Sunday, May 07, 2006
142am.
it's foolish. it's dumb. though try so hard, but just can't let go. you hope that you're drunk. so that you ain't aware of anything. esp You. You had already step in2 your life long ago. n the worst thing in life is you never got the courage 2 tell the person you really love how much you love You. at times you wish you dun c You. cos once you meet You somewhere, you start 2 miss You more. n when You dun contact you or you dun contact You, you really miss You. wanting 2 c Your smile n feel Your presence so much. n once You or you start 2 sms each other, you can't help yourself 2 stop thinking of You. each sms you send 2 You equals 2 100x more you miss You. n slowly, love You more. orhh well, that's stupid. cos you did a lot but.. you never dare 2 tell You how much you love You. you know you n You r impossible. n You're impossible 2 fall in love with you. you want 2 let go but you never can. cos your heart rule over your mind. n you jolly well know 1 day, You'll leave you. yes, you're upset. but so what?! You'll never bother so much. every time it's really hurt 2 miss some1. n doubt whether You miss you, cos you really miss You.
n the love, is always there.. a love that shouldn't have develop, shouldn't have start. should have end but can't end. you want ur mind rule over ur heart. cos you want urself 2 love some1 so much. loving a impossible You so much. but you can't. you did everything just bcos of You. cos you want You 2 b the very best, with that smile. no matter where You'll go, where You'll b, you miss You deeply. n stand by You like how you r currently. now n 4 ever, eternity. just b gd, happy. blessed.
it's just another story of
you n
You.
1:30:00 AM
