days. only drank barley drink. then on tues, i didnt go 2 sch as well. cant attend band prac. then a lot was dumbfounded. why aint the BM here. haha. i can still remember. n mum remembered me receiving streples. i even lost my voice. gosh. haha. 1 yr past just like that. then my mum suddenly asked.."heyy, U didnt mention about ur that band teacher already horr. very long le. the lady that U very gd with 1.." i gave a very shocking face. haha. n replied."huhh. got lahh. she still my chem teacher." then mum said."but still not as close mahh. U didnt mention anything about her le. U guys still got talk?!" then i said."got lahh. i her chem rep some more. we still crap like b4. but true enough, hardly talk cos no more band mahh." then she asked if we got things 2 talk about. i said we talk craps. haha. well.. seriously shocked. i dun remember i keep mentioning ms seah throughout my sec 3's life. haha. haiya. didnt talk as much doesnt mean i dun bother n care 4 her mahh. lol. this is really shocking.
then was smsing Shir whole night. ahh. i stopped le. cos dunno what 2 reply. haha. was doing my compo just now. n i dun bother 2 continue my dnt folio. i seriously dunno what can i add. i know i wont score n i dunno how can i score. shall study my humans.
i was seriously exhausted when i reached home around 8. i dunno why, the bus took soo long 2 arrive. haha. i waited 4 soo long. but was wondering, maybe i missed a bus. that's why. haha. i was in a daze at je interchange. i dunno what i'm doing n thinking. haha. just.. downcast. haiya. sometimes.. just like that. hard 2 describe n though i understand, it's hard 2 express out anyway.
THAT KHO YANJING arr. i dun like HIM or HIM. dun push me 2 like HIM or HIM le. n i wont smile 2 HIM cos i dunno HIM. maybe sometimes we just bump in2 each other on streets n stuff like that, but I DUNNO HIM, how 2 LIKE HIM?! i'm not that professional alright. U should know me. n 4 HIM, i just dun like lorr. no reason. i know myself well bahh. i mean.. feeling. i leave it 2 fate. i wont choose 2 get near HIM. i wont choose 2 smile 2 HIM. let nature take its course alright?!
yahh, i should Believe in You, HER, myself. though it's illogical, i know. i'll try lahh.
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you cant trust.*hide and seek aint fun.you are not having a Genuine Smile. dont lie to yourself, dont lie to me..
this is nice. guess what, i was attracted by the cover of SHE's Forever album. SOO BEAUTIFUL N ATTRACTIVE LAHH!! cant stand it. haha. so bought it. listen 2 this song, it's very comforting, i dunno why. enjoy. =))
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