Wednesday, May 31, 2006
took this pix 2day. yupp. i just can't smile. ha. dumbo.
nothing else 2 long 4. fine. started my dead. scoldings. cos i was LATE 4 remediations. started at 8 n i just board the bus at 758. =x alright. n was running. fine lorr, didn't apologise also kanna shoot. stupid yuanchao, wash 30min late alright!! so unfair. like that also get scolded. =\ everything was soo.. haiya, shan't say anymore. phy was dry, yupp. 1 hr doing a few mcq of moments. so.. then madam rita treat our class roti prata. actually dun wanna eat, some will know why. but, know what she said."i always buy things 4 my class. always buy extra even though i know some of them will run away. haha." then i was like.. wahh. then she bought so much. so i ate 1. haha. damn.. arghh. never mind never mind. lol. then wanna go back band at that time but marc DUN ALLOW. damn bad horr. so pei him at the canteen. well, madam rita asked me whether i'm with marcus.
NOT AGAIN. siann le lahh. lol. nowadays still got people apread about this mehh. thought outdated le. she's really gd in a sense lahh. =) went dnt after that. did my exploded view. NOT EXPLODED ENOUGH. =\ lol. n can't produce my material list. =( but had done it. will hand in 2moro. =) 3 hrs plus of math.
MATH REALLY MAKING ME MADD. doing n doing. practice n pratice. *vomit blood. mock paper again. 4get some parts. =( n2 gonna dismiss early cos their teacher wasn't there. arghh. 440!! finally. n i went 2 band. everything was.. really changed a lot. but i miss everything lahh. =) waited 4 weiting n cck they all. soo late lahh. i understand, lecture from ms seah mahh. totally understand. i wanna go 1st de!! but no 1 wants 2 leave. then when really wanted 2 leave, weiting called. =\ waste time!! then i was really tired. reached home around 7 plus. I'M DEAD. done my dnt, studied my chem. not really study, just do the n level paper. seems like easier than what ms seah set lehh. =x went IMM 2 buy sweets. when U're down, taking a walk alone really makes U feel better. maybe not better bahh. at least.. just let urself cool down. haii, though i'm still damn upset at that moment. i regretted everything that i've down. shouldn't have.. shir was trying 2 change my negative views 2 positive though through sms. lol. but i just can't. cant stop thinking. everything is like soo.. haiya.. I DUNNO.
yes, i wasn't feeling better. i dun wanna think but i can't. maybe it's becos of you. why everything that change me is you. tell me why. stupid. hate it lahh. why did i get 2 know you. why didn't i transfer sch. 2 somewhere far so i dun get 2 pass you. orhh well.. whatever. with or without me, makes no different in your life. it's only with or without you make a different in MY life. i'm soo dumb. =((
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