Saturday, March 04, 2006
i dun wanna RUNAWAY but i CAN'T take it i DUN understand.
yes, i wanna carry on, i dun wanna give up. i dun wanna RUNAWAY. but i can't hold on 2 2 many things. i CAN'T take it, i can't b the superwoman, who needs 2 bother about every single things that happening. yes, i did say b4 i'll b there 2 help, but doesn't mean U can take advantage of me. n i need ur understanding. n i DUN UNDERSTAND what U want from me so that U can b satisfied. it awlasy seems soo wrong. i've changed. sometimes i really dun wish 2 screamed n people around me asked why i fret over this sorta stuffs while i should b concentrating on other more important stuffs. well, my ans is, I DUNNO. n i wish i know..
the tbone sect. i used 2 b in, well, no more..yes, i should care 4 them more n let them realise that they r important 2 the sect. n belong 2 the sect. but, i need ur support.
soo sick 2day. or rather not that sick lahh. just that my stomach is not obedient again. woke up at 6 n i got diarrhoea. went 2 the toilet a few times n tossing around my bed. finally woke up 4 band. was running like madd when reached, hope everything's fine..
XIAOJUN, GET A LIFE!!
10:26:00 PM