Tuesday, May 23, 2006
read through my 2004 blog entries. oct, nov n dec de. wahh. i'm soo emotional. lol. n keep thanking ms seah i dunno why. lol. n in love with some1. i can't remember who. if i did tell U b4, pls tell me. haha. i think it's.. him. yupp. the 1 still in my class 1, m i right guys?! lol. shh.. n can feel that my typing really changed during all these years. n the way 2 express myself. realy soo different. can U believe it?! try reading my past entries. believe U'll get a shock of ur life. lol. some entries were scolding people. some got soo upset about friends, love, myself. yupp, n some i dunno what i'm saying cos i dunno what i'm thinking when typing. maybe few yrs down the road, when i read this particular entry of mine, i'll b rolling on the floor laughing, yupp. that's life. even now, when i c a few of my sec 3 photos, i can laughed soo loudly. haha. my mum as well. laughing at how fat i m. how horrible i look without me myself noticing. lol. i think i dun look any better now anyway. lol. so why bother. bleahh.
i'm soo tired!! both mental n physical. din manage 2 take a nap 2day. cos mum dragged me 2 imm. yupp, b her slave. haha. then back home, i helped her 2 prepare dinner. actually wanted 2 sleep de!! lol. was chatting with a few people online 2day. ermm, so after that, had my dinner. woahh, it's nice U know. my mum cooked curry 2day n i never like curry. but i can say this curry is tasty n i dunno why. lol. curry with noodle. taste great. well, think i gonna gain 100kg. lol. cos i ate a bowl, after that eat another half a bowl, most of my bowl contain fishballs n veggies. =x haha. i dun like curry chicken!! haha. so was full le. but my dad bought cheese fries i dunno why as well n was asked 2 eat. wahh lauu!! i'm really FULL. seriously. bleahh. but i din had my lunch 2day. dinner was.. SOO FULL. after dinner, i revised poa. the corrections of error part a. cos need 2 memorise POORCC. or rather what mr ho said."poor cc." or "poor sissy"??!! haha. dunno him lahh. some of the clues r kinda similiar. really need 2 b careful when doing this topic. =\ after an hour, i started doing my dnt folio. now at exploration of ideas. gosh. not easy ehh. gonna re-design everything again. 30 ideas. bOo. i really need 2 pia. it's soo far away from my material list!! i'm dead lahh. any1 got any idea, give me a call. haha. then took a shower at around 10 plus.
I WANNA SLEEP!! my eyes r getting smaller
smaller smaller. haha.
marcus, thanks. that msg shocked me but kinda touched bahh. haha. so sweet. thanks. god bless U as well. take cares. =)
jinmin, why r U still upset over it. just dun think. throw everything away n start anew!! fine?! well, dun worry so much. n U asked me."why U can b soo cheerful?!" do i really look like as if i'm that cheerful?! it's all appearance. i'm just feeling as downcast as U. just.. just tell myself gonna face it. maybe U r not used 2 facing all these. but i got 2 many things that i've face in life. so i tell myself, since it's right here in front of U, face it. learn it. improve it. n strive 4 it. no point upset over things that happened. look 4ward. U got lots of friends pushing U, including me. work hard. n i will. =)
HAPPY BDAY 2 4n1 monitor, chem rep. EY!! haha. yupp, his bday. i think that time we chatted n i saw his ic. haha. then noted down. a lot of may babies worr. n this big little guy is 1 of them. yupp, BIG little guy. lol. well, ey's great. always get bullied bahh. hope everything's fine 4 U. jiayou 4 o level mt. all the best!! n lastly, HAPPY BDAY!!! =)
heh wt, how r U.. =)
PINK FORM. what else. i'm just.. devastated is the only word. allow me 2 rot n die alright. i'm somehow drunk, by my own saliver. =
missyou. what else.
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