Saturday, July 08, 2006
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i got a lot 2 say!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i think i screw up my chem test. n poa as well?! but poa i tried my very best, seriously. though i know still not very gd, but confirm not getting 0 this time round. but 4 chem, i tried so hard, nothing comes in2 my mind. haha!! again, i was anxious. n i dunno why!! alcohols r hard. i didnt know what 2 study under alcohols. only studied the general formula. didnt know that or rather didnt expect that fermentation of glucose will b out!! n it consist the MOST marks. guess it's gone. butanol i wrote propanol. gone also. everything's gone lahh.
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guess every1 knows the meaning of duplicating. arghhh. cannot stand it lehh. i mean.. if it's ocassionally, or maybe ACT coincidentally, at least i wont b so annoyed. everything is soo.. precise. how can i not react!! i'm not th eonly 1 who said this lahh. pls. U r who U r alright. what's the problem with U!! it's getting worse as time goes by. i mean U R GETTING WORSE. n the situation is WORST. what the. >=\ GET LOST.
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fine. seems like everything's back n nothing will b fine. had been enjoying my days. cos i seems 2 b happier after everything. 2day, seems like it's not a very gd sign that he's back in2 my life huhh. i mean.. as a friend. okie lahh, both of them. funny. both r soo alike. i seriously need a life of my own. i dun mind being alone. at times, i need 2 b alone. U know, after sch, all those stress n stuffs, a tiring day, U jolly well know that U have work 2 b done. U wish 2 rush home 2 take a rest n do ur work. even if U go out with friends n have ur lunch, U will b back around evening. that's fine. but i dun need a life whereas i'm out 4 the whole day n cant complete the stuffs i want. i need a life alright. it's funny lahh. why do U have 2 keep calling n calling as if no 1 cares. didnt reply msg, means didnt read lahh!! n did i confirm?! so why r U making all those decision 4 me?! n still dare 2 attitude back. when i explained, I EXPECT A APOLOGY FROM U. U didnt even reply after that. 4get it. ur calls r ridiculous!! how many times do U wanna call?! if U r free enough, will U study. if U dun have 2, SORRY BUT I NEED 2!!! every1 lead a diff life alright. in sch means in sch, got remediations means got remediations. FULL STOP.
and another U, jolly well dun show me ur attitude. i just need a life, ON MY OWN.
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do U really understand or entertaining me. seems like whatever i say U just pretend that U understand. if that's the case, dun ask me 4 help. i help U, as a friend. n cos U dun seems 2 b at fault. so does she. both of U r just involve in it. since U asked me 4 help, i'm fine with it. but it's soo dumb!! U asked how can U confess, how can U express ur feelings. fine, i gave U an e.g. n i mean just an e.g. n U totally copy n paste?! it's like.. SOO OBVIOUS LAHH!! n this tells a lot. most importanly, bad impression. n U r giving excuses. STOP RUNNING AWAY will U. when things r there, it's there!! why do U have 2 talk about this n that which dun link n does not relate at all. it's just as simple as abc. use ur brain pls. okie, bet U wont understand.
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actually was upset n shocked when U told me about U nowadays. thought U will b fine as time goes by. didnt know it still hurts U soo much. well, know why. cos U didnt want 2 face the reality. cos U're running away. why do U have 2 deny when things r soo obvious. but U r 2 exaggerating. this is not the way 2 carry on. if U insist, i got nothing 2 say. find it kinda dumb. cos U dun have 2 b this way but U make urself 2 b this way. why. dun b foolish no more alright. WAKE UP.
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BIAS MEANS BIAS. it's true enough. finally know U r this kinda person. i c through everything. n i dun understand why they dun understand n choose 2 adore U. whatever. life will never b fair. but just feel so pissed when everything appear 2 b this way. it's soo unfair 4 another person. U guys will never understand.
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i dunno if i made the right choice. but.. i dunno. felt that i cant n i dun want. another LONG STORY. it's not i dun wanan help n being selfish. or maybe i m?? i dunno. i dun wanna cos of various reasons. but was upset when U guys told me that. did i disappoint any1 of U or what?! esp those who never stop asking me about it. sorry. i'm seriously sorry. but.. haii.
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it's not a matter of win or lose. it's a matter of learning. n what have U guys learn?! being idiotic. we r fair people. we r true 2 ourselves. we will b the winners.
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it's seriously unfair. my smiles r gone just like that. just a few days n it's gone. hmph. i want back my smiles!! hate it.
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