Thursday, May 11, 2006
hehe. these r only a few of the pix we took. =)) 4got 2 take with jas. =\hey guys. how's my new blogskin?! =) i'm lovin' it. hehe.
it's the end of exam. well.. dnt?! orhh, i did finished. just a few qns i leave it blank. cos really got NO IDEA what's that. haiya. then slept 4 an hr. did the paper about 1hr30min. not bad horr. cos i thought i'll b having 2 hrs of sleep. when woke up, orhh mann, half of my head was really NUMB. haha. i seems like just woke up n cannot walk straight. that's how horrible it is. BOOM.
did the skin after reaching home. wahh, having a hard time though. n weiting was soo excited over it. it's all the measurements that made it difficult. then i wanted 2 put the little woodstock there. din know i really made it. haha. everything was so original. =p
went out after that. 2 meet marc while we had 2 wait 4 shir 2 get back home 2 change after her pool game. wait. i need 2 apologise 1st. cos promise them 2 b out with them on thurs but realise my bed will arrive on thurs. din realise till marcus reminded me. haiyoyo. yupp. so we went town. went ps. cos hardly went there. it was boring though. nothing much 2 shop. just went arcade n try 2 catch some stuffs. but got nothing. =\ realise we dun have much money left n shir was hungry. went pastamania. orhh well, regretted. we rather go nydc then. ermm.. they know why, really. then they were like asking her 2 join us but she can't. heh, dunno what 2 say lorr. they like can just call her in the middle of nowhere de. =\ went town after that. was kinda broke. but went atm, heh, U know what i mean yeahh. =) the way 2 town was horrible. cos marc n shir nearly trip n fall. really scare me. ermm, then jas told us she'll reach around 9 plus. so we went walking around. they wanted 2 play pool. orhh well, BORING. i dun like lorr. but i'm the only 16. =\ was chatting outside cine. ermm, just some stuffs. like those friends have a drink n chat about their life. like the ambience. it's like.. friends chatting is always a great 1. after that received guanyi's sms. he saw me. wanna join us. 2 me it's fine. though at 1st felt soo weird. but he called. so asked him 2 join us then if he dun feel odd. well, i need 2 say, we drink, but we ain't drank. ermm.. was outside hereen by then. really should have eat nydc. =\ haha. afterall, i agree 2 open a table 4 them 2 play pool. well, since they really want it. n i'm the big sis there. haha. SURPRISE. =p i wasn't playing. was sitting down there n smsing. guess we were high. or it's only me?! took a few pix with them. but din send everything 2 net. hey, bill.. hee. then watch them play. maybe was sitting there doing nothing?! made me think A LOT. haiya.. what else. okie. then jas came. they played n shir gotta leave around 11 plus. so i sent her lorr. then finally pluck up my courage 2 talk 2 her about it. cos.. she's my friend. i think she ought 2 know n that's me. there's nothing 2 hide among friends. she dun seems 2 b shock. she said she can c that. she said she n marc can actually feel that i m. well.. then told her the whole story while her dad was on his way 2 cine. haii. wanna continue talking but her dad was there after a few min. fast ehh. then she smsed me. i felt better after telling her. cos i dun wanna 2 hide from her. actually i'm prepared 4 the worst. if she end up scared of me, i'm fine with it. but i trust her. i was soo encouraged. i didn't expect 2 b happy ending. but i just wanting so much 2 blurt everything out. was on my way back by then. troubled. n marc was saying.."c'mon. just say." so i sms. but think it's such a wrong timing. i shouldn't i really shouldn't. should had kept it 2 myself. so dumb so dumb. then she called but i din pick up. cos i dun dare 2. i was soo scared. marc was asking me 2 pick up but i didn't. stupid. it's really the wrong timing. =(( i dunno. dunno dunno.
orhh, just reached home not long ago. my redness is gone. but was tired. i felt uncomfortable. my stomach i mean.. dun tell me it's gonna b diarrhoea again?! bleahh. NOT AGAIN. =\ orhh, i need 2 apologise 2 marc n jas. they wanted me 2 ton but my mum dun allow. guess she's worried that i dun get enough rest n i had promise her 2 b home 2 eat her porridge. yeahh, eating now though i was soo full. i mean.. feeling sicky. n my bed is coming 2moro. she wanted me 2 pack my stuffs n make sure there's a space 4 my bed. well well.. so i went back home. was soo lucky. board the last train, board the last bus. LAST. bleahh. heh. i need the toilet now, really.. boo.
orhh yahh, hope BANG is feeling better now. well, no need keep thinking since it's over. U had tried ut best. who knows, U might score. btw, BANG is zhiyuan lahh. haha. BANG, jiayou!! got BANGBANG here mahh. =p
*sorry. i shouldn't have. really shouldn't.
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