Thursday, April 20, 2006
had been counting down. 7 more days 2.. EXAM!! woo. can feel the pressure. really. n i'm trying hard 2 calm myself down. bleahh, whatever.
was really sad yesterday. i got back lots of test results n i'm relaly upset with myself. how dumb can i go. exams r coming yet i still got back such results. what's inside me mann. 1stly, is math. well, it's a mock paper n i got not enough time 2 finish it. n careless mistakes here n there makes my marks lower n lower. well, how many more careless mistakes i can make in exam?? dumbo!! after that, chem. orhh mann. that's 10x worst than ever. actually i already know i'll get that kinda results. but i dunno why m i that upset. really downat that time. then not feeling well somw more. it's as if i dun even have the courage 2 stand n face any1 anymore. well well, what's wrong again?? it's not as if i din study. studied days earlier. n did my really best. people around me can not study n got 100x better than me. haha, i'm laughing at myself. how dumb can i go. what i can do now is really work my butt off. did chi 2day. chem 2moro. now wanna do my chi, chem n math. since no hmwk. n my poa. orhh gosh. i haven start humans!! what else arr.. orhh!! dnt. had done my folio but haven start planning my materials list. no exprience. hard 2 do 1. trying bahh. n my phy. really gotta study last yr topics. i dun trust myself. cos i got STM. chem also tested on sec 3 work. so dead lorr. do TYS!! ms toh nearly chop me off when i told her i fluncked my poa. then was praying that we'll do well 4 chi. did my listening compre yesterday. know my results. ermm, not bad. =) well, no big deal. it's only a listening compre. orhh!! i almost 4get eng. english arr. i try lahh. well, i'll read more words bahh. since i've been reading dic all along. so.. hopefully i can remember when time comes?! hope so yupp.
ahh!! sick 4 almost a week. BOO!! last fri till now. though cough was a bit better. but my flu is getting worst. thanks wendy 4 the jacket. thanks lots of people 4 the tissue. hahah. n ms toh 4 helping me 2 borrow tissue. hee. really need it. thanks thanks. n sorry 2 every1 who pass by me. cos i might spread the germs 2 U. so do take care every1. =)
yes, i'm worried about everything. haii. *MISSING.
8:43:00 PM
