Wednesday, June 21, 2006
okie. it's a busy day 4 me. wait!! allow me 2 breathe. *hmph hmph. allow me 2 speak now. haha. guanyi was saying i'm getting LAMER. alright, what's soo bad about laming. but i still got my legs around with me?! hahaha. opps. =x orhh yahh, promise rongjie 2 buy him the baby biscuits. i can picture him drooling. haha. =p
started my day with dnt. yupp, dragged myself 2 dnt AGAIN. i can't stand it lahh. my arylic got scratches. hate it. it's soo ugly. sure fail 4 n level dnt already. well, i'm not interested in that anyway. i rather spend my time in my poa or others. whatever. going back just 2 do n do. only wish i can take art. n i mean
ART!! =(
back home. fine. SLEEP. haha. cos i was reluctant 2 wake up in the 1st place. but the time i woke up was 115 i think. yupp. haha. dun dun bash me. i know i'm a
PIG once again. lol. but i shouldn't have insult the pig. haha!! =D everything was as usual. just that night was much more busy 4 me.
so i went over 2 my aunt's house 2 get the video cam. cos my bro's ROM 2moro. i'm the camera man!! soo cool lorr. haha. it will b such a sweet moments. lol. but they ain't having those dinner. just having ROM then got sakura buffet. sunday got buffet n karaoke with relatives. haha. somehow excited cos 1st time i'm gonna b real busy. 2 tell U the truth, oftenly, my family will b the last 1 reach any family gathering. cos all of us wake up late all the time. lol. n now?! i gonna b the 1st 2 reach!! arghh. but somehow cool yupp. lol. i gonna share photos here soon!! yeahh!! =p
login 2 the web msn again. it horrible alright. it's soo slow n retarded. but no choice, my msn broke down. haii. sad!! cos i can't receive songs, or do whatever i want. U wanna know how i feel, can try using web msn then. but glad i at least get 2 use it lahh. if not i wun b soo updated by my friends. =)
soo many people with problems again. orhh well, so i got dragged in 2day
ONCE AGAIN. i seriously got nothing 2 do with it. 1 lied 2 another 1. then 1 dun wanna tell 1 what happened n what mistake 1 made. then 1 started 2 ask me 2 help. i understand lahh, i mean, in need of a listening ear. but whatever i said, 1 like dun understand. i just said."it's not any outsiders that can help this. cos this lie U made really hurt another person. so what if i ask?! nothing will b solve. it will only b solve if U realise n both of U solve the problem urself. i can only give U advise." is this very hard 2 understand?? or m i very wrong?? what again. i nearly vomit blood. =\ seriously not i dun wanna help mahh. is can't. i bet some of U get what i mean right.
yupp. so about 11 people talked 2 me online. i dunno how fast can i go. cos the web msn is slow. haha. so no matter what, i'll b slow as well. so 2 of them who somehow quarrelled.. i mean 1 cannot understand n 1 just simply dun wanna say. so.. yupp, 1 still smsing me. he wanna do something foolish. haii. why. dumb lehh.
replied her mail just now. seriously glad she's feeling better. can read from her mail as well. hope she finds her way out of this maze. 2 find her happiness once again. =)
so this is soo sweet of her. =)
little something for you (:
a friend should be
radical.
she should
hug when you are
unhuggable,
love when you are
unlovable,
and
bear when you are
unbearable.
a friend should be
fanatical.
she should
cheer when
the whole world boos,
dance when you get
good news,
and
cry when
you cry to.
but
most of all,
a friend should be
mathematical.
she should
multiply the joy,divide the sorrow,
subtract the past,
and
add it to tomorrow.
calculate the need in your heart,
and always be
bigger than the sun to all of these parts.
you've got a friend in me. (:this is from her. soo sweet lorr. =)
n another person just told me something about herself lahh. yupp. something that can't say. i hope she find her way 2. cos since it's soo complex. she must b very confuse. hope 2 receive her mail soon. =) i mean another she arr. lol.
i finally realise i'm soo blessed. bless with all my friends around me. cos they trust me. though i know i'm gullible. but i seriously hope people trust me. cos i never fail 2 trust my friends. now i got back the confidence with friends after those hurting incident that friends actually cause me. though i know i was foolish 2 believe n advise, end up i got cheated n betrayed. but i know there'll still b kind souls around. I LOVE MY FRIENDS!! *huggies. =)
but 2day was a bad day with soo many people, soo many problems. =( *blessed them.
I'M GLAD MY BRO FOUND HIS HAPPINESS. LET'S ALL BLESS
SEN GAN AND ESTHER GOH. =)
n 4 those who actually read my entries, A BIG THANKS. =)
guess what, so i said i will confess n say everything 1 day. i finally did it 2day. not yet confess cos i dun have a reply from that person. orhh well, dun mind. guess it's late as well. seriously, not asking 4 anything in return. just feel that since i mention that day, i shouldn't hide. n there's nothing wrong right. i seriously hope you can find ur happiness as well.
though 2day somehow wish i can c you walk pass me, but never mind. cos you didn't. maybe not fated?? haha. never mind. cos i know n i believe you're fine. you will. =) hope you understand bahh. i'm seriously not asking 4 your love no more. =)
but somehow i dunno whether 2 trust
you or not. cos 2 many things that happened on me about
you. i dunno whether
you r still the
you i used 2 know. i dunno,
you know. this is scary. i dunno whether i should trust
you i used 2 n whether
you still trust me like how
you used 2 b. all these really doubt me. i need
you 2 clear my doubts. i want
you 2 tell me if i should trust. i dunno if
you know what
you're doing. of cos, i hope
you dunno. but seriously, what
you doing is hurting people who really care. haii.. i hope
you dun disappoint me,
my dearest friend.
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